I probably should've known that you were gonna leave at some point. That some point, you're gonna leave me deserted in a place where the sun burries itself into the depths of nothingness or in a place where the flowers kiss the soil's soft texture. But either way, it's horrible. This place looks horrible to me. And it's because, I'm without you.
Sep 8, 2015
Sep 8, 2015 at 4:35 AM UTC
And it was weird
Because I crave him.
In the worst way possible,
I do.
And it would be simply like
Wanting his strong arms wrapped
Around my weak body
Or his lips against the patch of skin just below my jaw,
Love clearly radiating through the gesture
Or his eyes fixated on me like I'm so precious,
Like I'm special
I just wanted to go home.
Home is where my heart is
And my heart is with him
Aug 8, 2015
Aug 8, 2015 at 12:25 PM UTC
Sticking your fingers out,
The feeling of the wind against
the pattern if your skin;
kissing it.
Sun rays seeping through the glass,
Hair flying everywhere
As her laugh emitted through my ears
Like music.
And I stared at her.
I stared at her like it was my last.
And she was so beautiful.
God, she was so beautiful.
And it all came by so fast.
With her fingers now hanging off the bed,
pale and unconcious.
I wanted to kiss her awake.
Tell her I was here.
I always was
I regretted doing it.
I regretted looking at her longer,
And never payed any attention to
Tomorrow.
Because I knew there was tomorrow.
And then it beeped.
The machine came to a halt
And I felt the salty, bitter tears,
Streaming down my face.
My face that hasn't moved the way it used to.
And I fell down
Off my chair
Like a toddler
Getting left alone.
And I felt weak.
Lifeless.
Breathless in the worst way possible.
And she was gone.
As was I
Jul 29, 2015
Jul 29, 2015 at 6:02 AM UTC
And maybe we were meant to be.
You and me.
But are we, really?
No.
Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 9:24 AM UTC
It was time
Time to throw the box away
The box that contained everything
The hoodie
The gifts
The roses
everything
And even
My feelings
Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 9:51 AM UTC
He was known
Girls kissing his foot
But he doesn't like it
He doesn't like the word famous
She was just a girl
Boys not even glancing
And she likes it
She likes the word invicible
When paths meet
She's stuck between loving
And staying
She can love without staying right
And he's left barren
Lonely and lost without her
Even if he was used to the lights
He can't live without her
And the lights
lights
lights
Are blinding them
But what do they do?
Will they let go?
Or stay?
Is love enough for them to stay?
Or is love not even in the list of reasons
For one to?
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 9:50 PM UTC
Playful,
Strong
Bond
Between two people
best friends
they said
And time passed
They loved every flaw
about each other.
They knew each other
Like the back of their hands
best friends
They said
Slowly
He fell
She fell
And they both knew that
They were slowly falling in love
best friends
They said
He didn't wanna give it a chance
She was up for it
He was afraid
Of losing her and their bond
She knew nothing was permanent
best friends
They said.
Until she gave up
And he did too
Their friendship crumbled
To pieces
Without them even knowing
best friends
They said.
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 9:41 PM UTC
Waking up,
I blinked rapidly.
The cold space beside me,
Held my heart in pain.
It was where you used to lay.
So peacefully,
So soundly.
But soon disappeared
Into the dark.
And it's been days.
Now I'm here, drinking my sadness away: like I usually do.
And I miss you.
I miss you.
But I can't take time back,
Can't I?
All those years,
I can't, right?
So I lay here
And it's been hours.
And it seems that the hotel ceiling
Is entertaining me.
Because we used to do this too.
Stare at nothing
But hear our hearts beat for each other.
On the t.v they said, they had reported you dead
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 7:00 AM UTC
He crept through the dark,
Face covered with black cloth.
And he held a weapon:
A weapon so sharp, it could cut through anything
Anything that even my walls
Were cut in half.
And he stole everything,
including my time
And especially
my heart
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 6:53 AM UTC
And maybe I was just a fan
Or maybe a girl
But either way
You weren't mine
You will never be mine
right?
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 7:21 AM UTC