People grow old
Like the withered roads they drive on
Like the houses who hold them while they dream
Forgetting their future one second at a time
The day after tomorrow
And the day before yesterday
Slipping away into distant worlds
People pretend to be people
Forgetting yesteryears memories
Who will be the last one standing
People wait nervously
For something that is nothing
For nothing that is something
Perpetuating endlessly
(Dreaming of black sheep)
A paradigm of calm insanity
People cry out into the dark
But only the soft ticking of clocks answers
Killing time with each inhale
Killing themselves with each exhale
In the end
The question is the same
On the hospital bed
Or on the battlefield
"What did I do to deserve this?"
Soil and flame pick apart the body
A ghost remains
The black sheep
Jan 16, 2022
Jan 16, 2022 at 12:51 AM UTC
Remember
Eternal silence
Before the breaking light
The trees outside
With all their color
With all my color
Tumbling down
Decaying
Into black and white
A sinking feeling
Origin unknown
Fleeting dreams
(Some mine, some not)
Absurdity moves through us
Random thoughts collecting
In the gutters of my mind
Meaningless
Noise
Concealed within a single teardrop
Falling from a roof top
The final step
The last breath
Nov 10, 2021
Nov 10, 2021 at 11:18 PM UTC
A warm touch
To the aching heart
Seizes all thought
A nervous rush
Cycling deep inside
Hushed to sleep
By the memories
You emit sight unseen
Into my dreams
Aug 27, 2021
Aug 27, 2021 at 1:16 AM UTC
The world contained within itself
Dragging along slower than time
How did we get here
A world beyond reason
Where the sinners are free
And the innocent in chains
These wicked wastelands
Run thick with blood
And endless suffering
Enveloping
The forests and skies
The creeks and rivers
Into shadows that speak our universal silence
All the smiles captured on film
Playing backwards until
There is nothing but an empty feeling
Of weighted loneliness
That burrows deep
Into my heart
Aug 14, 2021
Aug 14, 2021 at 2:48 AM UTC
Seldom are the streets quiet
The children age by the window light
Outside it is spring
March brings the turning of the cold
The adults fester and rot, feeding themselves to their resting places
Wicked things brew far and wide
Sizzling and spewing like acid dissolving bone and flesh
The morning moon glimmering
Time has burned itself to the wax
Everyone is meandering their minds
Searching for a smooth door handle to grasp
There are doors but none to open
There are windows but none to peer out of
There are cars but no one to steer them
This is the apocalypse
Mar 25, 2020
Mar 25, 2020 at 3:35 AM UTC
Life is passing by a lot faster than I thought.
All my memories seem so far away.
It seemed just yesterday that I was on the train to New York City.
With the phantom lights dimmed down and my guitar in my hand.
Strumming away the days like grey rain raining down cafe jazz.
But now in my cup of coffee is a blurred reflection staring back at me.
All the things that I seen and all things that I have done stored in my memories.
I'm riding in the backseat of a taxi with my face pressed against the window looking out at familiar faces.
Life is passing by a lot faster than I thought.
Oct 19, 2018
Oct 19, 2018 at 4:28 PM UTC
She dreams in yellow waves.
In summer time she wishes that she were asleep than awake.
Eyes shut.
Weightless but not for long.
A shot of blood against the windshield.
She regrows her roots into consciousness at the speed of darkness.
She thinks.
Over contemplating the smell of burnt rubber and musky metal.
She watches her dislocated broken body wash from the ocean cliff into the abyss.
Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 4:04 PM UTC
Every now and then
A thought
Interludes
Inside of us.
Lingering orchestral emotions stranded on the deaf note of darkness.
All this in the final exhale.
Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 5:56 PM UTC
A buzzing sound against my ears.
I think I'm dying.
I think I'm crying.
All the things you felt and every breath you took I can feel in my blush.
All that we are
Is a blink in time.
Star bombs blowing up inside of me.
Frame tick tick tock by frame.
These pre-chosen paths reside in me.
I'm thinking about you.
I'm trippin' backwards.
Falling forwards.
Back to you.
Sep 18, 2018
Sep 18, 2018 at 12:39 PM UTC
Till I escape, I am unkown.
Perceived in shattered reflections.
I am the absence of what I think I am.
Falsified reality shows me a series of random fates.
Lucid imagery clouding up my mind.
Stray from empty streets.
The lone wolf in me howling.
Till I break these iron shackles I remain tethered to an artificial world.
Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 1:07 AM UTC