
There are pieces of me
Floating around
Disjointed
Unidentified
Nameless
Faceless
Singular
And I can't seem to recall
If they ever had names
or
If I was just so familiar with them
that they weren't needed.
But now
that I need them
I know not what to call out to
I can't call them back home.
They feel foreign and unfamiliar.
They feel like they were never a part of me
Mine.
Jul 24, 2025
Jul 24, 2025 at 9:27 PM UTC
You have so much of me.
Things I want back,
Things I meant to give,
Secrets, and Pain.
Love, and Hatred.
Admiration, and Disgust.
And yet,
I have nothing of you.
At least, not that I carry in my heart.
I do not regret this,
or maybe
I'm terrified to.
From a distance, your image is...
Obscured into clarity
and I've learned that not every Mirror
is accurate
And the cracked one's can Hurt you.
Jan 9, 2024
Jan 9, 2024 at 4:29 AM UTC
A gourd
Hollowed.
to carry naught.
Naught but a small flame.
And only for a time.
She is hollow.
But her flesh
is plump
is vibrant
is fragrant
A carved pumpkin with a grinning facade.
Gutted.
Holding a single flame.
How long before the walls decay
And the flame is extinguished?
Sep 16, 2022
Sep 16, 2022 at 12:09 PM UTC
To think is to hear you
The sound of rushing water
Rushing against the walls of my skull.
Your words rippling deep within my psyche.
A cacophony of movement and noise
Built to push and pull.
Roll and Crash
Intrinsically, like the tide.
I am adrift
But familiar in unfamiliar water
I learned to swim, long ago.
Aug 17, 2022
Aug 17, 2022 at 3:55 PM UTC
I could look at the art of you for hours
turning you over
again and again
endlessly
drawing new appreciation
for facets of your wonder
not yet seen
I could study the library of you for ages
lost in the piles of text and subtext
that I devour wholly and
enthusiastically
a scholar of your thoughts
an apostle of your book.
Nov 13, 2020
Nov 13, 2020 at 4:21 AM UTC
To be a Light
Means to draw moths to you
You draw them
and appreciate
each powder and fur
But lights cannot shine forever
So the moths lie in wait
Patiently
Until they can dance in the light
once more.
Oct 22, 2020
Oct 22, 2020 at 5:08 PM UTC
I unfurl my arms and reach towards the sun, with everything I have
for
it provides me, in turn, with everything I need.
As my petals grow, they tilt my head
towards
the smiles of passersby, I smile back
and they are smitten!
Praising me, at first
for the the velvety touch of my colors
Then coveting them
Taking souvenirs
Until I am bare, and the sun has hidden itself from me
I am everything they've ever wanted...
but only for a season.
Oct 22, 2020
Oct 22, 2020 at 1:59 PM UTC
Sometimes
People talk about
the noise of nothingness
Static
The vacuous emptiness of electrical snow
But my static
Oh, my static sounds like symphonies
A cacophony of me
All discordant
Constant
Droning
Static.
Oct 16, 2020
Oct 16, 2020 at 2:20 AM UTC
I felt him between my thighs and my heart sang songs my mind didn't even know it knew.
Warm and honeyed thoughts fill me until I am full and I am ready to concede defeat and open myself for his occupation.
But doesn't it always?
The body delights in new and welcome sensations and the head creates them.
I could easily dismiss it all as a ballet of chemical reactions and well placed hands, profoundly meaning
"Nothing".
Because everyone knows when the heat dies down, and the temperature drops, when the passion has waned like the moon, and the tide falls, only the bare bones of you are left and there are only calcium pillars to protect the flame.
Because everyone who has loved, even as a passing thought, has been left in the wake of warring bodies to observe the aftermath.
Was the tenderness making way for lust?
Did every kiss have a drop of hard truth imbued that I missed?
Were his hands caressing shallow intentions into my sensitive skin?
Did I miss the message?
Or were my eyes too open in awe, that they had closed on the casual way his hands and lips met my own?
"And what had all this been for?" Is the question that dances on the outskirts of my mind, while the meeting of my thighs still burned, and my heart had descended into free fall.
Satisfaction? Fear? Gratification? Doubt?
Love?
The worst feeling, of course, not being betrayal, confusion, shame, or loss, but plainly, uncertainty.
Nothing hurts the heart worse than not knowing.
Jun 29, 2014
Jun 29, 2014 at 6:50 PM UTC
For I am a creature of the night, born to glide along the edges of your mind, and call out to you when you need it least.
Born to move like silk against your skin, and be soft, and cool to the touch. Made to taste of honey and cream so as to fill your mind with hazy sweetness, born to obsess your thoughts.
A creature of the dark made to draw you in with eyes like the moon, big, and bright, and full.
Lips like fruit flesh, saccharine and refreshing, hands like water flowing over the skin, comforting, but harsh as if to wash away your fears, and filth.
I am made to be what you wish me to be,
at any given time.
Made to be your Keeper.
Made to be yours.
Aug 16, 2013
Aug 16, 2013 at 2:25 PM UTC