march 26, 2019
despite all my cracks,
i still put on my mask
Hide the flames churning inside
Hide the flood of tears in (crossed out: your) my eyes
Hide the rocks weighing down
my
soul.
Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 2:39 PM UTC
i'm embarrassed
of all the people reading my life
and passing through
no comment, no like
just watching
Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 2:32 PM UTC
watching as time goes by
on the bleachers
waiting for the game to end
cheers and shouts
my distanced gaze is different from all the rest
meaningless numbers are shown on the board
only cheap thrills
temporarily balancing your thoughts
until it doesn't work
Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 2:31 PM UTC
What are these voices in my head
that keep telling me I'm worthless?
They say it with a smile
as my happiness dissolves.
Maybe I'm crazy, maybe it's just me, but I feel like my brain isn't ******* on right.
Aug 11, 2019
Aug 11, 2019 at 8:38 PM UTC
I wish I could feel your soft pale skin against me
I wish I could run my fingers through your hair
I wish I could comfort you
at your worst moments.
I love your sweet smile
I love the way your so beautiful I can't capture it on paper
I love you
more than anyone could ever love you.
I want to hug you for hours on end, never letting go
I want you to tell me everything is going to be okay
I want to kiss you
by the lockers.
I need to know when you're hurt
I need to know when you need me to come and save you
I need to know why
we love the way we do.
I know it's wrong
I know these feelings might not last
I know it's just young love,
but want to kiss you.
I guess it's stupid
I guess it's dumb
I guess I'm going to regret sending this to you later...
but I just need to tell you one way or another how much I love you.
I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I'D TRADE THE ******* WORLD FOR YOU.
I KNOW WE'VE BEEN JUST BEST FRIENDS FOR WHO KNOWS HOW LONG, BUT I REALLY WANT TO TAKE IT TO THE NEXT LEVEL. I REALLY LOVE YOU.
LIKE, I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU.
PLEASE ACCEPT.
Aug 5, 2019
Aug 5, 2019 at 2:37 PM UTC
I'm sorry, mommy.
You told me you loved me. For the first time in years. You were tucking me in bed with tears stinging your eyes.
I stared back, looking at the ugly wrinkles lining your face.
"Well...I don't!"
I turned away, staring at the plain white wall.
You shouldn't have seen my wounds.
Aug 4, 2019
Aug 4, 2019 at 2:28 PM UTC
You waited for me
And I failed to come
I deserve to be forgotten in this dusty hole
Because of what I've done
Jul 22, 2019
Jul 22, 2019 at 8:41 PM UTC
They just think that she is a little strange
They can't see the thoughts or feelings inside her head
And if they saw,
They would weep
For the pain inside her
is so terrible
her is me
Apr 3, 2019
Apr 3, 2019 at 7:00 PM UTC
your tears are like ice burning into flesh
each tiny droplet is a memory
a memory that you've stashed deep in your soul
and every single time these tears spill
it leaves a rough imprint on you
like those scars tracing your arms
into your veins
to your heart
pumping screams and shouts
to your soul
Apr 1, 2019
Apr 1, 2019 at 7:50 PM UTC
the old radio is broken again
wish we never bought it
time to beat it
and beat it
until it plays songs like a normal radio should
who even cares about an old and broken radio?
Apr 1, 2019
Apr 1, 2019 at 7:26 PM UTC