he was screaming on the top of his lungs saying, **** you! **** you!" as the car crashed over a water pipe, water spraying everywhere. not once did he ask if i was okay, he went outside to check on the damage, "you ruined my car! look what you did, you stressed me out so much that i crashed my car that i work so hard for" he continued, "you call this love? you're toxic for me! you're so insecure! **** you, get the **** out of my car" he continued this for ten minutes, his blood boiling as he got more furious.
i looked at him with tears in my eyes, "i will leave then."
he held my hand and said, "i still love you though, i still want us to be together"
dont allow this.
this is not love.
Nov 16, 2021
Nov 16, 2021 at 4:30 AM UTC
time moves so fast
i forgot about that little kid,
kid who loves to laugh
be silly
be adventurous
and see the world
in a different light
she was so optimistic
back then
i don't recognize that kid anymore
Nov 16, 2021
Nov 16, 2021 at 4:23 AM UTC
this has been the hardest year of my life
i lost myself more than ever
im completely lost
Nov 16, 2021
Nov 16, 2021 at 4:21 AM UTC
isn't it crazy
how many opportunities
we miss with people
just to stay comfortable with someone
who doesn't serve us anymore
for the reason we are scared
of being alone
Dec 21, 2020
Dec 21, 2020 at 6:05 PM UTC
these past few months
i asked myself
if i even really had me
what does it mean
to love me
to have me
be there for me
im in a cycle
searching for someone
to give me the answer
im always left with none
Dec 21, 2020
Dec 21, 2020 at 6:00 PM UTC
shadowing the lady
you say you love,
leaving you wishing
she had what I do.
Dec 21, 2020
Dec 21, 2020 at 5:57 PM UTC
i wanted
to grow
up
too fast
rush things
too fast
and
now
i
dont
know
where
my life
has went
-(cpm)
Oct 7, 2018
Oct 7, 2018 at 5:03 PM UTC
somedays you feel nothing
somedays you feel everything
somedays its both
this pain is quick and slow
im still trying to figure out
how that can be.
-(cpm)
Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 7:28 AM UTC
I have touched love
with the tips of my fingers
and it took hold of my hand
and all the fear i felt disappeared
when our hands locked.
It was gentle, caring, and soft.
-CPM
Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 3:45 PM UTC
some people are just never meant to be part of your story no matter how bad you want them to.
-cpm
Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 11:30 AM UTC