i am sick and tired
of loneliness.
looking for companionship
is going nowhere.
so i will settle for you,
said me.
i want you to love me
said me.
i want you to cherish me
said me.
i love our togetherness
said me.
i love that we wake up together
i love our humor
i love our kindness
and most importantly
i love our happiness.
i will continue loving you
till the day we die
and don’t worry
ill never leave you.
i will forever be with you
and if someone comes along,
we can date her together.
Oct 30, 2019
Oct 30, 2019 at 9:32 PM UTC
i don’t sleep
thinking about you
i don’t eat
thinking about you
i am hurting
thinking about you
i get lost, staring in the abyss
thinking about you
my eyes burn more than usual
thinking about you
my heart weeps a violent melody
thinking about you
my nerves send extreme warnings to my brain
thinking about you
i am a dog in sheep's clothing
thinking about you
my face blank with no emotion
thinking about you
my fist clenching
thinking about you
my pupils black and dry
thinking about you
twitching and grinning
thinking about you
smiling and laughing
thinking about you
turned on
thinking about you
fruity scents rush my nose
thinking about you
i forget where im at
thinking about you
i hate that i continue
thinking about you
i can’t wait for the day i stop
thinking about you
i’m tired of
thinking about you
i am exhausted
thinking about you
release me from my chains
the darkness swallows me whole
i don’t know who i am
all because
im thinking about you
Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 1:41 PM UTC
im alone
im lonely in a group setting
i strive to be at the top like a heading
but i am so alone
i want to be loved
i want to be your white dove
but i am alone,
i fall into your trap
like a sticky plate of cheese
but i am done.
i am alone
i get denied like i have bad credit.
Mar 20, 2019
Mar 20, 2019 at 7:52 PM UTC
tears fall like daggers
my skin- dry and ripped;
the sweat drips differently
and the blood flow slows.
patience and positivity keeps the wheels turning,
but there is a breaking point on the horizon.
soon i will stand up to depression,
but for now,
i sit and wait.
Mar 13, 2019
Mar 13, 2019 at 12:23 PM UTC
