darkfevrier - Hello Poetry

Hampir lebih separuh hidupku Tidak ada hati yang ada.. Ya, hati ini sudah terisi sebuah batu yang amat keras Tetapi bukannya Aku tidak mau ada.. Terkadang Aku termenung sendiri di dalam kesendirian Sesambil menatap pemandangan yang ada di depan mata Hati ini terus bertanya-tanya Sebenarnya apa.. Apa yang Aku inginkan? Apa yang Aku butuhkan? Lelaki seperti apa? Siapa dia? Kepala ini selalu berbisik bahwa ada saatnya akan hadir Jiwa ini juga mengatakan untuk tetap menjaganya Menjaga jiwa dan hati ini untuk suatu raga.. Raga yang tidak bisa ku sentuh keberadaanya Rasa ini selalu meyakini dia ada Ya, mungkin di suatu sudut yang sangat tidak terlihat.. Bahkan mugkin tidak ada Dan tidak pernah..

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Jun 20, 2017

Jun 20, 2017 at 2:31 PM UTC

Tidak Pernah Ada (Never Existed) // [bahasa]

Hampir lebih separuh hidupku Tidak ada hati yang ada.. Ya, hati ini sudah terisi sebuah batu yang amat keras Tetapi bukannya Aku tidak mau ada.. Terkadang Aku termenung sendiri di dalam kesendirian Sesambil menatap pemandangan yang ada di depan mata Hati ini terus bertanya-tanya Sebenarnya apa.. Apa yang Aku inginkan? Apa yang Aku butuhkan? Lelaki seperti apa? Siapa dia? Kepala ini selalu berbisik bahwa ada saatnya akan hadir Jiwa ini juga mengatakan untuk tetap menjaganya Menjaga jiwa dan hati ini untuk suatu raga.. Raga yang tidak bisa ku sentuh keberadaanya Rasa ini selalu meyakini dia ada Ya, mungkin di suatu sudut yang sangat tidak terlihat.. Bahkan mugkin tidak ada Dan tidak pernah..

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at the end of the day, still i'm wondering if everything i do is really 'me' knowing the fact that i'm doing this with my heart it doesn't even make sense to feel for me.. here and there, i have a wish upon the sky to make my wish become a real movie.. a real movie that never have a fake ending.

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Feb 14, 2017

Feb 14, 2017 at 10:36 AM UTC

end of the day,

at the end of the day, still i'm wondering if everything i do is really 'me' knowing the fact that i'm doing this with my heart it doesn't even make sense to feel for me.. here and there, i have a wish upon the sky to make my wish become a real movie.. a real movie that never have a fake ending.

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mungkin aku gila semua tidak ada yang sempurna.. bagaimana hati ini bisa berlabuh di kamu? aku tak ingin mengiginkanmu lebih dari apapun aku ingin sendiri.. aku tak mau mengulangi kesalahan itu lagi memang aku harus akui jikalau.. bahwa aku tidak bisa menerima dengan apa adanya itu bukanlah hal yang buruk karena aku memang layak.. pantas mendapatkan cinta yang sebenarnya

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Feb 14, 2017

Feb 14, 2017 at 10:27 AM UTC

mungkin aku gila (perhaps i'm crazy) // [bahasa]

mungkin aku gila semua tidak ada yang sempurna.. bagaimana hati ini bisa berlabuh di kamu? aku tak ingin mengiginkanmu lebih dari apapun aku ingin sendiri.. aku tak mau mengulangi kesalahan itu lagi memang aku harus akui jikalau.. bahwa aku tidak bisa menerima dengan apa adanya itu bukanlah hal yang buruk karena aku memang layak.. pantas mendapatkan cinta yang sebenarnya

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My whole body feels okay but there's something inside of me that scream harder than ever. To be honest, i can't feel my heart beat normally, i can't feel my body in the right place, i can't used my brain correctly, i can't feel my hands do things better. Is it normal? it's just a feeling, my feeling. I think i'm missing something, mysterious thing that i can't discover it yet. Everyday, i wonder if there's something i have to know. Something that meant to be and belong to me in this world. And i know it really breaks my heart to know the fact that i don't belong anywhere and everywhere for this time. I just.. i want to belong somewhere where i could be happy and find peace in myself.

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Feb 14, 2017

Feb 14, 2017 at 10:16 AM UTC

what i'm feeling (it's just a feeling)

My whole body feels okay but there's something inside of me that scream harder than ever. To be honest, i can't feel my heart beat normally, i can't feel my body in the right place, i can't used my brain correctly, i can't feel my hands do things better. Is it normal? it's just a feeling, my feeling. I think i'm missing something, mysterious thing that i can't discover it yet. Everyday, i wonder if there's something i have to know. Something that meant to be and belong to me in this world. And i know it really breaks my heart to know the fact that i don't belong anywhere and everywhere for this time. I just.. i want to belong somewhere where i could be happy and find peace in myself.

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what love really is.. it's not just a word of 'love' it's surreal it's untouchable unconditional.. nothing could last for a while it ain't a video game to play it's never having to say "sorry"

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Feb 9, 2017

Feb 9, 2017 at 8:51 AM UTC

what is love?

what love really is.. it's not just a word of 'love' it's surreal it's untouchable unconditional.. nothing could last for a while it ain't a video game to play it's never having to say "sorry"

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he is hardly believe in love at one point he talked to her name that he never knew how much it means.. he is somewhat ,strange that he didn't know what it takes to feel the love again.. he such a man with twisted mind he never thought a woman could ever be 'a' woman.. til' he swim his soul to mine ..it looked somehow distinct.

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Dec 3, 2016

Dec 3, 2016 at 9:43 PM UTC

he;

he is hardly believe in love at one point he talked to her name that he never knew how much it means.. he is somewhat ,strange that he didn't know what it takes to feel the love again.. he such a man with twisted mind he never thought a woman could ever be 'a' woman.. til' he swim his soul to mine ..it looked somehow distinct.

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memang aku tak pantas aku bukan yang bisa dimiliki memiliki pasangan jiwa yang bisa yang mampu.. selalu kuingat kamu malam ini yang penuh dengan hati gegana.. aku sekarang percaya kamu adalah bisa.. berbohong bukanlah pilihanku hati ini berteriak seolah berkata ..bahwa memang tidak ada yang layak setelah setahun berlalu sudah kulihat yang ada.. tidak ada dan tidak ada aku tak mengerti mengapa hati ini terus berteriak.. seolah tidak ingin tidak ada kamu disini hati memang membutuhkanmu hati memang tidak bisa menolak ..karena hanya kamu yang mampu berjalan hingga kiamat nanti dan hanya dirimu yang mampu menyakiti jiwa dan ragaku takkan ada yang bisa takkan pernah.

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Oct 7, 2016

Oct 7, 2016 at 2:27 PM UTC

takkan pernah (wouldn't ever) // [bahasa]

memang aku tak pantas aku bukan yang bisa dimiliki memiliki pasangan jiwa yang bisa yang mampu.. selalu kuingat kamu malam ini yang penuh dengan hati gegana.. aku sekarang percaya kamu adalah bisa.. berbohong bukanlah pilihanku hati ini berteriak seolah berkata ..bahwa memang tidak ada yang layak setelah setahun berlalu sudah kulihat yang ada.. tidak ada dan tidak ada aku tak mengerti mengapa hati ini terus berteriak.. seolah tidak ingin tidak ada kamu disini hati memang membutuhkanmu hati memang tidak bisa menolak ..karena hanya kamu yang mampu berjalan hingga kiamat nanti dan hanya dirimu yang mampu menyakiti jiwa dan ragaku takkan ada yang bisa takkan pernah.

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it's crazy how my tears still drowning when i hear a word 'you' i wanna feel nothing like literally nothing i just.. i wanna forget things about myself, getting lost, changing my personal identity, starting a new life, i don't know i don't even know it.. i admit it now that i cant seem to find someone like you someone that always be there for me no matter what no matter how hard i was but you still there and here.. if you only knew i'm just sappy knowing that you're happy with her more than mine.. and if you only knew til these days i haven't met someone that treated me the way you treated me.. i know it sounds crazy that you've done the worst thing ever in my life but the truth is.. what if the worst you is all that i need? and what if you were the only one who could swim in all of my weaknesses with so much patient? we've been through so much pressure and still no matter what you made it like you could worked that out again.. i know 'sorry' means nothing to you anymore and i know that you're hating me after all this time but i can't i just can't.. from the bottom of my heart please please be the happiest cause you deserve more than mine in this world i want you to keep that forever ,and ever..

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Sep 18, 2016

Sep 18, 2016 at 10:24 AM UTC

,and ever.

it's crazy how my tears still drowning when i hear a word 'you' i wanna feel nothing like literally nothing i just.. i wanna forget things about myself, getting lost, changing my personal identity, starting a new life, i don't know i don't even know it.. i admit it now that i cant seem to find someone like you someone that always be there for me no matter what no matter how hard i was but you still there and here.. if you only knew i'm just sappy knowing that you're happy with her more than mine.. and if you only knew til these days i haven't met someone that treated me the way you treated me.. i know it sounds crazy that you've done the worst thing ever in my life but the truth is.. what if the worst you is all that i need? and what if you were the only one who could swim in all of my weaknesses with so much patient? we've been through so much pressure and still no matter what you made it like you could worked that out again.. i know 'sorry' means nothing to you anymore and i know that you're hating me after all this time but i can't i just can't.. from the bottom of my heart please please be the happiest cause you deserve more than mine in this world i want you to keep that forever ,and ever..

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I wish.. I wish i wasn't a stone cold so i don't have to make you wait for every second, minute, and hour.. I wish.. I wish i could grabbed your arms around me Like you did to her everyday.. I wish.. I wish i could cuddle with you Like she did with you in the late night.. I wish.. I wish i could have one day to fix everything up Like you always did to me even when i didn't.. I wish.. I wish i could live inside your emotions Like she could live inside yours.. I wish.. I wish i could be your bad temper Like you did to swim inside my weaknesses.. I wish.. I wish i didn't give up too easily with you Like you'd never did to me (ever) I wish.. I wish i could be like her So i don't have to say goodbye to you forever..

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Sep 17, 2016

Sep 17, 2016 at 9:44 PM UTC

"I wish"

I wish.. I wish i wasn't a stone cold so i don't have to make you wait for every second, minute, and hour.. I wish.. I wish i could grabbed your arms around me Like you did to her everyday.. I wish.. I wish i could cuddle with you Like she did with you in the late night.. I wish.. I wish i could have one day to fix everything up Like you always did to me even when i didn't.. I wish.. I wish i could live inside your emotions Like she could live inside yours.. I wish.. I wish i could be your bad temper Like you did to swim inside my weaknesses.. I wish.. I wish i didn't give up too easily with you Like you'd never did to me (ever) I wish.. I wish i could be like her So i don't have to say goodbye to you forever..

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