you got drunk that night
just three sips you said
and you already out of your mind
it has been a while you said
I listen to you with smiles on face
another minutes passed
and I already pictured the gaps between our fingers
hello I said
you can't seem to sleep
the night drag you like forever
and you wished to touch me against my chin
I got you on my mind you said
I can't seem to have enough
just distance ain't far be patient over and over
and I wished for the words against my ears
I will see you soon I said
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 9:34 AM UTC
dare you, dare you, dare myself
showed the rushing beast all over my body
and I will love you
look at you, look at you, look at me
kissed every imperfect-fractured pieces of you
and I love you more
find you, find you, find myself
exchanged the grey with my twinkling rhythm
and I still love you
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 4:29 AM UTC
I dreamt of the full moon
last night
the other half of my broken
heart
and, it got me howling, all night long .
Sep 30, 2017
Sep 30, 2017 at 9:50 PM UTC
kisses on her neck
drowning tears alert
"What about my heart?" , plain voice
touches on her ribs
cracking voices followed
"What about my heart?" , tears fall
Sep 22, 2017
Sep 22, 2017 at 10:33 PM UTC
Those days
you painfully covered your mouth and wipe your tears
behind the wheels of our loving memories road
Those night
you silently squeeze your palm where his used to fit in
so dark and cold
Those 3 AM
you screamed in tears because you saw him in your dream
that dream you hardly remember what is it about, you hardly breathe
you did not even talk to him but a slight of happiness crash your heart because you could face him up close, again
Aug 28, 2017
Aug 28, 2017 at 1:29 AM UTC
Winds blow, I long for you
Remember I love you,, holding my beating heart
"He is my love", told the moon
Far away, I call for you
Remember I love you,, wipe away tears with smiles
"It's always him", whisper to the moon
Aug 26, 2017
Aug 26, 2017 at 9:33 AM UTC
Time froze,
I whisper those words of I love you
it go on tik tok again and when you
open your eyes, tears will be rolling down on your cheeks, because I am not by your side
Aug 22, 2017
Aug 22, 2017 at 1:42 AM UTC
need no need to do nothing
just come to me
i would like to keep following you but i am getting old and it's so hard
as the way you look at me
today i wait
the next day i decided to stop
keep on that way
each second longing for you
the memory keeps haunting me
physical pain upon my chest
do you know, i hope you know
i own that physical pain now
do you know, i hope you know not
i am afraid you might get worried
i know you won't
each second longing for you
the menory keeps haunting me
midnight's anxiety waking up in the dawn
'I miss you'
those words was screaming in me every night
checked on my phone, our pictures
do you hear me, perhaps
Aug 20, 2017
Aug 20, 2017 at 3:25 AM UTC
Early sunshine and blue sky
I think of a terrace
a terrace with two bodies facing the shy sun
Fluffy clouds and sparkling winds
I think of a terrace
a terrace with lots of rains
Petichor and greens around
I close my eyes and take a long breathe
I think of a terrace
a terrace where we both fall in love
back then in April 2016 .
Aug 18, 2017
Aug 18, 2017 at 2:29 AM UTC
i got to go, because if he see my face now,
he might know my heart
and if he got to know my heart, he will set distance
he will go further
then if he do go further, my heart will hurt my tears will fall again
so he may not know
dreaming of just he and me he may never find out
right before his eyes, i am breaking
Aug 11, 2017
Aug 11, 2017 at 5:31 AM UTC