Even though my heart
Is black and blue
The only one who lost
The game- is you.
May 25, 2015
May 25, 2015 at 11:08 PM UTC
And I'll love you
From now until forever.
You always brought sunshine
To imperfect weather.
You will be my bestfriend
Until my heart stops its beat.
It breaks my soul to know
That we will never meet.
No words bring to life
The bond that we once had.
Knowing we can't speak
Makes me so much more than sad.
And if you took the time
To stop and say hello.
It'd mean the world to me
And turn my legs into Jello.
Because we were so much more than friends
Talking during all hours of the night.
But I guess I wasn't much to you
Seeing how you gave up this fight.
I miss you so much right now
And you're happy I guess.
You left with so many questions
Now I cannot express.
They said I found my one and only
True love to live my life.
But now I'm here, broken
And you're living without strife.
So to my everything
I hope you see this.
Know that I am sorry.
What I'd do for one more kiss...
Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 5:54 PM UTC
All I get are messages
"But please I've changed
Christina don't do this."
Don't you know that I hate you?
Everyone says go back.
**** that. **** you.
Get the **** out of my life.
Haven't you done enough damage?
I know your'e insane, but this is severe
Just please stop, you're
Kidding me right?
Leave me alone!
Man I thought you'd be cool.
Never would I have guessed this.
Overall this has been nothing but
Pain. Why don't you just
Quit?!
Repetition in your apologies
Show me you aren't sincere.
Take your memories and throw them
Under the train that already hit me.
Very seldom do I break down.
Well now I have no choice.
Xeroxes of my mothers picture that
You burned in an angry rage
Zip through my mind. **** you.
Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 5:45 PM UTC
I'm Homesick
For the life that almost was
But never will be.
Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 5:37 PM UTC
I just cant sleep
My mind is locked up
Let me drown these feelings
With just one more cup
My breath becomes ragged
Tears pour down my face
Please just let me get out of this place
I want nothing more
But your love and embrace
But i cant let myself beg
With another door in my face
And tomorrow the routine is back
Every word hitting my heart
With the sharp ***** of a tack
But i cant throw this away
Too much time has gone by
Too many secrets shared
I never should have said hi.
Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 3:59 AM UTC
Pristine silence here
Every sound above muffled
Cosmic beauty under water
The distorted crash
From a body jumping in
Crackles from splashes
A sudden tightness, burning
Sensation from the lungs
Goodbye beauty
Goodbye heaven
Burst through the surface
Gasp as you **** in air
Catch your breath
And sit on the bottom again
Back to beauty
Back to wonder
Once again amazed
Wishing
Hoping
Dreaming
That you could stay forever.
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 12:43 AM UTC
Its days like these
That i wonder why
Girls are waiting
For that special guy.
They call him their prince
Because their king
Has been there since
Birth.
Their fathers are kings,
Waiting for them to grow
Waiting for them to realize these things
Their kings know.
Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 5:25 PM UTC
These words you left for me
Have taken my breath away
Even though you have left
I have you with me every day.
It took so long to realize
All of it wasn't my fault
The chance to look into your eyes
Is something I've always sought
When I read the words you've left me
I see you sitting there
Writing, crying
Brushing away your hair.
You debate to send it over
Worrying if ill cry
Awaiting my response
The days pass by and by
But what you'll never know
Is I never got your letters
I was never ready for you to go
But for now I guess its how things are
I'll find out where you are
Through ever cut, scrape and scar.
Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 3:52 AM UTC
Dont you hate it
When you have the perfect
Poem in your head
Then its lost forever
Gone, dead
Merely a memory about
street lights and fog
Then you're there without
A little piece for your blog.
I had the perfect poem
Tucked away inside my head
Something about smoke
Or laying in bed
That poem couldve been it
Could've made my career
But now I guess
I'll have to deal with being here.
Next time ill have a pen
Or somewhere to put my thoughts
But for now ill remember the poem
That I have forgot.
Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 3:40 AM UTC
Another year
Has come and gone
Some have gotten weak
And some strong
Time flew by
Things have changed
I've gotten high
On life (maybe)
Dec 31, 2013
Dec 31, 2013 at 2:16 AM UTC