To the homies, even the ones that'll never really know me. Thank you for giving me any minutes of your time I'm grateful for the knowledge you've gifted my mind. I carry so many of u with me in just everyday things I do. I've been inspired, in one way or another, by each one of you. I'm not always good at explaining my certain perspective on life, so I try to listen, instead of handing out advice I appreciate humans and how we affect each other, by a 10 second conversation with a stranger or a two hour talk with your mother.I'll never forget ya,s as long as im in this world, LOVE that crazy *** MexiRican girl
Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 10:34 AM UTC
Al these emotions flowing through me. dismissive as i was undeniably yours and taken for a lifetime. No more myself, i have become you. Indescribable and withered, u left me to die. I try, but i cannot fight this urge to fly. Far away. i find my solace , away from the fear and reality that forever binds us this tragic night. My innocence u never knew yet held in your experienced delicate hands, these hands i trusted. these hands i put my soul on the line for. Forever more, i try but i dont know why. ALL GONE to your lies, i surrender my carrion left to be your shrine. black. grey. white....gooodnight
Jan 17, 2016
Jan 17, 2016 at 9:12 PM UTC
Fingertips...snip snip snip. Bite of your lips, blood drip drip drips. I mourn for this lover ive killed. Thrilled I hungered for the spill. I lean over you, no shadow to haunt me. I covet u, with no words left to taunt me. Black blue and yellow...your eyes seems so shallow. No color to your skin, youve now become so hollow. Hold me lover, I don't wana be apart. These stitches will help heal our broken hearts. So let me pierce your weightful arms. So cold to the touch, purple vessels. ..bust bust bust. I like seeing you this way. Outsides decay and insides desplayed. Love you. My lover so blue...lets sleep together this night, my dreams have come true
Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 11:46 PM UTC
My GOD I love u
how so quickly?
I ask myself all the time
I wana tell u how much I do
but my mouth can never catch up
with whats in my mind
I thought I had left true love in my past
but u astonish me in great ways
that no one ever has
Now im irrational and I love it so
don't care if I crash,
I just gotta know
Things are going to be intense in so many ways
when we finally meet face to face
in less than 4 days
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 3:31 PM UTC
Nick named lil she,
as cute as she makes me feel about me.
Pretty lil her,
nicknaming me.
Winking.
And laughing at my jokes.
Posting pics that make me choke.
Stop your flirting
my eye sights becoming blurry.
Im feeling your strong vibrations again,
breaking my heart when u call me just a friend.
Giving nick names to him her and the others
I just focus on what my own uncovers.
Pretty lil she,
nick naming nobody me.
Guess ill see you in my dreams
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 3:21 PM UTC
My jaw is hurting from all this smiling...while he... when he...then we...
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 2:58 PM UTC
To think at one point I was pushing you away
oh how I wish you would have just stayed
that my smile could just make everything right
and I would have stayed with you those nights
to think at one point I thought I was better without you
oh how I wish I knew I was just being amused
that I was just young and dumb almost numb
and that I know this is truly love
to think at one point I wanted you to forget all about me
oh how I wish that I would have not been so f****** mean
that I wouldn't have tried to hide
that I would have just opened my blind eyes
now I miss you and want you here this time no lies no fear
cause to think at this point all I do is cry
oh how I wish I would have just gave you my life instead of saying goodbye instead of letting your love die
Jun 6, 2014
Jun 6, 2014 at 4:25 PM UTC
If I could turn this world around I'd make it so you'd touch the ground. I'd make it so that you get what you need I'd make it so that you'd want me. I'd make you see that you are worth it..Even times when you're not exactly perfect. I'd let you really get to know me and let you dig as deep as you want to reach. Id let you know that in my mind heart soul you've grown
and through these keys I've let it be known
If I could turn this world around I'd make it so you never frown
I'd make it so your arms would heal
and your true feelings you wouldnt fear
I'd let you know how much I care and without your smile I just wouldnt bare.
I'd make it so you'd get along and not feel saddened by what in the past you've done wrong
I'd make it so that you can see the man in you that I have seen, and still do. despite the lies and through the truth,
the dark but magical Crow that's you
Jun 6, 2014
Jun 6, 2014 at 4:13 PM UTC
I praise him like a religion I study him like physics unreal how I'm so easily convinced
it's only when I'm with him
For u stumble in your suspicious actions yet I continue to chance it despite any bad feeling that passes
yet only when I'm with him
he could be untrue and willingly Ill be named his fool, for his lips so full there's not much I wouldn't do
Don't want to miss him
So I've carved his name on my skin and everything becomes worth it again...
but then I remember. ..
only when I'm with him
Jun 6, 2014
Jun 6, 2014 at 3:54 PM UTC
why do we crave it so
get frustrated and gotta let it be known
that you love the skin to skin attention
that you're just a sucker for affection
so how come we feed it and
why is it that "love" is not needed
Just body to body connection and sweet sensual affection
and how do we get this way where our body sweat and our legs shake I don't really know but I got a confession,
I think I'm in love with
affection
Jun 6, 2014
Jun 6, 2014 at 3:45 PM UTC