She told me I was too cute to be depressed,
After she kissed me not knowing she'll bring stress.
Now looking like a fool my mind says I'm a mess,
Yet slowly hoping that this is a test.
What the hell happened within four months time?
Was it an illusion that things were fine?
As I poured tears into every single line,
Poetry was the answer for the question of mine.
Born of two, given gifts from a king.
Born with a simple song I wish to sing.
Known to be blessed with one simple thing,
Yet my wish life has not yet bring.
I have learned a lot from her,
For problems she did try to stir.
She is no longer one I prefer
And I still I didn't meet her.
Jun 8, 2012
Jun 8, 2012 at 1:21 AM UTC
The choices I make
The countless mistakes
All of my actions
All for one purpose
For you to believe
I'll become a new me
Not for any of you
Or for those who asked
I do this just for me
To become someone better
Someone I may respect
For those to see it
Shall see the changes
From who I am now
Into the better me
May 25, 2012
May 25, 2012 at 11:27 AM UTC
As time goes on,
We tend to learn
That nothing lasts,
All will become pasts,
And life is temporary.
Some also tend to learn
Love is forever and just,
When you find the right
You each will then fight
And Hate is never the case
As time goes on,
I have learned a lot.
Life is unexpected,
Love is given as a gift
As patience is usually the key
What does it mean to me?
If time isn't with I
Or if love never touched my lips,
To never hold a loved one on her hips
And dance into the sunset.
May 25, 2012
May 25, 2012 at 11:16 AM UTC
Years
Many months
Every single day
I have been searching
For this very one person
Who can change my entire life
Will she ever appear to capture my heart?
May 11, 2012
May 11, 2012 at 6:00 AM UTC
True Beauty
Something that is not external,
But it's thy true self
That lies within.
May 9, 2012
May 9, 2012 at 12:43 PM UTC
The more I try to say it,
The more you say otherwise.
The more I deny it,
The more you push it on me.
I try to reassure you,
Yet you simply blow me off.
I can't ignore your words,
So they just eat me alive.
We are all friends,
Yet you make me feel low.
You make my words useless,
Yet I try to speak anyway.
May 8, 2012
May 8, 2012 at 8:04 AM UTC
Some of us want to be seen,
Others don't want to be known.
Those like me aim to make history,
Throughout our actions soon to be shown.
May 3, 2012
May 3, 2012 at 12:36 AM UTC
where is the honor in leaving
to go and never look back
to know that they are alone and hurt
to fight a battle all alone
where is your soul
what are you planning to do
knowing you let there life go
knowing they were your help
time and time again
you will here less Hoorah's
you will lose your back up
you won't have your team
the team you had is gone
they were all left behind
you hear of the victories
from other teams' battles
then listen to the story
listen to the fall of my team
we all died together
for we followed our special code
no one gets left behind!
May 2, 2012
May 2, 2012 at 4:09 PM UTC
what can you say about trust?
can you say that it is hard to come by
can you say that it is easy to do?
many people have difficulties with it
due to the past that they have
my problem with trust is that i love it
i tend to trust way too easily
no matter how much I've been hurt
i still choose to trust even more
for i hope i will never be hurt
hope that respect will always be there
that my secrets can stay secret
that my past doesn't leave their lips
but it's foolish to trust everyone
it's sad to be easily hurt again
to be sad at the fact i trusted them
then get disgusted at the site of my face
disgrace is the word in my heart
I must learn to trust them less
learn to trust my heart more
for not all friends are trustworthy
not all deserve my tears and trust
only my confidants can have as much
May 2, 2012
May 2, 2012 at 12:13 AM UTC
what does it mean to be lonely
is it based off of you having no one to love
or is it based off of your minds perception
is being lonely a curse
or is it merely something that is temporary
is to be lonely to be without love
or is it to be alone in order to learn
is this something we all must face
or is it something we choose to be
for me to be lonely can be a curse
it can also be something to learn by
i have yet to find one to love
i have yet learned my possible lesson
i am lonely until both of these are complete
so until then even with my friends
i must truly face this fact
that i must be alone and lonely
Apr 30, 2012
Apr 30, 2012 at 1:13 AM UTC