You are something special
your lively ways you bring to me
a smile and sense of joy.
your laughter is so grand
a pleasure you bring to me
when you play the excitement
I feel inside.
you set me free from Stressful days
my son you teach me many things
you have your ways
of livening my days.
The energetic spirit you hold within yourself
you lighten up the moods with your funny acts
i dont know how I did it without you in my life but here you are in front of me
im so proud to have you for my own
the one who was lucky to carry you in my womb
a special bond was made the day I knew of you. My son my love I hope you know how much you mean to me.
I love you more than life its self
no greater Love is made than a mother to her son.
Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 10:45 PM UTC
There was a time I took it in,
the knowledge that was given.
I was to be seen and not heard,
unless I was spoken too.
So quiet and unspoken,
I began to be observant,
to little things of words and simple body movements.
My mind was open to it all,
the understanding of it
was what I didn't know.
how I took the information in
may be different than another
what I learned back then
Isn't the same I think of now.
as times have changed
experiences that ive had.
The knowledge I had back then
grew into so much more
a simple understanding of so much more than what I thought
as time goes by I fear a little less
I grow a little wiser
this being inside of me
waiting to come through
as life continues I will learn
exactly what im made of
I'll continue to do my best to learn and grow to something more
the knowledge that ive recieved since 1984 will carry on with me to the year I say good bye my name may never be famous or known for years to pass
I know I will become something more than ever planned before.
Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 10:26 PM UTC
Standing at the crossroads,
Alone to make a choice.
left or right,
how will I know?
A path is set for me .
which ever way I go.
That way,
could mean everything.
This way,
could lose everything.
How will I know,
which way to go?
Standing at the crossroads,
Alone to make a choice.
which is right for me?
with a little faith,
a little luck ,
i'll choose the path thats right for me!
Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 2:04 AM UTC
Deep inside holds over me
A powerful emotion
A strong amorous feeling
A ****** desire
I want I crave I need
Sensual serentity
Our ****** appetite
we feed
exciting he arouses me
Hot steamy tension
Gratification be
****** and always pleasing
Tastey spicy flavours
arising is dependency
Your body combined with mine
Our dangerously delicious treat
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 5:54 PM UTC
Tell me what you'd do
Tell me what you'd say
Tell me how you'd feel
If I fall in love with you
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 12:06 PM UTC
Their costumes are so daring,
sparkling in the lights.
A soft and gentle glow,
she has across her face.
He moves along beside her,
swiftly on his feet.
Placing his hands,
so carefully on her waist.
They glide so gracefully,
together on the floor.
So effortless they move,
together and in form.
The room filled with rythym,
like if you where in a dream.
You must see, the two of them.
He leads the way with swirls, dips and
lifts of high intensity.
The creative generosity,
of movements on the floor.
seductutive and romantic,
the mood at high vilocity.
The passion in the center square.
The two a perfect pair.
A timing of perfection,
Expressive and Effective,
Their bodies demonstrate compassion.
Inspiring are they.
A feeling of excitement and pure appreciation
the audience has for them.
The finish They did have .
Earning them a standing overation,
whistles in the air.
A gift they have together,
to act as if their one,
dancers with expression,
a passion and with love.
They are very taleneted,
these dancers I have seen.
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 2:19 AM UTC
A delicate subject, a delicate thought.
A thought I had been pondering.
Times are tough for many,
all in same or different ways.
No matter which *** you are.
Who's to say who's better off?
A mental break down could be near.
One may be stronger minded,
maybe stronger willed.
Maybe ones supported,
from loved ones that are here.
For those who are broken,
good chance you feel alone.
It's sad but true.
this thought we've had,
To end our lives.
A dangerous thought so many have.
A simple get away.
Living can be rough,
even very scary.
Our hearts can break so deeply,
Our brains can overload.
It's difficult to understand,
the amount each one can bare.
To feel like your alone,
to know you are afraid.
It's hard to judge a person,
who took their very life.
Sure you may not get it,
You may not understand.
I do not feel it selfish,
a struggle they where facing.
I really wish they hadn't.
A similarity we've all kown.
A feeling we've all felt.
This truth is very real.
A painful thought,
It's really so surreal.
A life is usually taken,
when a persons luck is down,
Or bullying has occured.
It may happen when addictions have overruled,
For some a medication with a side affect.
No matter the reason for suicide,
a reason they have felt was right.
Who's to say it's right or wrong?
A moment happens quickly,
when in pain and misery.
No truly happy person,
goes to think this way.
I wish they hadn't died like this,
so sad and all alone.
I wish they didn't feel that way.
I wish they had a person near,
I wish they hadn't hurt that day.
I wish they knew tomorrow would come,
a chance to start again.
I know they feared tomorrow most.
I don't feel them selfish in anyway.
In fact I bet, they felt they where so many different things,
Burdens to society, An Ugly face, a useless space, worthless and pathetic, stupid and a coward, unloved by all, who'd miss this stupid face.
They may even have felt Betrayed by one or more, a joke to ones around. Insulted by ones they trusted.
A broken soul needs mended.
No matter of their feelings,
deep the feelings went.
A while they built to that,
A while it took to break them.
A fight they tried to make.
Be mad there gone, be sad for them.
They where broken souls,
in pain they bared.
Life they feared.
know it wasn't to hurt you.
The pain they couldn't bare.
The thoughts they had where deep,
the tears they cried where real.
A cry for help they had,
hand to hold they needed.
How sad it is they didn't know,
the love we had for them.
We all have our up and downs,
Struggles we've all shared.
Similar thoughts in all our heads,
at some point it's there.
A hurtful subject, a sensitive thought.
A fight we fight daily,
a battle I hope we win.
For suicide is hurtful,
no matter who you are.
A tryful test for all of us.
I hope your not alone,
and if you are, you sould know,
I love you all out there!
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 1:29 AM UTC
I do believe, Birth and death are preplanned certainty.
all our choices that we make, will plan our destiny.
everything we do, changes what could be.
If I say yes to you today,
I may lose something more tomorrow.
But who will ever know?
A certain spill or minute missed, could mean everything,
to happiness and misery
or timely uncertainty.
I was late this morning,
changing my formality.
My fate was changed immidiatly,
when I was late this morning.
I was safe today.
I heard the news,
a cemi struck my bus .
If I had been on time,
sends shivers down my spine.
I could have been no more,
with the other casualties.
When I saw the bus;
dented in completely, where I always sit,
laying on it's side.
many did not make it,
my pain I bare inside.
for I was saved by minutes late,
my special fate today.
A kiss from death this morning,
was not my time to leave.
My time of death is certain,
planned it is for me.
For me it's uncertainty and definatly destiny.
Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 2:05 AM UTC
We where born so seperatly,
a distance far between.
Waiting for the stars to aline gradually.
Bringing you to me.
We wouldn't meet for years to come,
that's ok you see.
Growing up so differently and seperatly,
was the way it ought to be.
People we have met,
knew of you and me.
little did we know,
our paths would cross some day.
We began at different schools,
different friends we had.
As we grew, few I knew,
left my school to you.
Stars began aligning,
for it was meant to be.
meeting in our high school.
starting as our enemy,
for reasons I can't recall.
We met so many years ago,
who knew we'd be here?
A friendship unblievable,
a treasure you are to me.
A special bond we have.
A love you are for me.
We started off so casually,
then to be inseperable.
So thick and strong.
though times had passed we did not talk,
our bond is truly remarkable.
time away it did not change,
we always stay the same.
a look with eyes between us two,
speaking not a word,
A conversation we can have,
that only us will know.
We've had our share of ups and downs,
always supporting me.
The laughs we have,
the tears we share,
memories of everthing.
Jess my friend I'm so glad we met,
so many years ago.
Through all the times we've had.
our simple memories.
I'm greatful and excited,
to reminisce and
share these things with you.
I wonder what the furture holds?
From fighting back in high school,
and everything in between,
to becoming family.
I Love you Jess Forever
For all the things you mean to me,
It's hard to find the words.
I prayed for a friend so long ago,
how little did I know,
my sister I would find.
Look what we've become.
I thank you for the years.
I thank you for your time.
I thank you for the love you give.
Your truly someone grand.
A treasure I do hold.
I am looking forward,
to watching you grow old.
Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 12:31 AM UTC
I dreampt of you before
I couldn't see your face
a shadow place
a shadow face
I dreampt of you once more
Who you are I do not know
Here you are again
You never show your face
You never speak a word
in the distance I do see
I see you standing there
a shadow place
a shadow face
Who are you to me?
Will you ever show your face,
or speak a word to me?
Mar 6, 2016
Mar 6, 2016 at 1:17 PM UTC