is it wrong that i seek
validation of your love
through your arms
around me
holding me
keeping me
together
while anxiety rattles
my body into tiny
insignificant pieces
till i fall asleep?
it is wrong
yes it is
i know that
but i'm merely bringing it up
because i miss you
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
the cloud is back and i don't know what to do
Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 2:36 PM UTC
I feel like I could love you
A thousand times over
And still not deserve the way
You look at me
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 1:42 PM UTC
some nights i feel like tears
that never come into being due to
dehydration from too much alcohol and
frustration from too much caring
some days i feel like takeout food
long finished and left out on a messy table
neglected by something more important and
devoured by something that only looks like hunger
but still i trudge on
Aug 22, 2015
Aug 22, 2015 at 6:35 AM UTC
i should stop thinking about you
about how you might feel
might have felt might be feeling
i should stop pondering significances
of your sudden closeness
and that final parting gesture
i should i should i should
Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 3:33 PM UTC
They defined potential energy as the kind possessed by a body by virtue of its position relative to others.
So if we took the gravity of our attraction, multiplied by with how far we fell and how much we mattered in each other's heart, could we then calculate the capacity of our possible future?
Should that be the case, then could I pick up samples of your burnt cigarette cities for examination while walking down the straight aisles of your rational mind?
Or would you like to participate in a scavenger hunt for my shards of emotion last seen in the bittersweet galleries full of old sculptures that hang from my every limb?
Could your aisles lead to my galleries? Would you lead me in a waltz to lift my weighted being? Should I pick apart the ashes to find the lingering thoughts you've burnt?
Hypothesis? We will never be the same. But I long for this mirrored perspective, when we'll be lovers, lovers at last.
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 2:16 PM UTC
between your fingers
i entwin my own
between your heartstrings
i weave my affection
between your breaths
i lay my kisses
between your visions
i give my promises
Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 11:37 PM UTC
little bumps
occasional texts
inside jokes
subtle sparks
tiny smiles
sudden kisses
and then
nothing
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 6:57 AM UTC
someone will come along
or maybe you'll come by again
Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 3:19 PM UTC
i will remember you
(i)
in your onitsuka shoes you were wearing when we reunited at taipei main station after three weeks of silence
(ii)
in your old hoodie walking back toward me resiliently in the rain to give me an eskimo kiss after i repeatedly told you to leave
(iii)
in your skin that you slept in till dawn while beside you i wept from sheer fear of losing you
(iv)
in your spontaneity leaning into me leaning into you while we sang our thoughts to the waves crashing below us
(v)
in your unbridled passion when you kissed me for the very first time in the dark
i will remember you
Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 3:00 PM UTC