The Vessel
Something that allows me to release my past
And have the capacity for my uncertain future
The Vessel
Something that can transport me fast
While having my safety ensured
The Vessel
Something that drove past
All the obstacles that have been giving me pressure
The Vessel
Like a steady vehicle that has a vast
Space that can fit in my past, present and future
Jun 5, 2018
Jun 5, 2018 at 1:21 AM UTC
The night was icy but I didn't mind
I grabbed and slowly pulled my blanket up
My teeth were anxiously ready to grind
When I strangely felt something creeping up
I open up my eyes, quivering but brave
"Who are you and what do you want from me?"
I boomed and suddenly I'm on a grave
I got on my feet and start running speedily
Before I know it, I'm already in my bed
Sweating profusely, thanking Almighty God I'm not dead.
Jun 3, 2018
Jun 3, 2018 at 12:36 AM UTC
When love's not returned
Souls shattered into pieces
Trust no one, no more.
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 11:53 PM UTC
Surrounded by darkness
Causing uncomfortable emptiness
To creep into this space
While I wait for his embrace
The chill breeze caresses
The windows while gently presses
Against this parched skin
I honestly have no idea where to begin
The weather is indeed crippling
Intensely and slowly killing
This fragile being inch by inch
Sadly the pain is just like a pinch.
I need to be pulled out of this bottomless pit
Drawing me close with hope and grace bit by bit
Despite the darkness, I’m still counting the days
Hoping that I will get to be back in your embrace.
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 8:44 AM UTC
You came to me asking ever so gently
If I needed any help while I was grilling
You gave me butterflies while you beamed
As your voice echoed in my ear
It was only just a day but we managed to click so well
As if our searching souls have long known each other
Days become weeks,
Weeks become months,
It's been more than a year and in Freo, we
Spent time together with our hearts in harmony
Do you still remember when we were playing 'Just Dance'
And you made me surprised by lifting me up, totally nonchalant?
Days become weeks,
Weeks become months,
I have always wished to caress your face,
As we stare at each other while we embrace
Without you, I feel as if half of my soul is gone
As you genuinely respect and value me as a woman, like none
Days become weeks,
Weeks become months,
Now we're taking a break and it's fine,
Because you're still in my heart and you always shine.
Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 10:00 AM UTC
Why do I have to go through this?
When will the chattering ever stop?
Am I capable enough to follow my dreams?
I wonder as I turn the doorknob.
Every cell in my body was hated
by every cell in yours
I was only a child
Would you rather suffocate me in drawers?
What do you even benefit from it?
Being happy in front of others
But spit hateful words without people knowing
Oh what a hypocritical pretender
It’s like being
Chained up
Whipped up
Getting all messed up
Or like the cool cyan water
Being ferociously consumed by
the swift fiery orange
Rushing through like the high tide Seine delta
But Plushies,
Blankies and
Aromatherapy
Radiate through every inch of my body,
Experiencing tranquillity
Faintly hearing...
“Are you alright love?”
“I was afraid you would.”
“I’m glad that you’re okay!”
Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 9:59 AM UTC
The never-ending chattering
Like a bullet train forcefully dashing
Across the endless tunnel, wondering,
“Is this a curse or a blessing? “
In the bottomless pit, clearly drowning
Clearly struggling
While others are just intently watching
Thinking it’s all just... acting.
Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 9:57 AM UTC
Is it legal
To be addicted?
Will I be sent to rehab
For being addicted to you?
Is it legal
To have butterflies in my stomach
As our lips meet,
While you hold me close to you,
Will I be judged
For feeling this way?
Is it legal
To feel like I belong to you
As you look at me affectionately,
Touching me like never before,
Sending shivers down my spine,
Will I be punished
For letting you love me this way?
Is it legal
To holding you,
And not wanting to let you go
Because it feels right?
*Will I be ******
For wanting that?
I'm addicted.
I'm addicted to all of you.
...And I'm not even guilty.
Jan 12, 2016
Jan 12, 2016 at 11:55 PM UTC
Bury me deep into the Earth
So that no one could find me.
**** my life out dry
Like how you usually do
And leave me.
Because I deserve it.
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 5:47 AM UTC
*It keeps creeping in
Slowly,
Indulging in every cell
Deep within me.*
*What freedom do I have now?
When all I can ever do
Is counting
The days down.*
*The throbbing
The stinging
The tugging
The aching*
What did I ever do
To deserve this pain
*That’s been haunting me
For weeks?*
Jul 29, 2015
Jul 29, 2015 at 12:10 AM UTC