Overthinking’s overwhelming
But it’s what makes,the seasons
I need you, to believe in
My decisions, with reason
To become one focused on living
I’m sorry, for misleading
I only ask you one thing, stick by me, I need you
The other ones are leaving
Come see me, right now
It’s hard to keep my secrets
The truth is, I love you
Keep this affair between us
I’m asking, forgiveness
My heart looks for my one and only
It listens, I listen
Sorry for the mistakes
I’m learning, I yearn to
Understand me from the tears out my eyes
The shadows, I hurt you
I’ve come here to visit
The door knocked, who is it?
Complex feelings is one thing
But darling, what is it?
I just want to take you home
It’s too late
Fate is my own
Our hearts no longer connect
Oh baby, I miss you
Remember, what you will hear
I’ll always, be right here
Sooner or later
The love we once had, is over
We moved on, we found ones
Time won, now we’re older
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 3:47 PM UTC
Her momma don’t trust me
But this drug dealer does
Once it hits, it sets me free
Oh how I miss the summer buzz
When times were more simple, less boring
But now the flames of the flower, prevents me from mourning
My own death is on the line
I can’t think of a better way to cry
Just more and more drugs to try
Hey bubba, at least you’re fried
Try again next time
Another puff, another lie
Or lay the cards down, go all out
Don’t be surprised if you wake up at another house
Or hospital, no difference at all
They don’t care what you see, or what you saw
I ran out, it’s pity time
Oh God, what have I done
Dec 10, 2025
Dec 10, 2025 at 7:35 PM UTC
I stare at the ceiling
Wanting to crawl
In my sleep I am saying
I’m mentally numb
The purpose is there
But others don’t care
So I sit here waiting
For you to call
6 hours
To
9
If it doesn’t ring soon
Then this is my time
Soon to be, an empty room
I look around, hoping for one last dance
But as time passes, so does my chance
The world will soon change, as my brains on display
For another lonely man, on another lonely day
Oct 26, 2025
Oct 26, 2025 at 12:49 PM UTC
My heart is like strings
The more you strain, the more pain you bring
It’s held on as loose commitment
For the sad news that comes, the more delinquent it gets
For building a wall, as tall as hope
When the wall crumbles, harsh words are set
Regrets, words that have no rhyme
Apologies and wishes are now out of time
It’s strange the way love makes me feel
Are you jealous? Or is it sealed
The time is near, or can you tell us?
My problems are here, with all the fancy chairs
I see my loved one, standing right there
As two lips touch, the ceremony starts
I hear the bells and cheers, while none sees my tears
You said it wouldn’t bother you, you promised it was true
Now look at me and listen, you really are a fool
I have one last string, holding onto a thread
If I don’t come to work tomorrow, I’m probably already dead
Oct 24, 2025
Oct 24, 2025 at 12:24 PM UTC
I’ve seen love happen through my own eyes
Sometimes it’s too much and I just want to die
But it would devastate the ones who’ll cry
After death, I’m ready to die
The way it’s been happening, to process what’s happened
I’ll either be famous, or remembered dishonest
Live to love
Cry to care
The pain is real, but it’ll never be fair
You want me to cry, but I’ve already tried
I’m learning to love, again and again
Just remember, you’re your own best friend, and biggest enemy
It’s what you do with it, to create your paradise
Shine with light, or you’ll end up a story.
Oct 11, 2025
Oct 11, 2025 at 1:56 PM UTC
When you close your eyes, do you imagine flowers?
Or do you close them holding your tears for hours
The night before you were supposed to smile
Today your eyes open, a mask upon your mile
You’re scared of dark times, but you refuse to let go
Cry my friend, let the world know
It’s ok to not open your eyes
Listen to your heart, you really need to realize
Check yourself before you make any decisions
Mistakes will create you more divisions
If you need to rest, let it be
But don’t forget who’s with you, just open your eyes and see
Sep 13, 2025
Sep 13, 2025 at 11:06 AM UTC
Why do you waste precious time on diamonds that don’t shine?
Which girl are you going to come back to that gives light when you cry
These lies man, it’s getting to you
You want acceptance when you can’t even preach
No microphone or rhythm on your street
Only electric on your avenue is the 2 minute satisfaction
You’re a waste of time man,
Calling yourself a man when you couldn’t give a ****
On the other hand, you could move to a new experience
Environments follow you forever, remember this
Regardless of your credit or situation
Can’t beat it, can’t save it? Deal with it
You could’ve had it all
The doors were open but you threw the lock away, the prize away, the ones away
Say, do you feel better about yourself now?
I hope you do,
Allow it on yourself
Sep 7, 2025
Sep 7, 2025 at 9:04 AM UTC
I walked down the poets boulevard
I heard nothing but sad songs
Words unable to come along
Empty words with tons of ink
To gather their thoughts, and what to think
I step over to see a man in a window
He’s about to end it with a blow
He thinks his hand was just a show
But tell me, what is the reason
To become so low
But so loyal to tragedy
Walking up, the one looks at me
Laughing while crying, but no emotion to see
Believe me when I say, the words he wrote were clear as day
But foggy his vision was, it led him to troubled starts
As I reach my door, an intense feeling grows on me
A heart tore apart, or a new breath to start
I feel empathy, but there is no symphonies
A sympathy for nobody else ,only within themselves
It’s just a sad song
A place I cannot hide or describe
Sad poets with no words to decide
Whether it’s true or fiction
Aug 20, 2025
Aug 20, 2025 at 5:26 PM UTC
I don’t know what I’m going to say
Emotional blockage, it’s here to stay
I’ve been waiting for a moment, I’m not ok
Letter was awful, I lost my ways
I need to accept, that things do change
Hall of shame, from the hall of fame
I can’t keep going, when I hear your name
2 couples together, it drives me insane
I hurt so many, birds out of my cage
Swan dancing to the ground
A last resort all those found
The King of Queens is now the jester of spades
Why I do mess up everything
Jan 30, 2025
Jan 30, 2025 at 3:43 PM UTC
I have desperate urges to reach out back to you
But our similarities became our differences
Maybe that’s why you went long distance
It’s my fault, I ask for your knowledge and forgiveness
I know that things went differently
I broke our rules
Now I’m hurting without you
Time has healed me from obsessive activities
But sometimes it leads to dark tendencies
My choices led to false fantasies
The rumors are now insecurities
I pray for another beginning
But this is all a fable, never a bed time love story
It’s my reality, I wish to hide from
Curtains are closed, the shitshow is done
Jan 20, 2025
Jan 20, 2025 at 6:28 PM UTC