Your smile like a million stars dancing around as they light up the sky
So now that it's over I just have to ask why?
Maybe I was too naive to see the way I saw you you did not see me..
Let go him they all say...Be free!
And I did, I brushed it off acting as if my heartbreak was nothing
Its a new art form showing people how little we care so why keep bothering?!
I hate this weight in my heart that has your name on it
While your heart burns with the passion of her love, which seems to keep your heart so well lit…
I was here for you with open arms so why was I never good enough...?
But now you’re hers as much as I wish I could bluff.
These memories I cling onto crying
At the end of the day for you IT MEANT NOTHING
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 9:18 AM UTC
I grin and smile
But on the inside I feel empty
I gaze up at him shyly acting as naive and love infested as
possible
But deep down I feel nothing and never will
You don't love me we both know so so why do we pretend
This wall I have put around myself full of colors and happy
emotion is slowly cracking and the poison on the inside seeps
through
They noticed
My laughter got hollower
Every time I smile I don't turn heads because it's always a sad
one
My 2 worlds are colliding
And eventually they’ll all leave
The false love and fake friendship was not real to begin with I knew that of course
But it gave me a happy illusion
The illusion I wasn't alone
So when it finally all ends…
And I give in and end it all
All they’ll have is false remorse
Saying
“Poor girl”
“Too young”
I wont kid myself I’ll end my life over my
sadness of not being accepted while they go
on with life
...
After it's all over though
Fake love
Fake friends
Fake self
And in a matter of days
Hmm? Anissa who?
I'm tired of the
FAKE
But my cries will
be carried off by
the wind-
Nov 12, 2018
Nov 12, 2018 at 5:32 PM UTC
Restless in bed at 2am
The time for the writers, poets, empty thoughts and longing feelings
The time where you really stop and wonder if he’s doing the same thing in his bed thinking of you
But he isn’t
And that's why you’re here
In the 2am time-frame
The thoughts seem simple enough
But you overthink until it feels like the pits of hell
The hell he left you to burn in
While he sleeps sound-fully with the girl you would **** to be
2am
Nov 11, 2018
Nov 11, 2018 at 10:55 PM UTC