on the tip of my tongue
those three little words
they don't have to be big
but i dont have the courage
is it too soon?
it's been but a week
but i'm ninety percent sure
that these feelings aren't bleak
still, i hold it in
i'm a dam for my feelings
instead i'll stay home
and stare at the ceiling
it's painted with words
i've not said to you
but one day i'll have courage
to say 'i love you'
Mar 30, 2021
Mar 30, 2021 at 12:30 AM UTC
we are on opposite ends
of opposite worlds
of opposite universes.
i've never met someone
as different as you are from me.
normally, opposites attract,
but right now, i could not be more repulsed.
Jan 16, 2021
Jan 16, 2021 at 11:32 PM UTC
can't be put through the same thing again
i need a little change.
can someone or something come along
so that i can be free?
Dec 17, 2020
Dec 17, 2020 at 7:53 AM UTC
my eyelids heavy
i try to lift dead weight i
was not destined for
Dec 16, 2020
Dec 16, 2020 at 8:02 AM UTC
it's not until now
that i've finally understood
the feeling of loneliness
in a crowded room.
these people know nothing about me
because i give them nothing
because i don't know how
to give them something.
but it's okay.
i'll sit in the sidelines
watching everyone get along
while i feel lonely in this crowded room.
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 11:50 PM UTC
there is something about the melancholy
i haven't felt in so long
that is so inviting
like picking needles from haystacks
i search for it, almost.
why is that so?
why must i search for sadness?
Dec 13, 2020
Dec 13, 2020 at 11:16 PM UTC
slow mornings are my favorite
for i can simply stare out the window,
drink coffee,
and think.
whether it be cloudy or sunny,
it's always nice to bask in the low light.
Dec 12, 2020
Dec 12, 2020 at 8:01 AM UTC
nothing feels exactly right
for i rush between the days
it's hard to see your future's bright
when it's muddled in so many ways
Dec 11, 2020
Dec 11, 2020 at 10:34 PM UTC
Find two best friends
with one common link
Add the stresses of a nation
that can fall in a blink
A flag’s in there, too,
with more meaning than you’d think
One that wears down in time,
that makes your heart sink.
Add the influence of another
one with the power to disrupt
A touch of manipulation,
a touch of corrupt.
Mix it together,
you’ll find it won’t be smooth
But nothing can help this,
not a hand nor a tool.
Now separate those best friends,
place them miles apart,
all because of bad actions
made at the start.
Assure those friends miss
the times that they had,
but keep them apart,
keep them feeling sad.
Eventually, one will begin to rise,
and then, you’ll want to twist
your words need be like silk,
but need hurt like a punch with a fist.
Soon, you’ll see, the rising one will grow
but with all bad feelings,
with good feelings, no!
It’s now just how you want it,
he’ll begin to bubble
he’ll become more rash,
he’ll get in more trouble
Then finally, he’ll snap, and your work here is done
You’ve created a villain,
now you’d better run.
Dec 11, 2020
Dec 11, 2020 at 6:55 PM UTC
Skin so soft
Smile so big
We hold hands
And are happy
You radiate happiness.
Although we're just friends
You are the best thing to happen to me.
Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 8:47 PM UTC