claudia-ramirez - Hello Poetry

I am here wating for you to text me back. I wonder what i should do if we should brake up or just keep going at a distance the distance is surely there but what about it between our feeling. Should i put them aside and just float on till you get here again? My mind goes in circles wondering what to do what to think. Wondering if your okay wondering if your hitting the pipe again. Im anxious about what the next months hold for us and i cant help to think to be scared to be sad because i feel i can't trust you with this distance with this roads and borders between us. Wondering if your looking at the sky wondering if your thinking about me as much as i think about you. At work. At the bus. in my dreams will i meet you there? will you be sacred as much as i am? Will you fight even when i feel lost? Will you help me look in my heart for a light? Even with the mountains and forest will you search for me? Will you keep saying you love me when i stay quiet? Will you stop? Will you come back? Will you love me as much as i did when i need it the most? Will you do so even when i can't show it back? Will you? Will the faith find its way with all this miles? Will it know where home is? Will i know?

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Jul 16, 2016

Jul 16, 2016 at 1:34 AM UTC

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I am here wating for you to text me back. I wonder what i should do if we should brake up or just keep going at a distance the distance is surely there but what about it between our feeling. Should i put them aside and just float on till you get here again? My mind goes in circles wondering what to do what to think. Wondering if your okay wondering if your hitting the pipe again. Im anxious about what the next months hold for us and i cant help to think to be scared to be sad because i feel i can't trust you with this distance with this roads and borders between us. Wondering if your looking at the sky wondering if your thinking about me as much as i think about you. At work. At the bus. in my dreams will i meet you there? will you be sacred as much as i am? Will you fight even when i feel lost? Will you help me look in my heart for a light? Even with the mountains and forest will you search for me? Will you keep saying you love me when i stay quiet? Will you stop? Will you come back? Will you love me as much as i did when i need it the most? Will you do so even when i can't show it back? Will you? Will the faith find its way with all this miles? Will it know where home is? Will i know?

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Come to think of it, I am not confident going for another one will help. Yet my fingers reach for this expensive poison that feeds the craving...the fixation. In other words. Putting closure to this impulsion is harder than I thought.

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May 26, 2015

May 26, 2015 at 12:16 AM UTC

Cigarette

Come to think of it, I am not confident going for another one will help. Yet my fingers reach for this expensive poison that feeds the craving...the fixation. In other words. Putting closure to this impulsion is harder than I thought.

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Don't get you at all. A life time can go by Nothing would change. I can't blame you Especially when Learning your mind is hard

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Feb 14, 2015

Feb 14, 2015 at 12:31 PM UTC

Daniel

Don't get you at all. A life time can go by Nothing would change. I can't blame you Especially when Learning your mind is hard

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Fine… But in reality My mind trembles My eyes become a river. I want you to hold me one more night Craving your body next to mine To taste your lips again Maybe one day… I will be honest with you again. But for now... I will hide behind simple words I will keep my own secret ..I am fine…

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May 31, 2013

May 31, 2013 at 1:48 AM UTC

How did you day go?

Fine… But in reality My mind trembles My eyes become a river. I want you to hold me one more night Craving your body next to mine To taste your lips again Maybe one day… I will be honest with you again. But for now... I will hide behind simple words I will keep my own secret ..I am fine…

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I can’t make friends and I can’t make love so I will say good bye to this world Open my eyes for the last time as I play and laugh like in the good old days The sun will come down and so will the tears Don’t worry you will have to let go I don’t say this to you I say it to my soul I can’t make friends and I can’t make love so good bye I say to the sky who held my home I say good bye to you and every one who knew my names I can’t make friends and I can’t make love so long world take care of you and the ones to come

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May 25, 2013

May 25, 2013 at 11:34 AM UTC

Good byes

I can’t make friends and I can’t make love so I will say good bye to this world Open my eyes for the last time as I play and laugh like in the good old days The sun will come down and so will the tears Don’t worry you will have to let go I don’t say this to you I say it to my soul I can’t make friends and I can’t make love so good bye I say to the sky who held my home I say good bye to you and every one who knew my names I can’t make friends and I can’t make love so long world take care of you and the ones to come

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Now I will sing a song about my mind and heart. Of how awful it is to sit and drink until I fall asleep Passing out on my ***** that sadly enough is the only warmth I feel any more. Thinking about the days I shined like gold but now I’m nothing more then rust All your love is gone and my fantasies turn bitter by the hour Remembering how I held you tight but now all I want…I don’t know what I want Maybe another drink or two will clear my mind and let me know what I desire Is it you or another shot of whisky? Help me dear god who is up in the heavens let my melody turn mellow bring my lover back and take this bottle take my tears and take my heart Take it all and giver her back to me. Take these nightmares or let her make them better …but she was a ***** how never gave two ***** about you… She lied…she never loved you…you where just another pity date “No! No!! She loved me…she told me…” crying this out loud to let my self know in what world I am Curling up in to a ball as I stay quite so I can let my mind speak…. Chug down more of this liquid that will soon turn in to your blood… Let it destroy you just like the wicked lies you tell yourself so you can sleep at night Such a ******* idiot thinking everything can change and no it can never change You lost her not because of this habit but because you were blind A hopeless fool who could not even water a plant A hopeless fool who could not look out the window Chug it down and let it grown in you like the words you never spoke to her Now let me sing you a song of a boy and a girl. Of how awful it was to sit and talk on the phone Not just for her but more for him as he waited for her to fall asleep As it was the only way he had to feel closer to her the only time he could speak his mind They once sang about a world together but now they can’t even picture a bridge… He still calls every day and tries to fight for them…but what if I told you…. What if I told you that the boy is a girl and the girl is a boy? Would this change the song?

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May 21, 2013

May 21, 2013 at 11:36 PM UTC

Let me sing you a song

Now I will sing a song about my mind and heart. Of how awful it is to sit and drink until I fall asleep Passing out on my ***** that sadly enough is the only warmth I feel any more. Thinking about the days I shined like gold but now I’m nothing more then rust All your love is gone and my fantasies turn bitter by the hour Remembering how I held you tight but now all I want…I don’t know what I want Maybe another drink or two will clear my mind and let me know what I desire Is it you or another shot of whisky? Help me dear god who is up in the heavens let my melody turn mellow bring my lover back and take this bottle take my tears and take my heart Take it all and giver her back to me. Take these nightmares or let her make them better …but she was a ***** how never gave two ***** about you… She lied…she never loved you…you where just another pity date “No! No!! She loved me…she told me…” crying this out loud to let my self know in what world I am Curling up in to a ball as I stay quite so I can let my mind speak…. Chug down more of this liquid that will soon turn in to your blood… Let it destroy you just like the wicked lies you tell yourself so you can sleep at night Such a ******* idiot thinking everything can change and no it can never change You lost her not because of this habit but because you were blind A hopeless fool who could not even water a plant A hopeless fool who could not look out the window Chug it down and let it grown in you like the words you never spoke to her Now let me sing you a song of a boy and a girl. Of how awful it was to sit and talk on the phone Not just for her but more for him as he waited for her to fall asleep As it was the only way he had to feel closer to her the only time he could speak his mind They once sang about a world together but now they can’t even picture a bridge… He still calls every day and tries to fight for them…but what if I told you…. What if I told you that the boy is a girl and the girl is a boy? Would this change the song?

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All the passion became nothing but insanity siting there in the shower Staring you down letting you know you cannot scrub it off Knowing every inch of your body and mind are infected Feeling so lost and confuse Yet at the same time feeling nothing It just stares at you with without saying a word Staring deep in to your soul with does eyes Eyes some might call beautiful However, you know they are more than that They are the eyes of everything The eyes of hope The eyes of blame The eyes of the beautiful illusion called love Siting there under the water that turns darker every passing moment It just stares at you waiting, Waiting for the moment when you look away For the moment you blink For that one second So that everything humans know as insane, chaotic, delusional Even evil, it can all come to you Just letting know how bad in the head you are Because after all…. There is no one else… It is just you and the running water

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Apr 18, 2013

Apr 18, 2013 at 10:46 AM UTC

Monster in the shower

All the passion became nothing but insanity siting there in the shower Staring you down letting you know you cannot scrub it off Knowing every inch of your body and mind are infected Feeling so lost and confuse Yet at the same time feeling nothing It just stares at you with without saying a word Staring deep in to your soul with does eyes Eyes some might call beautiful However, you know they are more than that They are the eyes of everything The eyes of hope The eyes of blame The eyes of the beautiful illusion called love Siting there under the water that turns darker every passing moment It just stares at you waiting, Waiting for the moment when you look away For the moment you blink For that one second So that everything humans know as insane, chaotic, delusional Even evil, it can all come to you Just letting know how bad in the head you are Because after all…. There is no one else… It is just you and the running water

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It is such a simple word Yet it can move a nation It could even get you killed The funny thing is Does anyone even know the meaning anymore? It is just four letters Yet it creates all others We all want it We all need it We all think we know the definition However, all we truly know Is that it is supposed to be called love

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Apr 18, 2013

Apr 18, 2013 at 2:21 AM UTC

Simple word with lost meaning

It is such a simple word Yet it can move a nation It could even get you killed The funny thing is Does anyone even know the meaning anymore? It is just four letters Yet it creates all others We all want it We all need it We all think we know the definition However, all we truly know Is that it is supposed to be called love

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I wanted love so desperately That when I got it I did not know what to do with it I wanted it so bad That a kiss under the starts Would soon be nothing more than pleasant memory I longed for a love like yours And when I got a better one… I became scare and confuse Such a needy person shouldn’t get such great lover

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Apr 18, 2013

Apr 18, 2013 at 2:15 AM UTC

A love so great

I wanted love so desperately That when I got it I did not know what to do with it I wanted it so bad That a kiss under the starts Would soon be nothing more than pleasant memory I longed for a love like yours And when I got a better one… I became scare and confuse Such a needy person shouldn’t get such great lover

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Four poems per day Four poems per day Soon they will pay off All this thoughts will bring me joy Letting my mind rest Four poems at a time Four poems at a time I count each one and give it a special name All with messages I only understand Four poems For you For him For all does memories I do not dare speak of But specially Four poems for me

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Apr 18, 2013

Apr 18, 2013 at 2:10 AM UTC

Four poems

Four poems per day Four poems per day Soon they will pay off All this thoughts will bring me joy Letting my mind rest Four poems at a time Four poems at a time I count each one and give it a special name All with messages I only understand Four poems For you For him For all does memories I do not dare speak of But specially Four poems for me

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