
In the tomb of my memories
I lie stretched out like some limpering anusmachine
staring into itself for eternity, transfixed by machine eye
I wish there was a nicer way to say this
but there isn't -
memory defines our actions in life
we are prisoners to our past
and nailed to our fates
such as whimpering
such as being pathetic in public
such as drawing from the circuits the
treachery of turds descending
Morning ****
Oh the release.
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 10:11 AM UTC
One is an ape clothed in illusionary gold,
the other, apes with the pretensions of angels-
floating in the citadel of muses.
Both burn in the end,
both smother each other in the finality
of themselves.
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 9:58 AM UTC
Descending upon a barren desolate wasteland
a true zone of infinity
and depth one sees the crutch one
carries into the ocean of plenitude
and gluttons bearing torches
snigger under death breath
breath death
smoking cigarettes
in the carousal of fools.
The carnival of errors,
Life itself.
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 9:54 AM UTC
A mountain of flesh corroded wires burning
in an infinite black hole
a languid putrid stench amputation of self-
limbs digesting themselves
in a landscape of nothing,
nihilism the creed of kings
the death knell of the zero sum point;
praying to nothing
in the void of meaning
abstract nothing
noise on the television set
sick nurse
sick nun
putrid ***** on the mattress, wipe down
despair
blood running through the network stretched
the howl of the living machine child
crucified to the platitude of its own vision
sexless
borne of man, none, abortion
aborted fetus, burning bright with eyes of circuit green
dying, death, the finality of reason
It was never real,
Accept it.
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 9:39 AM UTC
I love you, they're the hardest words to say
but the easiest to engage in mind, sometimes.
Deeply flawed man I am,
drowning in my images
my escape from reality
well, sometimes, sometimes
face it head on;
I love the ways your hair soothes the storm,
within, blasting the wolf from it lair, your
hand softens my tense frame, this
pen shakes.
I love your flaws, they seal my wounds and I too
can help seal and heal yours.
There is no but here,
it's from the heart, so take it
eat, and let's dance amongst the stars
as sprits of the animal night,
eternally;
I know it's sentimental
I can't help the way the woods made me,
carved out of clay, stay a little longer
make me happy, this is the way, lay
down and hold my hand as I slip,
I will grip yours when you trip -
Back into the mire, into the murk, we shall be together, forever
in these woods, two wolves amongst the sheep, howling at the moon,
is it ever too soon?
I don't think so, no.
Show me your heart -
I can take away the pain.
As I wane, I wane away in my ivory
tower - craned neck to the stars
I love you, don't explain -
I love you Yulia
no if's or buts,
no refrain.
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 6:46 PM UTC
and I do too, my uncle
he gave me wings to dream on,
fed me when I needed feeding
not with food, no with dreams,
and for that I owe him everything.
That is why when he finally laid at his owl's rest
this owl wept, and saying goodbye, left
the final dream to rest.
Goodbye Uncle Bob, weaver of dreams,
and may a chorus of hooting owls
sing you to your last detail,
up there with the wise ones,
forever looking down -
with love.
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 12:58 AM UTC
When I'm happy a tornado of o's and 1's cascade
from my heart, a why-
an endless carousel of binary;
But to be happy should be enough,
in those moments when I freeze and smile
I should ask for no more than that,
that last little star in the background
before the lights go dim,
and extinguish everything.
Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 2:42 PM UTC
This is my soul;
Please treat it well,
The hells it has endured,
many
But none is equal to not
Having you here, with me - free
To swallow the snake,
Ride the snake,
that ancient lake baby.
Nods to the doors not withstanding,
I miss you love,
I miss you three.
I miss you
Free.
Your freedom, the freedom you offer me.
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 4:37 PM UTC
All this filth, all this murk
it's all coming from me - no one else to blame,
I believed in the woods once, could see the light
through the trees, but now it is all murk in the mottled forest;
The act is an act, the mask to hide
from the world, my hollow shell, a cocoon;
this convenient hideaway, measured tone, repressed
thought, whirlwinds of desire.
So you just run onward through the bones in the yard,
saying hi to the pristine porceline girls of *****
on the way, spinning and grinning
with jawed grimace, their faces sown
in poetic indifference,
and you want to remember
That, once you were something
pure.
till you were about ten years old -
sighing, carry on, knowing that your scars
are your best friends, mutter with them,
freeze the pain, don't drown it out, Believe,
because the greatest lie is that man is pure,
and life is not that long that you can ignore those smiles
that are ok with that, and laugh about it along with you, in words , stories, and poetry.
Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 9:39 PM UTC
He skulks around late at night, all hollow
innocence to swallow, beast within burns
his fire - demonic Dorian Gray, an infinity
of void, reflecting through mirrors of lead
The blood is the lifeforce of the words, it flows
it's the rhythm that keeps on flowing, crimson --
Lifeforce within, flowing, like rivers in some
******* babylon, baby, pregnancy of the earth boom boom
vampire bite, what a fright, burned eyes boo boo --
trapped in this zoo, man - caged beast, man.
Every man is a caged beast, controlled and
tied up, flawed creature, bashing head against the bars
and poets? They are the most flawed of all, dreaming of
escape, no hope, scraping the claws against the wall.
Red crimson lifeforce flows, big bang bachelors
drinking in noir nights, feeling the fright of the
big girls against the ceilings, their dreaming lips
which siren lust and *** screaming in the night
siren. Bountiful **** *******
Sirens of *** burning in the night, hemp smoking in
the corner, drink more, smoke more, **** more, feel more -
red - red - red - red
blood / blood / blood
Give it in, keep it burning in your veins, through the heart
that brain, it needs something to keep on ticking
like the grandfather clock, tick tock tick tock
feed your **** red crimson moon, find a girl
treat her right, be tight with the devine
that feline moma won't wait around forever
so don't expect her too, just treat her right
be tight, and hold her in the night, out of sight
nebula dreams with your love, sozzled right.
Wasted and burnt by your eyes.
Seal her red within with your tears of divinity
and bleed for her too when you need to.
Red, like the colour of a rose,
or at least the bleeding of a moon.
Bada bing, bada boosh.
Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 8:40 PM UTC