I studied much science, then shifted to art
That presented theater to me
I shifted to history, why do we fight?
No effects are without cause
What is the source of war?
How does humanity have religion?
Where is the basis of our decisions?
Our complications, observations, & nations?
I look to the sky.
It is always beautiful. It is undeniable.
I know people like facts. I love them.
Logic entangled with emotion..
We walk through risk's rosy brambles..
We often end up in shambles..
Survival..
It became luck, morality, and intelligence..
You call it common sense..
It is ironic how uncommon it has become
We laugh and smile but..
Too many live numb..
Feeling when we're young, fading with time
Into our beloved, imagined normality..
You call it typical life..
I call it insanity..
Simply because evidence proves it to be..
Don't be mad at me
I'm not mad at you..
I just can't understand..
Why you wouldn't want to understand..
We say science helps humanity..
So is it confirmation bias?
Where does our fear come from?
You want peace but help to end it..
We're only different because we lied..
To mirrors..
Then judged others..
Our money as a glue for a fatal game of fate..
It is not my place to judge you
You are you and I am always only me..
You say you want equality
We say we love democracy..
Why then does Earth.. A pale blue dot..
Help itself to its own death?
The truth is simple
It is simple because it is facts and logic
It is also never perfectly obtainable
Call it Heaven or the universe..
Either way..
Mysteries are infinite..
Nature is a woman of secrets
Time is a man of faith and honor
We really would benefit from listening..
To our parents.. To our God or no God..
Our Gods and Goddesses or their absence..
To our imaginative possibilities..
I will never hate humanity
I will never judge you
But..
I will call you out when you act crazy
When you nurture insanity..
We are human but not very humane
That is the reality
I only will ask you one question..
I want to breach into your secrets..
I want to define your theaters of war..
I want to find conflict's source..
The truth is often scary
It will still set its seekers free..
If we are more than few.. It can do that..
More and more quickly..
What we're doing never worked
Survival and peace calls for something new..
I think of pure truth..
How it can be scary and still save lives..
So.. here is my question to humanity..
Why Are You Afraid?
Mar 23, 2021
Mar 23, 2021 at 9:11 PM UTC
We are solutions and sources..
Much like a strange sunlight..
We're odd with so many symptoms..
We may be falling apart..
We may feel powerless.. We are not..
We are who we are..
If we breathe, compassion is still immortal..
Only way to see truth is to not be part of it
All a lie needs to be real is acceptance
Our world is falling apart. Your money?
Its a lie that is killing us
We drown in economy, in overconsumption
You never take a big enough step back
You let history be an eternal truth
You never question validity..
Open up a history book
Our main problem is..
You actually do question validity..
But only do so in unified global dysfunction..
Without ever even noticing it..
Wars still exist
Conflict still persists
People seek to protect their family
Never knowing they contribute to crime
As a result.. I even lost mine..
Humanity is simple but..
Money creates our complications..
Humanity is killing itself
Just look out your window..
Or turn on a TV..
We're trying to survive the chaos we built..
Chaos is Hell yeah but.. It is not to blame..
Why do you focus only on its symptoms?
Trace the sources of negativity backwards..
Why do you bask in such a Strange Sunlight..?
Some rays real with some rays fake..
Your demeanor became a mask
I'm sorry but its just simply true
Next time you shed a tear..
Its directly due to an entire humanity in fear
The world is truly falling apart..
You never investigated the right question
This isn't an outcome of pure possibility
Because we slowly built it into a certainty
We never even knew..
There is no seeing now.. not anymore..
We may still be able to change it but..
Far too many only need to perceive a crime
To swiftly judge it..
Remember.. Symptoms and Source
Solve one.. the other will dissappear..
Now humanity is almost out of time..
I want to survive and I want to be happy..
But.. this chaos is a symptom..
Its source seems to remain unnoticed..
Or ignored due to being truly unpleasant..
Don't hate the messenger..
You should have expected this..
I should have too..
Mar 16, 2021
Mar 16, 2021 at 11:47 PM UTC
**** or a lie?
You're drowning in manipulation's waters
Fake your smile. Lie.
I know your nightly tears are a fact
One you can't deny
A fake smile is pointless
We all decieve nonetheless
We're our own fatal mistake
Mar 16, 2021
Mar 16, 2021 at 7:53 AM UTC
The most luminous example of a fallen angel
An ignored history.. A need for attention..
We define The Humanity Problem globally..
Let me enter the mind of a killer
Let me learn from within the mind of a saint
I will calculate the sociology
The norms killing our psychology
With pad and pen as my everlasting friend..
I want to burn in hells
I seek to bask in heavens
Show me the soul in my eyes
Weathering through a common storm..
People will find the real normal..
If they love themselves and help others..
It should be an oddity to erase normality
And so it exists only as a common standard..
That is how I grew up..
What if we ended expectations?
What if we embraced change?
Compassion could be a global comeback..
There is a nature in duality..
Humans engraved into double-edged swords..
If we could create love and war..
We may be able to end our battles..
We could live with evidence and compassion..
Ending our need to be beautiful, better or rich
As an American.. I am built of guilt
I suffer..
I displayed kindness, love and compassion
I valued evidence over assumption
Pointed out an economy of overconsumption
Only to be labeled as..
'Sheep'
'Idealistic'
So.. to my fellow kinsmen and women..
Open up a dictionary..
If I am a sheep..
We as a whole are not shephards..
Who do you look for to guide you?
Isn't America obviously lost?
We are defined as sheep by a globe called Earth
Currently? Like it or not.. They're right..
I am not powerful
I am weak
Despite the ego of America.. I am no sherpah..
I am no sheep..
I will never be a shephard..
I will only ever be me..
Think of you when at your happiest..
Revel in the lessons of how that was stolen..
It will be Hell..
I'll be blunt with that fact..
Want peace? Face it.
Face you.
Deflate all of your ego.
We need to bring back who we were long ago..
We need to care and foster Hope..
Eradicate foolish hate..
Value intelligence and knowledge..
Divided we are destined to **** and die..
But.. United?
We could be a beacon of hope..
A beacon brighter than God, who we're under
An American Beauty..
That has shed her mistakes..
To let go..
Of her American Ego..
Mar 10, 2021
Mar 10, 2021 at 2:23 AM UTC
Why does no one ask the darkness..
"Are you ok?"
Fools wander whilst being unmade..
They wonder where agony sleeps..
Within a Silent Mirror is genesis of pain..
Feb 26, 2021
Feb 26, 2021 at 10:25 PM UTC
A normal day waking up
I fetch me a quick dose of a nation's situation
The television on as briefly as possible
Down my hallway, a shower, steeling myself
Applying my image to shield vulnerabilities
Briskly walking back through the hallway
Raising a middle finger to a blank tv screen
So much pain..
Coffee or an energy drink?
Maybe ***** but I need to be able to think
Reaching like a tired Monster for a Redbull
I still can't escape by flying away..
Counter drawers, withdrawing a dose..
An antidepressant placebo
This land's status always makes it both though
Anyways..
Light of the new day looms
I'd love to just witness compassion
Yeah.. Its.. A normal day..
With a heart screaming silently
With a mind trained to suppress
Appearing as my best..
This stress..
When will it end..?
Lately I'm on autopilot
The stress feels like I'm a mess at best
Knowing I'm not alone in this..
It brings a slight comfort and a wave of hurt..
Times are changing and..
Its.. Heartbreaking..
Jan 13, 2021
Jan 13, 2021 at 8:35 PM UTC
Let me write
This is how I live
This is how I fight
This is how I stay alive
This is how I survive the nights
The world is terrifying..
I've no other way to be alright..
Dec 20, 2020
Dec 20, 2020 at 8:19 PM UTC
"Man in his arrogance"
-Carl Sagan
--May you rest peacefully amongst the stars--
All we have destroyed..
Look at the skies..
Those stars..
Those dreams..
Those wonders..
Money and power
Splendor and valor
Music and our judgment
We do seem.. Paradoxical
Harmoniously dissonant
We were given ourselves..
By Nature or by God..
A gift of a chance..
Why do we draw lines?
Lines of paper copied from earth
Counties and countries
Simple foolishness
Earth is home
Keep it simple
Help it stay that
Your opinions matter
My opinions matter
It is our species
It is what we know now
All the meanings we create..
Humanity is insignificant
When sketching with the pride of ego
As we drew lines around beauty to claim it
We whittled ourselves down
We must not hate intelligence
We must view Humanity..
As the Moon did long ago..
A blue wonder's residents..
Miracles..
Free of lines
Free of our own abuse..
I am only words..
Love is my hidden explanation for respect
So I worry for her..
The moon..
I would see her tears
I would hold Earth's Moon's hand..
I would if I could..
She exists terrified
She would float away
She strains against our gravity
I cannot blame her..
We made life a fire in front of her
Yet still there is Hope..
We could build a floating heaven..
You are not bound to Hell
You can live
So live and forgive..
The stars are waiting for you..
Embrace your dreams
Make them yours..
We are us..
And us is all we have
Nothing is forever..
Life exists to be lived
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 4:36 AM UTC
Appearances
The hope of judgement
The expressing of oneself a tool for sentiment
Judge not the appearance of the woman
Nor the postured stature of any man
She never meant it
No money she had to end it
Then judgement was thrown against it
Her silence lives where pain went..
As she walked through a doctor's doors
You called her everything
Then a little bit more
As she lost what was dreams
Still hated ever more..
Forever scorned..
He was kind
Society is so blind
No one is born with baggies in hand
Money is torture, so he made a drug plan
Now take the father or mother
They simply fell ill
Yet even still verbally they abuse them
Hating them on a whim at your will..
Homeless after a career
A Mother
A Father
You created their fear
And on the streets humanity ends
Pain draws so near..
Looked at as bums..
Seriously?
My God ***
This leaves me stunned
Anger of all gods we wrote into existence
Now only fuel for each instance of judgment
Harsh words in an instant
Devoid of raw substance
What have we done?
Do you not see this?
We took love and kindness
Now they seem dead
I want to live freely..
As my heart burns in my head..
I think of good soldiers chock full of lead
What have we done?
We should have loved instead..
Look at them
Real lives
That have been rendered dead
A horror, tears on our pillows
Souls of weeping willows..
The unspoken thoughts that live in my head
Beg you to care instead..
Please learn love..
Kindness..
We can still make it
If we work hard at it, friend..
We can end up ahead
Speeding toward goodness
A lesson
Pain of the past
Light speed for light years.. Years long
Tears fall strong..
I sing with words silent
Setting aside my hells inside..
Sometimes in life you just gotta move along..
Will you hear my song?
Because we have had this strength
...
Had it all along..
Oct 26, 2020
Oct 26, 2020 at 7:34 AM UTC
My country tis of thee
Land changed hatred free
Violence for the judged
Silence for the observer
Evil never budges
It changed kindness to brambles
Left my flag in shambles
We could pick up the pieces..
This is an american begging his populace to put an end to this..
We exist as broken as the lives that were stolen..
Too many are dead
We pray in our rooms
No cure no med
Tears upon the pillows of our beds
Ignorance
Arrogance
You've no heart to know
So apart we grow
My country tis of thee..
We are dying in this melting ***
Such horrid heat, lost in thoughts
My country tis of thee..
We grow as we fade
I am not the only me
You stole yourself now we cannot be free
I beg you
Wake up
Hatred shut up
America grow up
This is not what veterans fought for..
Shame on you
Love a blue hue
Task of a saint
Heart of blue paint
People have tried but hearts have turned faint..
Sep 28, 2020
Sep 28, 2020 at 7:51 AM UTC