
missed you every night
why so?
i don't know
we don't know
Jun 28, 2020
Jun 28, 2020 at 7:52 AM UTC
loved you long enough to lose my heart
you took all of it
Jun 27, 2020
Jun 27, 2020 at 7:53 AM UTC
happy birthday
for you are the blessing to my existence
and a ground for my sanity
a calm that drains my rage
and a storm who flush my fire
the one with the best beam
and a one to die for
who knows when the lights turn down
you gleam radiantly severe
for that I love you today and tomorrow
the time it took to circle the nebula
my full sun
Jun 5, 2020
Jun 5, 2020 at 12:31 PM UTC
for today I'll be giving you my half
so when the sun hits the road
i could feel the warmth of your grin
as it lights the whole town just the same
for tomorrow i'll be giving you half of my remaining half
so when the crescent converges over the roof
i could hug you 'till the morning comes
and sense your arms under my heavy head
for overmorrow it goes on and on
so there will always be half left
bumps and lumps might be on their way
but it's alright
we can always try again
because you belong
to my tiny heart
Jun 5, 2020
Jun 5, 2020 at 12:30 PM UTC
i think about it every day
how your hands felt like the oceans
how your arms scream the fire
how your words gave me everything i ever thought i needed
but oh my
why do you have to leave?
Nov 14, 2019
Nov 14, 2019 at 8:19 AM UTC
i hope that someday
i wake up among the sun, the moon, everything that shines
i hope that someday
i feel grateful for what i’ve become, what i have, what i am, what i deserve
i hope that someday
i am no longer inside the blues, feeling the greys, spreading the reds
i hope that someday
i will be enough
but for now
please let me be
Sep 7, 2019
Sep 7, 2019 at 3:28 AM UTC
it’s time for me to go home. no more feeling blue, either the one causing bruise or the one that sets free.
maybe it’s you all along, never letting me in. throwing hearts by the bay seems to always be your thing, i see.
i keep telling myself you’re not the one. you’re not the one. you’re never the one. you will never be the one.
nevertheless, i always come back to one who has the brightest grin among all the fishes in the sea, one who says the least but worry the hardest, one who walks so slow but runs within my entire living existence, one who is loved by the world, yet loves the slightest.
and by that, one who blesses my being breaks like a thunderstorm as well.
anyone can’t deny the fact that you’re such a dream for a curse in a graceful disguise.
it finally comes to and end, i hope.
perhaps, you’re the best, you’re the worst, you’re the worst best person i ever catch on.
and perhaps, you’re not meant to be a home after all.
Aug 12, 2019
Aug 12, 2019 at 11:24 AM UTC
The first time I got my heartbreak
Things jumped out of place
Time felt so long as it tick-tocked
Tears got out of hand it went to be the river
It was my first time getting rejected
I had no idea it would leave a void
After all I never regretted any
As if you were my last choice
Aug 2, 2019
Aug 2, 2019 at 12:47 PM UTC
afraid of having you wholefully
for a fear of losing you pieces by pieces, slowly
from trapping you inside of me 24/7
to letting you go entirely
by saying i love you each and every single night
doesn't mean i want to be yours
i just wanted to feel, be loved, by loving
in case i don't get any of you
either because you're not used to me
or you choose not to
it doesn't matter
cause every time
my eyes scream 'you look beautiful' in every light i met you
my heart runs a marathon for the hope of welcoming yours into mine
even my nose sense a tragic yet desiring story of one who fell so deep
one became so in love
and for each time you smile, not for me, for who, but the world,
my existence has been blessed for letting you be one of thousands i've seen
one of hundreds i know
one of few i befriend
one of one i fell for
and when the time comes,
i know my invitation never really went away
Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 11:15 AM UTC
You should (probably) stay,
A couple more days,
Or hours,
Or minutes.
A little more longer.
Maybe i should've asked you to,
But i didn't.
Since i knew,
That you would no longer
Stop a single second
Just to stare.
Sep 24, 2016
Sep 24, 2016 at 1:13 AM UTC