i am done
tired of you wanting me
to be someone else
I'm sorry to disappoint
its struggle to receive
your approval
you'll fined sometime
well most times
my heart shrinking
within the days
mask peeling away
to unfavorable me
is this what you want
sinking in my bed
with death inside my head
I'm heading somewhere
were don't have to worry
about the future
hurry up let me be
or may find better way
Apr 11, 2018
Apr 11, 2018 at 4:52 AM UTC
we seek the words
we crave it all
swimming through the void
we hear the words
we lose ourselves
but we gain it all
Apr 8, 2018
Apr 8, 2018 at 7:56 AM UTC
do you hear them
the voices of the others
who are also you
the reflection of other lives
in other times
calling you back
the voices of your future
yet our past screams
even louder
that says wait
so you hesitate
the voice of a wiser
says yes don't second guess
Mar 13, 2018
Mar 13, 2018 at 1:10 AM UTC
poor another shot
getting drunk
on gasoline
blazing through my lungs
charring through my soul
advancing through my mind
pain of regret
of the better times
lost to traverse
my mind
may I ever escape
can I be that hero
I always wanted
to be
this my last shot
to be something
I'm not
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 10:34 PM UTC
As i live in a haze
What a daze to be
This grayscale of life
What drag to my existence
Can i not alleviate
My mind
Will my life always
Be torturous
Will i always have
This agonizing reminders
Failures of my past
To leave me awake at night
Can i ever make it stop
I just don't know
Jan 29, 2018
Jan 29, 2018 at 2:59 AM UTC
There is
No such thing
As hope
From the
Beginning
Hope is the mask
Despair has
Been wearing
Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 11:44 AM UTC
As my body turns to rust
I write ****** on this page
Watch my heart turn to stone
As I die with no hope
Iv forgotten your name
But you know what
I am
Remember my name
Forget my face
The stars chants my name
For I am a man of darkness
Jun 8, 2016
Jun 8, 2016 at 2:30 AM UTC
I come realize that butterfly's
Are falling from sky's
Dropping dead before
My eyes
May 17, 2016
May 17, 2016 at 11:19 AM UTC
I can't sleep at night
Somethings summoning me
To the deep
It's has a grip on my life
All I can see is my defeat
the voices in my head
Is growing stronger
My mind is on the bring
Of collapse
Demons in my head
Taking grip on my mind
Gaining control of my life
Some one tie me down
Take my brain
Make this suffering end
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 4:03 PM UTC
How did we come to be here
Next to each other
In the night
Were are the stars
That shows us our love
Outside the leafs flame
Unusually in the darkness
I am amazed by peace
It is the possibility of you
Asleep next to me
breathing in the quiet air
May 4, 2016
May 4, 2016 at 1:14 PM UTC