LOVE; destroyer of all.
once your bound,
you're finished.
It will make you
forget your plans
abandon your dreams
two personalities
and one reaction
transformed indefinitely.
LOVE it all up
while your heart incinerates through your soul,
nothing else matters
love till you die.
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 2:01 PM UTC
I salute my sublimation.
tackle my monsters
with pen and paper,
Die in my art, you beasts.
all my characters are myself.
different shades
textures of my complexity
a palette of my entity
Im the protaganist
the underdog
idealistic dreamer
with a happy ending
I'm the antagonist
the enemy
cynical pessimist
with doom impending.
I scrape down on paper
these pages of me.
Sublimating aching
intermission from tragedy.
Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 6:57 PM UTC
an empty room
I fill it
With my thoughts.
I get to thinking
About everything.
I stand among many
Receiving awards
Reciting speeches
I must win one every day
And the speeches change,
Like the wind.
There's never
any faces,
Not even
my own
Ain't that strange?
Just the
Splintered visions
Breaking through
With spears
Of emotion.
I guess that
The image
Isn't even important:
It's the feeling,
The sensations,
The prayers,
The mantras,
And endless dreams.
It's an idealistic bubble.
Which I could
Live in forever,
But I'd never get anything done.
I get to looking
At my watch.
Only thirty minutes
has passed,
How can that
be possible?
I've already travelled
to the serene corners
of my desires.
I've dipped my
toes in lustful wants.
I've soared to
pinnacles of success,
In thirty minutes.
Then the perpetual
Smog of stagnant
English gloom
Returns to me
In my Utopic chamber,
Bursting my bubble.
I hone back
to the moment,
and then I
put my pen
Down to paper.
Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 9:17 PM UTC
The skin
Folds
The body
Sags
The soul
Remains.
She tasted
Like candy.
But she
Looked like
Plastic.
Fix me
Doctor.
She said
Those words,
As she come
Undone.
She carved
A mask
Out of money,
Out of misery.
She kicked
And screamed,
At youths door.
But it was gone.
Her face was still,
But her heart was broke.
She looked like plastic.
Aug 14, 2014
Aug 14, 2014 at 5:47 PM UTC
I don't want to die,
I wish my words immortal,
Through this I live on.
No one wants to die,
I'll breathe my life in pages.
Read me eternal.
Aug 10, 2014
Aug 10, 2014 at 4:15 PM UTC
Allow the spontaneity of the idea to carry your hands, your fingers, upon keyboard, across canvas, dashing on paper.
Don't fear it's arrival, but leap when it does, strike whilst it gets you and keep it within the heart of the soul.
Let it take you down wondrous ventures of originality and great voyagers of emancipated art.
Oh, it falls from the sky and explodes in the mind. It's intangible and nobody has ever seen it, but by god have they felt it.
Now never let it linger, never let the flame fall to embers. go whilst the glorious fire burns inside you and amaze yourself at your spectacular projections, as they leap out before you.
None know when it comes, but lord behold when it does. It will take you the pits of your anguish and illuminate the rainbows of your joy; unfolding before you see the magic of the mind, sparkling in the beauty of your work.
Aug 10, 2014
Aug 10, 2014 at 12:49 PM UTC
I pray for rain
So that I can place my head on yours
And together we can meditate upon the ambience of the soothing trickle against my window.
I beg for storms
So that we don't need an excuse to lie in bed for endless hours and stop time and the world, then lose our minds in each other.
Oh I hope it blizzards
Then we can snuggle under my blankets and get entangled amongst each other like glorious vines on a house.
I plead for thunder
Because then I could lay with you in the absolute darkness, and see the beautiful shards of light spark, and hear the thunderous roar as we lay excited clinging on to the very bones of each other.
I dream of all this and more,
But for right now I just can't wait to see your face again.
Aug 2, 2014
Aug 2, 2014 at 10:09 PM UTC
I've got a heart
Full of bad decisions.
I've got feelings
With poor intuitions
I've got pain
That could strike fear
In thunder in rain.
I've got a boat
All aboard my ship of sorrow,
I don't care if I sink tomorrow.
I don't know where I'm sailing
Looks on course for a river of failing.
Tears of solitude, sinking my boat.
Swallowed pride, lump in throat.
Scarlet moon, illuminate my soul.
Starlight paths, make me whole.
oh my angels I see you clip your wings and die.
Everything they taught you in school was naught but a lie.
Cry, cry, cry
Jul 22, 2014
Jul 22, 2014 at 3:21 PM UTC
I am in love,
With your
Darkness.
You seduced me,
With your mystery.
Everywhere I look I see your face.
Grandiose,
yet humble.
Old as time.
Luminous freckles,
Stretch proud,
On the infinity
Of your body.
You inspire me,
And humble me.
I am enchanted
By your
Lullaby
Of silence.
I know there's some that fear you,
Stricken by the omnipresence.
I feel sympathetic,
For the ages
Of misconceptions.
Whispered in your name.
I am staggered
To my atoms.
By your honesty.
Your projection,
Naked and dark,
Bare and bountiful,
Beautiful.
And I know one day Ill join you,
Up in your excellence.
Jul 19, 2014
Jul 19, 2014 at 9:39 PM UTC
Sometimes I think,
That my insomnia,
Is because
I'm so
Excited to
Be Alive.
I think
If I drift off,
For just
One second:
The world
Will stop turning,
Trees will stop breathing,
Tides won't turn,
Peace could happen,
And worst of all you might stop loving me.
Jul 19, 2014
Jul 19, 2014 at 9:04 PM UTC