dark-angel
Canadian
I write about the feelings no one will. We always hide our innermost feelings that should be fully expressed and shown, but we are shunned for being who we truly wish to be. I refuse to hide them. I shall listen to your crys of misery and imbrace them with my own. / / You are never alone.
I walk the face of earth once more,
a mindless puppet, my strings are torn.
the creaky bones, the bad eyesight,
yet the chance to turn wrong to right.
wars-a-waging, old mans guilt,
the worlds now on more then just a tilt.
parents weeping, children slain,
****** thoughts, fear will reign.
I look in the shadows, a creature did lurk,
he whispered to me, hiding a smirk.
"Thou shalt be killed if thee can't find,
the demon lurking in thou mind."
So off I ventured, to quench my thirst,
of corpses piled with hearts-a-burst.
And on that quest what did I see?
The Wicked Path Of Destiny
May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 11:56 AM UTC
What if I will never see you again?
If the future is fog and rain
What if we lost all we have today?
If our lives were to go astray
Yet,
What if this love will hold?
If we will, together grow old.
What if we were meant to be?
If this our life’s decree
Yet,
What if we are confused?
If the distance makes our love diffused
What if we gave up trying?
If life was simply too trying
Yet,
What if you are the one?
If we never want for none
What if it will always be you and me?
If that is what will be and will be.
Dec 18, 2013
Dec 18, 2013 at 11:46 AM UTC
A single moonbeam falls on her face,
like God revealing an angel.
But she is my angel;
my dark angel of the night.
Like the night itself she moves,
silence and grace in her every step.
Her midnight hair like the rippled clouds,
soft silky strands shining in the moonlight.
Dark eyes, darker than the new moon,
shine with promise of things to come.
Full lips parted in a feral grin,
her very presence touches me
deeper than a winter midnight’s chill.
My dark angel.
I close my eyes;
I am hers;
She is mine.
Dec 18, 2013
Dec 18, 2013 at 11:44 AM UTC
I gave you my love,
Made your heart feel the love,
And yet you denied my love.
I was to love you,
You and I forever.
Say you love me,
That is all I ask.
Say you need me,
As I need you.
Say this love is,
Is the love of a life time.
You shall remorse the night
You took my love.
For I the dark angel
Want repayment with
Your blood.
I will be the voice in the wind,
The voice which will haunt
Your dreams.
The voice which will
Call to you.
You were once my
Everything, the only
Thing that had mattered.
Then my love was
Shattered, wishing you were
Once again near.
Sometimes if it seemed if
I had just dreamed again,
You would be here.
The irony of the dream
Is you never came,
But I will every night,
And haunt your desire.
You shall pay
Pay for this with blood.
I will get my fulfillment
From haunting your thoughts.
That fate which will
Condemn you to
Wallow in blood,
This fate which you
Choose that night.
The night you decide to
Behold the love I gave you
For granted.
I shall not take compassion
In you,
I will now take a diminutive
Vial of Blood!
Just a sufficient amount to make
You never awake
This dream state again.
You will pay for your sins,
Which will haunt you
For an eternity.
I shall sentence my lover,
Sentence her to death,
This is the choice you have made,
My angel.
For whichever way you
Decide you will not win.
You deceived me,
Now it is time to meet
Your destiny.
Bleed my angel,
And before long we shall unite,
Once again.
Breath deep,
Bleed fast,
Pay for your sins
And die for me.
Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 2:35 PM UTC
these walls i'd built for so long, so tall
crumbled beneath me and the monsters within
broke loose with a vengeance untold even in lore
and i welcomed them with open arms, for they are my own
Me
and as they eat my heart whole, i knew one grows
one darker, yet stronger then the last
one that doesnt just break with each hurt
it accepts that hurt, and makes it stronger
making it nearly invincible, unbreakable
Me
on the outside i seem just as i was, broken
but i feel whole like i never have before
for i am the mosters that i tried to keep in
the ones i caged because i thought them too dangerous
but they were just the pieces i was scared to put back
i am now who i was always meant to be.
Me
May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 2:20 PM UTC
I can prove that, i can be there 24/7. Because, i have so much to give.
and want to wait, and been waiting, for just one person who I dont know
if she would ever come. I can be the most patience guy, that could wait a life time,
just to see her love again, or just to see her walk by, with out her knowing the crush i have.
I want to show you, that i can be real, being just myself,
make you laugh, and make you smile, when your bursting into tears,
make your day just by smiling and wave, or a hug and a kiss.
Not to implore, nor beg, but rather look into your heart,
and there speak the words, that you always wanted to hear.
See your feelings, and hear your thoughts as your heart beats fast.
Calm your anger, and soften your rage, and when it gets out of control,
I can and will be or become your punching bag.
Feb 7, 2013
Feb 7, 2013 at 12:20 PM UTC
For you have betrayed
The Dark Angel.
I was bound to have loved you.
Your words invite me,
Unite me,
And still betray me.
Is this how you repay me!
Say you will stay with
Me until death,
Just one life time.
Your voice calls to me,
Unites us within my dreams,
But you have drawn back
Within fear.
In all my fantasies
I have always knew,
The angel above was you.
Your power grows very strong
Over me infusing me with desire.
The desire to love,
To love the angel.
With this fallacy instilled
Within my dreams you
Still betrayed me, my angel.
Why my angel,
Why is it that
You have betrayed me.
I the dark angel had needed you,
You the angel of the night.
You shall curse the day you
Betrayed the dark angel.
To many years fighting
Back the tears,
And now my blood,
Nears to an end.
You my angel shall
Turn to meet your fate.
The time is too late,
There is no debate,
No way to change your fate.
Jan 23, 2013
Jan 23, 2013 at 12:53 PM UTC
I wish I was a heavenly angel
For I would watch and protect mankind
But I am no heavenly angel
Hence I must play in my own kind
I wish I was a heavenly angel
For I would pray for those in sorrow
But I am no heavenly angel
Hence I must suffer the torment of borrow
I wish I was a heavenly angel
For I would worship my god day and night
But I am no heavenly angel
Hence I must fight for my own right
I wish I was a heavenly angel
For I would always cling to my sword
But I am no heavenly angel
Hence I must fight the pain of my fault
I wish I was a heavenly angel
For I would never know tiredness
But I am no heavenly angel
Hence I must till the land to grow in abundance
I wish I was a heavenly angel
For I would weep when man sin
But I am no heavenly angel
Hence I must pray for my own sin so dire
I wish I was a heavenly angel
For I would soar endlessly in space
But I am no heavenly angel
Hence I must check as I walk in pace
I wish I was a heavenly angel
For I would wonder around this world free
But I am no heavenly angel
Hence I must stand still as a tree
I wish I was a heavenly angel
For my heart shall always be in joy
But I am no heavenly angel
Hence I must behave just like a boy
Jan 22, 2013
Jan 22, 2013 at 12:21 PM UTC
Broken wings and a broken heart,
That's what left now we are apart.
I was your angel that fell from the sky,
You broken my wings, now I can't fly.
I rushed towards you in a crazy flight,
To stay forever at your side.
You were bad, I never did know it,
Your pretty smile never did show it.
In fact your smile was oh so bright,
And then she called me to her side.
she kissed me softly on my lips,
That's when time just slipped.
All I wanted is what I did see,
And I wanted you for me.
Finally I found myself with broken wings
Amongst many other things.
When I asked why she said: can't you see?
I've broken your wings, so you don't fly away from me.
You started to fly inside my head,
And your sweet sweet kisses kept me fed.
Your love had glued my eyes
It was too late when I finally realized
That you fooled me with your lies
Now I can never ever touch the skies.
This fallen angel will never fly through the air,
Call it mean, call it unfair.
I look to my angel friends way up there,
Flying so high up in the air.
You have broken my wings,
That's the risk that love brings.
My wings, ripped off
by you, they're torn apart
My broken wings,
My broken heart.
I've fought demons and never got hurt
Circling around them with my wings like a bird.
Slaying them down and killing them too.
I never thought I would be beaten by you.
no not my angel, our love felt so true.
Jan 16, 2013
Jan 16, 2013 at 1:12 PM UTC
I see You there, across the room
as you stare blankly at the screen.
What I wouldn't give for you to just glance my way
There's not many
I can smell your perfume from here,
suttle yet enveloping my every sense
How could you not realize I'm right here
ready to take my life just for 1 single dimpled smile of happiness
Just for me
If i had you in my arms but once
you'd realize the depth of my feelings is deeper then the darkest ocean,
higher then the brightest star
So I'm ready for you, ready for when you realize im here,
to realize your other half is but a few meters away
Ready for the moment I've been dreaming of
for what seems like an eternity
I'm ready for you... But I guess your not.
Jan 16, 2013
Jan 16, 2013 at 12:52 PM UTC