When I say that I miss you
Do not think that only miss your shell
I miss the cosmically colored butterfly
That lay inside
I mean your spirit my dear
That beautiful being
That made my being
All the more excited about being
Oct 6, 2016
Oct 6, 2016 at 12:59 AM UTC
I like to let myself drown
I've never tried to swim
I prefer the feeling at the bottom
Down there I know who I am
May 14, 2016
May 14, 2016 at 2:57 AM UTC
These walls and bars
They have a purpose
One day
If you stay
I will crumble
Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 7:16 AM UTC
I've always wondered why
My umbrella had so many holes
Never suspecting the knife
Held tightly in my other hand
Jan 21, 2016
Jan 21, 2016 at 10:36 PM UTC
My hands could not reach the cupboards
When I was young I was always the dreamer
I was the hero that saved
Sticks were swords
But I could never reach the cupboards
*****
I'm still a dreamer
And I still need her
She was mess
I guess
As I'm sliding off her dress
And yes
I'm blessed
Cuz we shared the same bed
Where I rest my head
Its where I dream of you
Jan 19, 2016
Jan 19, 2016 at 4:26 AM UTC
It isn't the days when I am at work
Or even the nights I stumble in drunk
Sure, those nights I hurt, and hate myself
But,
It is worse when I wake up alone
At 2 am, and I'm stone cold sober
That is where my real madness blooms
Those nights I suffer, and struggle
But my mind is limited on its thoughts
To you, and of me
And why I'm so ******
In every way possible
And I can't sleep, because I have no alcohol in the house
So I leave and go to a diner at 2 am
Because I can't stand myself, or my loneliness
The truth is
I just want someone here by my side
To love me when I can't love myself
To eat my onion rings
Because I hate them
I want someone to fill the all the holes in my life that I cannot fill myself
You know
They say you can't love someone
Without first loving yourself
I don't believe that at all
Because I have so much love inside
And none of it is reserved for me
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 5:06 AM UTC
One more night
Dancing by moon light
Please, just one more fight
I know
I'll make it right
Jan 8, 2016
Jan 8, 2016 at 11:21 PM UTC
I hate how simply beautiful
I think you are
Without even trying
Not because your countenance
Has all the features I desire
Or that, your sullen eyes
Make me want to cry
I want to do better than your demons
To do better than your dreams
Jan 8, 2016
Jan 8, 2016 at 11:16 PM UTC
I would love to think.
That in some parallel universe.
You are still here.
Living. Loving. Laughing.
And the parallel me
Is right where he should be.
Beside you.
Equally living, laughing, and loving.
Unfortunately, that is not my universe.
But you are still a piece of my world.
Jan 8, 2016
Jan 8, 2016 at 4:36 AM UTC
Was my body just a welcome mat
For you to wipe your ***** feet.
Or was it a place for us to meet.
And feel the heat
Of our bodies
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 3:07 AM UTC