ck-4 - Hello Poetry

Boring Is what I am. He sees it, she sees it, you see it. Never finding words. That's what boring is. It's okay. Talking to myself Keeps me safe. Safe and boring. That is what I will be.

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Oct 7, 2014

Oct 7, 2014 at 5:04 PM UTC

Untitled

Boring Is what I am. He sees it, she sees it, you see it. Never finding words. That's what boring is. It's okay. Talking to myself Keeps me safe. Safe and boring. That is what I will be.

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You were my first. You were my longest, real thing. I don't know why I didn't open myself up to you more. I remember when you told me you "weren't looking for anything". But, that you still enjoyed my company and cared about me more than most people. This happened when you lost your job. You were outside, exchanging words with some sort of boss. I looked out at this through your window, shivering, naked. I knew it wasn't good. I got up, put my clothes on, and walked to my car. You immediately saw me and followed. I got in, you got in. You asked me to come back inside, that it was cold and we could lay in bed and forget whatever was happening. I didn't go back inside. I went to see someone else, someone I shouldn't have. I told you I was going home. I lied. I wish I would have stayed with you. Maybe things would be different now. Maybe things wouldn't be different now. It was a hard time for you. The anniversary of your mother's suicide, the loss of your job. You were in no shape for me, I know. And I didn't even know I loved you until it all ended.

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Oct 6, 2014

Oct 6, 2014 at 5:27 PM UTC

JT

You were my first. You were my longest, real thing. I don't know why I didn't open myself up to you more. I remember when you told me you "weren't looking for anything". But, that you still enjoyed my company and cared about me more than most people. This happened when you lost your job. You were outside, exchanging words with some sort of boss. I looked out at this through your window, shivering, naked. I knew it wasn't good. I got up, put my clothes on, and walked to my car. You immediately saw me and followed. I got in, you got in. You asked me to come back inside, that it was cold and we could lay in bed and forget whatever was happening. I didn't go back inside. I went to see someone else, someone I shouldn't have. I told you I was going home. I lied. I wish I would have stayed with you. Maybe things would be different now. Maybe things wouldn't be different now. It was a hard time for you. The anniversary of your mother's suicide, the loss of your job. You were in no shape for me, I know. And I didn't even know I loved you until it all ended.

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I didn't expect it happen fast. Or at all considering my past. What I hoped for though was more than this. Something you mentioned to me after a kiss. The thing is you have been in love with someone. As have I. And now it ends.

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Oct 6, 2014

Oct 6, 2014 at 2:14 PM UTC

Unattainable Love

I didn't expect it happen fast. Or at all considering my past. What I hoped for though was more than this. Something you mentioned to me after a kiss. The thing is you have been in love with someone. As have I. And now it ends.

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I've gone dumb. My body, Numb. But I see your figure in the shadows. I succumb.

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Sep 30, 2014

Sep 30, 2014 at 8:53 PM UTC

Writings of Your Body

I've gone dumb. My body, Numb. But I see your figure in the shadows. I succumb.

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Waiting and waiting and waiting nothing at the end and beginnings do not exist.

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Sep 22, 2014

Sep 22, 2014 at 11:52 AM UTC

Nothing.

Waiting and waiting and waiting nothing at the end and beginnings do not exist.

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I stood from your bed. My back towards you, As you said, "The most perfect silhouette." You grabbed me, "Don't leave yet." I never wanted to leave, But did anyway. Something is not right. I could not stay.

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Aug 26, 2014

Aug 26, 2014 at 6:06 PM UTC

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I stood from your bed. My back towards you, As you said, "The most perfect silhouette." You grabbed me, "Don't leave yet." I never wanted to leave, But did anyway. Something is not right. I could not stay.

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I waited and nothing. I do not know what this is supposed to mean. I am sure it had nothing to do with Coca Cola. I am sure it has everything to do with Coca Cola.

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Aug 25, 2014

Aug 25, 2014 at 3:20 AM UTC

coca cola

I waited and nothing. I do not know what this is supposed to mean. I am sure it had nothing to do with Coca Cola. I am sure it has everything to do with Coca Cola.

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