Do you ever just get this guilty feeling and you have no idea why you feel that way?
You cant tell anyone what it is, simply because you dont know why you feel that way?
You just feel really **** and confused.
But at the same time you're terrified about what it could be...
Why are you feeling like this?
Jul 11, 2017
Jul 11, 2017 at 5:34 PM UTC
This is gonna hurt but I blame myself first
'Cause I ignored the truth
Drunk off that love, my head up
There’s no forgetting you
You’ve awoken me, but you’re choking me
I was so obsessed
Gave you all of me, and now honestly, I got nothing left
I loved you dangerously
More than the air that I breathe
Knew we would crash at the speed that we were going
Didn’t care if the explosion ruined me
I loved you dangerously
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 4:45 PM UTC
The more you feed the wolves inside
The harder it is to return
May 12, 2017
May 12, 2017 at 5:45 PM UTC
I've returned to where,
I promised I wouldn't go
The road that lead me to darkness
Is here with a wide open door
I'm sinking, the waves have taken over me
one moment of silence and
the loneliness began to haunt me
I was free from these chains once
Yet they have locked on me again
I'm alone now, with nowhere else to go
My hand is out reaching,
but still, i wonder who will take hold
I'm sinking,
I'm sinking,
Slowly.
May 12, 2017
May 12, 2017 at 5:42 PM UTC
Who am I?
That’s the question everyone seems to ask themselves.
I woke up today with a full plan in my head.
What I was going to do, What I was going to say,
But something, just doesn’t seem right.
I usually do have thoughts like this,
They remain solitary and trapped in my mind
Today however, it’s different...
Why is today different?
Am I overthinking?
Two questions at once,
Something is definitely wrong,
My mind seems to be a million miles away
And yet, my body is still here.
Time stands still,
It’s as if i’m trapped in the moment.
Yet I know it’s moving faster than ever
11:00, 1:00, 4:00
What is my purpose today?
I have a pen and paper in front of me,
but they seem so foreign in my hand
I can feel the beating of my heart,
but what is this feeling?
The minutes keep ticking as I glance towards my clock
It’s quiet, the clouds move in a way that I wish I could
Gliding slowly, going where the wind blows...
Why did that thought enter my head?
I’m in an empty zone,
A blank sheet
A fake smile and laugh
But what is real?
It doesn’t seem cruel though,
I can control it, I’m sure I can
The world around me is spinning
I feel connected to everything, but
Am I going crazy?
Only one thought seems to hold on tight...
Who am I?
May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 3:17 PM UTC