Time is so relative
It's always here and there
Running late to work and school
Yet barely anywhere
Is it to late to say I love you?
And is it to late to say I care?
You are my past, my present and my future
Like time, you are everywhere
In my hopes, my dreams, and in between
My love for you is infinite
But like jobs, and dogs and having to clean
Off track I often get
Is it to late to say I'm sorry ?
For becoming so easily distracted
Seemingly unappreciative
And often over reactive
Is it to late to say I'm sorry?
For wanting time to catch up
When all I have in front of me
Is all I ever Want
May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 9:11 AM UTC
Not knowing if you will choose me
after all the time you pursued me
when it's all said and done
I can not help but feel dumb
I thought we were going to be together forever
Raising a family of little ones together
That's what you said and you swore on OUR love
What else could I do but put faith in above
But here I am all over again
Empty and angry inside
Giving someone else the choice
Whether or not to put me aside
Jun 8, 2016
Jun 8, 2016 at 12:00 AM UTC
*Lesson learned;
Don't, fall in love
Walk in ,head high, heart open and strong, ready to let go of past hurt and able to move forward and grow up
Falling in love causes cuts and bruises
Tripping over the same mistakes
Tumbling into similar situations
Although the cuts and bruises heal
They hurt
Lesson learned*
Nov 11, 2014
Nov 11, 2014 at 5:26 PM UTC
*I want what I don't have
and have what I don't want
I thought I had what I wanted
But that was just a haunt
A glimpse of what could have been
But was no more than appease
He was only what I made him
Not true, that of a thieve
I speak not of just one
As they all seem quite the same
Tugging at my insecurities
Heart, left full of strain
I've given up so much of me
I don't know what is left
But I want, what i want, ******
so much I'm left bereft
I always thought I'd find 'the one'
The Ying to match my Yang
The one that would set my heart free
Relinquish the tender pang
Yet all I get is heartbreak
With the exception of this one
But it is just a matter of time
Before he says he's finally done
I pick the ones that are temporary,
Believing I don't deserve
Helping them get on their feet
For that I'm good, and serve
But for me, I lie alone at night
Wishing to be loved
The Master of this game I play
Winner!! Winning none*
Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 11:15 PM UTC
*The impurity of my soul is what attracts the dredges of the earth to me
The false, the pretentious, the idle, the egotistical
They all hide behind a slight swagger and yet a frown of insecurity
They creep in with their words
and disappear leaving behind the sediment of their pungent contamination
But why me?
Am i only the company I keep?
Am I more than this delicate mystique?
Or do I hide behind the name sake of succubus and lover in fear of what's underneath
I dare say ........it may be to late for me*
Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 12:53 PM UTC
*But if love is what your truly after,
Stop giving in to the next disaster
False pretenses, smiles, promises and games
shall only taunt the heart in vein
Love , is open and honest and true
The love you seek, it starts with you*
Oct 10, 2014
Oct 10, 2014 at 6:39 AM UTC
*The actors of the heart
Are the players of this game we call love*
Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 6:10 AM UTC
*They say that time heals all wounds
I can't complain, so far so good
I'm happy again with just being me
the troubles of my past have begun to cease
I appreciate all that I have around me
The wind, Sun, moon ,stars and my family
I have learned so much this year about love and life
Im ready to move beyond old strife
Living and loving and holding on tight
For life and love I won't give up this fight
I was meant to be cherished
And cherished I will be
But now I know that it starts with ME*
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 11:57 AM UTC
*I'm putting you far ,far out of my head
The memory of us is better off dead
Nothing but pain and suffering from you
I want this time to start anew
Time to heal, time to deal
My feelings and self I won't conceal
I am here now, self as loud as thunder
I won't allow you to keep me under
The times we had were never quite good
Since you are nothing more than a ghetto street hood
I wont regret our time together
That's like being mad at bad weather
For it's nature's way of clearing out
That which is evil and had begun to surmount
For you were only a reflection of what was bad in me
And its time , albeit to set me free
For you I feel sorry that you haven't yet learned
The apple doesnt fall far
And for that you'll be burned
A life full of strife
And without true happiness
Because within you there are lies and much bitter sadness*
Jun 2, 2014
Jun 2, 2014 at 6:16 AM UTC