christopher-trigger-1 - Hello Poetry

why do you hang onto a toy you don't want me, I'm the toy! you left me alone,but kept playing me. broken.pieces missing .battered thrown around dropped.... kicked..left on the ground ,stepped on shoved into the ground. alone in a dark closet,thrown in the trash. forgotton...you move on while im alone in the dark.

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Sep 2, 2010

Sep 2, 2010 at 12:22 PM UTC

the toy

why do you hang onto a toy you don't want me, I'm the toy! you left me alone,but kept playing me. broken.pieces missing .battered thrown around dropped.... kicked..left on the ground ,stepped on shoved into the ground. alone in a dark closet,thrown in the trash. forgotton...you move on while im alone in the dark.

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dear mom In the distance I Know I’ve been down and searching low Know there’s been times when my pride was the only thing on show Still I kept trying having only found disaster at my feet Thinking life was a joyride on the way to easy street But I knew that without you I’d have crashed and burned Knew without you no lessons could have been learned But with a new release on life I learned so many new things Learned how to love so I’m going to spread these wings Gonna amaze you with my wonders, going to reach into the sky And only you can stop me so please mom you’ve got to let me fly! Let me lift my spirits up won’t you see how high I can go Without your support I’m still gliding if you wish harder I’ll glow These mountains in the distance they don’t mean a thing to me now I’m gonna dazzle them with my acrobatics somehow. dear son When u was an only child i put my wings over you I said a little prayer so that your love would set u free I knew you would get older and everyday I would find my might So those days lost to wonder are just getting me ready for the fight You see we work together; as loving mother and son you are the key But you have unlocked my power now I'm sailing our ship to victory Now nobody can stop us we are a united carousel of hopes and dreams And who would have thought we’d get this far on a fools ship at sea

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Aug 23, 2010

Aug 23, 2010 at 1:37 AM UTC

dear mom.dear son

dear mom In the distance I Know I’ve been down and searching low Know there’s been times when my pride was the only thing on show Still I kept trying having only found disaster at my feet Thinking life was a joyride on the way to easy street But I knew that without you I’d have crashed and burned Knew without you no lessons could have been learned But with a new release on life I learned so many new things Learned how to love so I’m going to spread these wings Gonna amaze you with my wonders, going to reach into the sky And only you can stop me so please mom you’ve got to let me fly! Let me lift my spirits up won’t you see how high I can go Without your support I’m still gliding if you wish harder I’ll glow These mountains in the distance they don’t mean a thing to me now I’m gonna dazzle them with my acrobatics somehow. dear son When u was an only child i put my wings over you I said a little prayer so that your love would set u free I knew you would get older and everyday I would find my might So those days lost to wonder are just getting me ready for the fight You see we work together; as loving mother and son you are the key But you have unlocked my power now I'm sailing our ship to victory Now nobody can stop us we are a united carousel of hopes and dreams And who would have thought we’d get this far on a fools ship at sea

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im thinking of someone it makes my face smile,and my heart starts breaking. im thinking of someone that made my life complete but because of a single lie it ended and like a dropped mirror its shattered and cant be put back togather. theres nothing to do but move on but the thought lingers and questions that will never be answered . but the memories bring a smile and the tears are endless.

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Aug 23, 2010

Aug 23, 2010 at 1:36 AM UTC

someone

im thinking of someone it makes my face smile,and my heart starts breaking. im thinking of someone that made my life complete but because of a single lie it ended and like a dropped mirror its shattered and cant be put back togather. theres nothing to do but move on but the thought lingers and questions that will never be answered . but the memories bring a smile and the tears are endless.

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Life is one day at a time now i wont choke on your absence you wont be the only channel on my tv i will enjoy the extra room in my bed i will stand out in the rain i wont pull the curtins when it lightnings or cover my ears befor the thunder. life is one day at a time now i found myself i need noone i can live without you im not dead am i ?

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Aug 23, 2010

Aug 23, 2010 at 1:34 AM UTC

one day at a time

Life is one day at a time now i wont choke on your absence you wont be the only channel on my tv i will enjoy the extra room in my bed i will stand out in the rain i wont pull the curtins when it lightnings or cover my ears befor the thunder. life is one day at a time now i found myself i need noone i can live without you im not dead am i ?

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i been sitting outside staring up at the sky, i watched a shooting star go by and i closed my eyes and just whispered to myself "just give me back my life when i didnt have a care " i rocked back and forth in my chair and spotted the moon hiding behind some tress and i thought how beautifull -its just like me it should stop hiding and come out and shine . then i watched my dog chase one of them icky buzzy brown bugs on the porch, i smiled .i rocked some more and just leaned back and stared at the stars ,i told myself thats where i want to be up high and shining. i heard my horse in the pasture making noise at something and thought about how neglectfull ive been of it ,so i got up and called it to the fence and had a long talk with it about whats been going on in my life for the last month,you know how you sometimes do with your dog or cat cause you know there not going to tell no one or judge you ,why cant we be more like that ? now its pushing 3am gotta get some sleep so i can watch the sunrise

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Aug 19, 2010

Aug 19, 2010 at 8:57 AM UTC

Untitled

i been sitting outside staring up at the sky, i watched a shooting star go by and i closed my eyes and just whispered to myself "just give me back my life when i didnt have a care " i rocked back and forth in my chair and spotted the moon hiding behind some tress and i thought how beautifull -its just like me it should stop hiding and come out and shine . then i watched my dog chase one of them icky buzzy brown bugs on the porch, i smiled .i rocked some more and just leaned back and stared at the stars ,i told myself thats where i want to be up high and shining. i heard my horse in the pasture making noise at something and thought about how neglectfull ive been of it ,so i got up and called it to the fence and had a long talk with it about whats been going on in my life for the last month,you know how you sometimes do with your dog or cat cause you know there not going to tell no one or judge you ,why cant we be more like that ? now its pushing 3am gotta get some sleep so i can watch the sunrise

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You play the part so well, Others really feel for you Others could never imagine your pain... Just look at how awful your life is Look around you. You're all alone. Jealous. Resentful. Vengeful As if something I did could have changed that Can't you understand we feel pain too? Its not a cross you alone bear.. But if your not happy, none of us can be Dont spread that awful disease of yours I dont want it near me. You're nothing but a Backstabber Who once I called my friend

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Aug 19, 2010

Aug 19, 2010 at 8:54 AM UTC

polluted soul

You play the part so well, Others really feel for you Others could never imagine your pain... Just look at how awful your life is Look around you. You're all alone. Jealous. Resentful. Vengeful As if something I did could have changed that Can't you understand we feel pain too? Its not a cross you alone bear.. But if your not happy, none of us can be Dont spread that awful disease of yours I dont want it near me. You're nothing but a Backstabber Who once I called my friend

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theres a part of me that hurts everyday when i stop and start thinking about you ..........its my heart,,,,sometimes it feels like a heart attack ,my chest gets tight and it feels like a knife is stuck in it and i cant pull it out. if i do then i will surely bleed to death. sometimes i lay in bed trying to go asleep and i have to just take a deep breath to hold back a tear cause i remember something about you that makes me smile. i dont belive it will ever get easier i dont belive i'll ever get over you and i dont belive i'll ever fall in love again. i do belive someday im going to break alot of hearts and look back years from it and wish id broke more ... i know i wont ever forget my mistakes ..but by remembering them ive learned theres room for me to be a better man.....i want to belive you still think about me and smile i also want to belive you still love me despite all the tears i caused you ,, ,its all i can do anymore is belive these things i want to belive im on a better path and i want to belive all the doubts i still sometimes have, is just part of moving on and knowing its for the best for both of us, i belive i took my biggest step toward happier times ,the day i refused to be hurt anymore by anyone and careing about myself more then i have in the past. i belive i have a future now even if it is uncertain at least i saved myself before i got lost now i can find my highway

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Aug 19, 2010

Aug 19, 2010 at 8:52 AM UTC

i belive

theres a part of me that hurts everyday when i stop and start thinking about you ..........its my heart,,,,sometimes it feels like a heart attack ,my chest gets tight and it feels like a knife is stuck in it and i cant pull it out. if i do then i will surely bleed to death. sometimes i lay in bed trying to go asleep and i have to just take a deep breath to hold back a tear cause i remember something about you that makes me smile. i dont belive it will ever get easier i dont belive i'll ever get over you and i dont belive i'll ever fall in love again. i do belive someday im going to break alot of hearts and look back years from it and wish id broke more ... i know i wont ever forget my mistakes ..but by remembering them ive learned theres room for me to be a better man.....i want to belive you still think about me and smile i also want to belive you still love me despite all the tears i caused you ,, ,its all i can do anymore is belive these things i want to belive im on a better path and i want to belive all the doubts i still sometimes have, is just part of moving on and knowing its for the best for both of us, i belive i took my biggest step toward happier times ,the day i refused to be hurt anymore by anyone and careing about myself more then i have in the past. i belive i have a future now even if it is uncertain at least i saved myself before i got lost now i can find my highway

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I can run and hide, or I can stand and fight. I can curl up in shame or show my might. I can scream and shout or cry a tear. I can stand strong or I can tremble with fear. I can be silent or I can have my say. I can be positive or negative about my day. I can feel chaotic or I can feel in control. I can be a character or I can live from my soul. I can shine with a smile or ache with a frown. I can feel happy or I can be miserable and down. I can take the pressure or I can crumble with stress. I can handle my life or I can fall in a mess

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Aug 19, 2010

Aug 19, 2010 at 8:48 AM UTC

i can

I can run and hide, or I can stand and fight. I can curl up in shame or show my might. I can scream and shout or cry a tear. I can stand strong or I can tremble with fear. I can be silent or I can have my say. I can be positive or negative about my day. I can feel chaotic or I can feel in control. I can be a character or I can live from my soul. I can shine with a smile or ache with a frown. I can feel happy or I can be miserable and down. I can take the pressure or I can crumble with stress. I can handle my life or I can fall in a mess

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I’m on the edge of reason, precipice of despair All definitions blurred, nothing left to share My cliff crumbles before me, bits of life fall below My horizon dies beneath the sea, nowhere left to go Glance to yesterday, memories don’t ask why Only fear wants me to stay, existence waves goodbye Step a little closer, the breeze whispers in my ears Let the ocean waves drown away the tears Lean forwards, believe, believe you will fly If you have no life, you simply cannot die Spread your punctured arms out, float into the blue There’s no one reaching out who wants to try save you The cold of addiction drains away with the low tide Nature cleans over, the place the body died Do you think my cliff cared that I didn’t stay? Don’t cry for me,… I learnt to fly today

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Aug 19, 2010

Aug 19, 2010 at 8:46 AM UTC

learning to fly

I’m on the edge of reason, precipice of despair All definitions blurred, nothing left to share My cliff crumbles before me, bits of life fall below My horizon dies beneath the sea, nowhere left to go Glance to yesterday, memories don’t ask why Only fear wants me to stay, existence waves goodbye Step a little closer, the breeze whispers in my ears Let the ocean waves drown away the tears Lean forwards, believe, believe you will fly If you have no life, you simply cannot die Spread your punctured arms out, float into the blue There’s no one reaching out who wants to try save you The cold of addiction drains away with the low tide Nature cleans over, the place the body died Do you think my cliff cared that I didn’t stay? Don’t cry for me,… I learnt to fly today

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dont play the player because ive already played this game. im one step ahead of you watching as you try to fool me again im the leader this time but im pretending your footsteps ahead im the player and your the fool but you think our roles are reversed and im going to fall for the same ol thing over and over again but in the end you'll be the one that hurts or feels stupid for beliveing everything just like i did i'll feel no remorse and i'll be the first and last to laugh at you while you hide away your shame you shouldve known me better to open that door again now lets wait and see whos crying at the end.

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Aug 18, 2010

Aug 18, 2010 at 9:02 PM UTC

name of the game

dont play the player because ive already played this game. im one step ahead of you watching as you try to fool me again im the leader this time but im pretending your footsteps ahead im the player and your the fool but you think our roles are reversed and im going to fall for the same ol thing over and over again but in the end you'll be the one that hurts or feels stupid for beliveing everything just like i did i'll feel no remorse and i'll be the first and last to laugh at you while you hide away your shame you shouldve known me better to open that door again now lets wait and see whos crying at the end.

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