I'm at war with myself
Duck! and cover your head.
Don't get hit,
Save yourself
before you try to save me.
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 12:58 AM UTC
There's a light at the end of the tunnel
for if there wasn't
it would be a cave
and you would be stuck.
Aug 22, 2016
Aug 22, 2016 at 1:55 AM UTC
On the wall, right there,
Hang windows for all to see
Of past memories.
Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 8:35 PM UTC
I want to run away from me
To a magical land, somewhere safe.
Away from all the pain I cause
from the tears I force and the veins I...
I want to run away from here
from the thoughts I have that make me shake
and the fear that comes to take me deeper
into a hole I cannot feel the bottom of
but I lay in all the same.
Just let me run away from home
or rather,
let me run away from me.
But away from home first of all
so the wreckage is nothing I can see.
I cannot see the friends I leave
or tears I surely cause.
You see,
I know it's all my fault,
but I'll let them know
when I run
away from me.
Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 8:35 PM UTC
I know that people love me.
It's just that
the most important one.
Doesn't.
Aug 5, 2016
Aug 5, 2016 at 11:17 PM UTC
I don't know where
it stops
or
starts
starts. starts. starts.
Again.
And Again.
Writing TO DO list.
-Laundry
-Dishes
-Bills
**** Myself
And the pen
.
The hand hovers and the mind _____________
-Bills
-Kgul Mytyfw
-BILLS
-Sweep
-Mop
Jul 22, 2016
Jul 22, 2016 at 1:20 AM UTC
Waiting my turn in
----------------------------- line
for the golden star
from Self-Gratification.
Now to find the shortest aisle.
Jul 15, 2016
Jul 15, 2016 at 1:29 AM UTC
I never imagined
I never could have thought
After all this time
Of not talking
Of not seeing
One little look that one day
Would turn on the light
To your home
In my heart
May 15, 2016
May 15, 2016 at 1:40 AM UTC
and then i imagine
when i’m up and
you try to
talk me down
you have so much to live for
you don’t have to tell me that
i know my dreams and goals
the things i’ll never reach
your family loves you
i know they do
of course they do
and they’ll be crushed
you’re talking to a girl
holding on by a thread
crying the ugly cry
just about to try and fly
i’ve created scenes
sounded sirens
stopped the traffic
stepping over the railing
played it back
again
and
again
you have so much to live for
we can get you help
you aren’t alone
your family loves you
it’s nothing new
and something known
just go a little deeper
i don’t even want to do this
but i have to.
May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016 at 1:06 PM UTC
And for some odd reason she hasn't had her coffee
And for some strange reason
she's hanging upside down
And if for some little particle of time you see her right side up
Tell her hi for me and give her this little bitty cup
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 12:53 PM UTC