And the biggest heartbreak of it all
Was never just that they fell apart
It’s that she had been taught she didn’t deserve real love
It’s that the echoes of her past told her she would never be enough
He tried to show her she was enough
Ghosts from her past left fingerprints on every crumbling stone
She built a mausoleum around her heart
Sealing away the fears that whisper in moonlit misery
He felt the spark in her laughter when she let herself be seen
He cherished the quiet strength hidden behind the armour
He searched for an opening to reach her heart
Praying his love was enough
Love was like poison running through her veins
Bitter yet so sweet and unsafe to swallow
She felt the ache of the “what if”
And ran from the pleasure of “this is where I belong”
He tried to be her antidote
She began to see him as pathetic
She wore a cold smirk knowing that he became broken like her
Now, she dwells behind her phantom-filled mausoleum.
Wrapped in the regret of losing him
Haunted by his absence,
like a chaotic comforting lullaby aching in the background
Struggling to survive
the biggest heartbreak of it all
Nov 5, 2025
Nov 5, 2025 at 11:43 PM UTC
Some nights, I wake up
And the walls are the wrong color.
My hands remember a door
That isn’t there.
I count my ribs in the dark,
Find one missing,
Wonder who took it
And what they built from the piece of me
They stole.
The mirror blinks first,
Like it knows what I did.
My phone lights up with a name
I haven’t spoken in months
Or maybe it’s my own,
Spelled backwards.
I drink water and the glass is cracked.
Something leaks out
Hope, or maybe last year’s secrets.
I write a note to myself
And hide it under the pillow
For the ghost who keeps forgetting
Why they haunt me.
Oct 31, 2025
Oct 31, 2025 at 3:51 AM UTC
She walks in and the world forgets to breathe
Blonde hair shining like morning sunlight
Eyes the color of clear skies after a storm
Skin soft and bright as silk sheets in summer
Her smile is the start of every good day
Her laughter is a melody you never want to end
She is grace in motion,
Long and elegant
Five foot ten,
The perfect height for holding close
Every step she takes is poetry
Her voice fills the room,
sweet and haunting
Notes linger in the air,
Gentle as a promise
When she sings,
you remember every childhood wish
When she looks at you,
you believe in forever
She is beautiful in ways cameras cannot keep
Stunning in the way the stars are,
Silent and sure
Amazing in every glance,
Every word, every gentle touch
She feels like coming home after wandering lost
She makes you want to write love songs and start over
She is the daydream that finally comes true
She is hope dressed as a woman
And when she chooses you,
You know
Love is not a myth,
It is her standing right here
Oct 29, 2025
Oct 29, 2025 at 12:13 AM UTC
We never said goodbye
We just became strangers with memories
I watched you turn soft confessions into exit wounds
We made promises just to break them quietly
You loved me like a secret you were ashamed of
I loved you like a future that never arrived
You held back when I needed you the most
I gave everything to someone already gone
Some nights I hear you in every song
Some mornings I wish you’d haunt me less
This is how I bury you
One song at a time
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 12:01 PM UTC
I woke up and the world was still
Painted in yesterday’s shadows.
My name, a whisper I barely answered.
I counted the losses like bruises
Each one a secret I wore under my clothes.
You don’t wake up brave.
You wake up empty.
And sometimes, that’s enough.
I made coffee with trembling hands,
Opened the windows, let in October
No one tells you the sky doesn’t change
Just because someone broke your heart.
No one tells you the sun will rise
With or without your permission.
So, I let the morning floor my room
Like forgiveness,
Let it paint all over the worlds I never said.
I am still here,
Even when I wish I wasn’t
I am still here,
And today, that’s the revolution
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 11:40 AM UTC
My mind is a record skipping
Old songs and broken dialogue
Her laughter in the kitchen
Her silence in the hallway
The apology I never heard
The goodbye I never gave
I replay scenes in slow motion
Rewind and rewatch every sigh
Was this where it started to end?
Was I too much, or not enough?
Did she feel the tremor too or was it just me?
Turning love over in my hands
Like a stone I can’t put down
Night keeps pressing in
Questions blooming like wild vines
I bargain with ghosts
Promise tomorrow I’ll let it rest
But morning comes
And the ache stays
Some songs don’t end;
they just keep skipping in your head.
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 11:35 AM UTC
When music is your confession.
When songs speak the words your tongue won't.
When art screams the pain your heart can't.
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 10:18 AM UTC
he replays her birthday through his mind
“make a wish,” he says with excitement.
she pauses,
thoughts running,
then blows out the flame.
He remembers her smile,
The way the candle dimmed,
And how their love did too.
Now he lies awake wondering,
Was the wish she made
For someone better?
For him to fade away?
His heart shattered,
He gathers the pieces
Trying to make sense of what remains
She once told him,
“Maybe one day I’ll be creative inspiration”
Maybe she knew.
Maybe this was her plan.
Awake, he lays in the dark,
Writing poems and stories of
How the relationship lost its spark.
Broken-hearted, sobbing
He whispers to himself.
“My darling, you’ve become my muse”
Oct 20, 2025
Oct 20, 2025 at 3:36 AM UTC
I woke up and the world was still
painted in yesterday’s shadows.
My name, a whisper I barely answered.
I counted the losses like bruises
each one a secret I wore under my clothes.
You don’t wake up brave.
You wake up empty.
And sometimes, that’s enough.
I made coffee with trembling hands,
opened the window, let in October
and the wild, impatient birds.
No one tells you the sky doesn’t change
just because your heart broke.
No one tells you the sun will rise
with or without your permission.
So, I let the morning flood my room
like forgiveness,
let it paint over all the words I never said.
I am still here,
even when I wish I wasn’t.
I am still here,
and today, that’s the revolution.
Oct 5, 2025
Oct 5, 2025 at 11:54 PM UTC
I saw her the other day
Tried to avoid her
Hoping she would not see me
My friend called me over
I could have walked right past her
To get to his desk
But i took the long way around
He asked about my birthday
Even though he was there
He asked about my grandparents
Even though he already knew
I kept my voice low
Not wanting her to hear
Still, my eyes found her
Just for a moment
And it shattered me all over again
I cannot process
How she is so unfazed
How she has erased our history
How she has simply let go.....
Oct 3, 2025
Oct 3, 2025 at 10:20 PM UTC