No one's there when you needed a hand,
No one's there for you to listen and understand.
They loathed and turned away when they knew your sin,
No one's there with you when you feel like crashing In.
You saw a blade and grin,
Blood dripped off, You can't feel the pain.
Maybe that is end of your battle on fitting in,
Cause whatever you do, they will never let you in.
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 9:49 PM UTC
I smile
and laugh
to hide
those
sadness
I feel
inside.
Mar 31, 2018
Mar 31, 2018 at 9:50 AM UTC
Every lie, takes me one step closer to you.
I don't know what draws me to you.
Your smile, your hair, you lips,
or maybe it's your eyes.
That telling me that I'm yours and you're mine.
Maybe I'm pretending about all this,
But my heart aches about everything I could miss.
My plan back fired on me,
But what could I do?
Will I still tell more lies, just to stay close to you?
I don't know saying goodbye is hard,
Until I met you.
It's like, giving up my present and future,
at the same time --- I could die.
But remember this, my love.
I lied, yes --- so many times.
But behind those lies, my feelings we're true.
That out of all those words I said, don't forget that I love you.
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 9:12 AM UTC
I throw the penny
with a heavy heart,
on wishing well,
I prayed so hard.
I wanted to be happy,
but it's hard, you see.
I have everything,
yet I'm not at peace
and free.
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 9:09 AM UTC
It's
not a
one sided
love.
It's
just that,
You love me less
and
I love you more
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 7:08 AM UTC
You conquered my heart,
own and keep it.
But I never wanted to be
kept,
I never wanted to be
conquered
All I wanted is to be
love.
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 12:58 AM UTC
You always visit me.
In sadness,
In silence.
Like flashes
Like waves.
You come
to make me
smile,
You leave
to make me
cry.
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 12:55 AM UTC
You made me
fall in love
with your words
and your
arts.
You made me
fall deeper
until I can't
save myself
anymore
even
my heart.
You filled my world
with different hues,
happiness,
and poetry.
I didn't know
that breaking
heart
is your greatest
artistry.
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 12:09 AM UTC
Let there be light,
To see everything clearly beyond impossibility.
Let there be darkness,
To hide my fears that grown weary.
Let there be sunlight,
To give warm to my cold heart.
Let there be rain,
To wash away my tears when we're apart.
Let there be storm,
To strengthen my faith,
Let there be rainbow,
To see hope in even if it's late.
Let there be trees,
To know the importance of growing.
Let there be shadow,
To know whatever people is not showing.
Let there be love,
To see everything's right.
Let there be hurt,
To know my limitation and fight.
Let there be someone,
To make my day bright.
Let there be YOU,
To complete my life.
Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 2:40 AM UTC
Living in a peaceful life
Isolated and away from light
You came and change my life,
This feeling I cannot fight
In spite of my great conviction
To push you away from my affliction
Insisting you love me with no reason
And accept my imperfection
I thought love just brought pain
All I know it's just a game
But love is not that lame
Because you made my heart tame
Holding the word forever
That we will live together
Promise won't leave me, never
Cause this time I will be a fighter
Aug 7, 2014
Aug 7, 2014 at 5:34 AM UTC