chloe-b - Hello Poetry

I am who I am because of my drunken word “no” and his hands. I am who I am because they tell me I will never be good enough. I am who I am because when I watched her bleed in the hospital I told myself that this is not how I wanted to die.

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Nov 5, 2018

Nov 5, 2018 at 12:43 AM UTC

Me

I am who I am because of my drunken word “no” and his hands. I am who I am because they tell me I will never be good enough. I am who I am because when I watched her bleed in the hospital I told myself that this is not how I wanted to die.

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I miss you

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Sep 4, 2018

Sep 4, 2018 at 6:46 PM UTC

I was never warned about the beautiful girl I would one day meet. I wish I knew that she would sweep my off my feet. Her smile her eyes everything feels so right. Whether she is my soulmate as a lover or friend. I want her in my life forever.

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Aug 19, 2018

Aug 19, 2018 at 9:37 PM UTC

J-1

I was never warned about the beautiful girl I would one day meet. I wish I knew that she would sweep my off my feet. Her smile her eyes everything feels so right. Whether she is my soulmate as a lover or friend. I want her in my life forever.

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Open my eyes and I only see lies; Open my eyes in the morning, where are the butterflies? Open my eyes and I only see light; Open my eyes in the night, where did the day go?

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Mar 20, 2018

Mar 20, 2018 at 8:54 PM UTC

Open Eyes

Open my eyes and I only see lies; Open my eyes in the morning, where are the butterflies? Open my eyes and I only see light; Open my eyes in the night, where did the day go?

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I'm your ***** little secret You talk to me as if I still mean something In person you barley throw me as much as a glance One would never know how I touched you How you told me that I was special How you kissed my body One would never know how you left me alone All by myself to walk back to my car in the dark You wanted to be with your friends partying You never really cared for me anyway

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Mar 17, 2018

Mar 17, 2018 at 8:37 PM UTC

Hidden

I'm your ***** little secret You talk to me as if I still mean something In person you barley throw me as much as a glance One would never know how I touched you How you told me that I was special How you kissed my body One would never know how you left me alone All by myself to walk back to my car in the dark You wanted to be with your friends partying You never really cared for me anyway

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I see his face every night before I go to bed. That’s why I’m so tired. I can’t sleep because the nightmares make me toss and turn. I just want it to go away; I want my memory erased.

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Feb 14, 2018

Feb 14, 2018 at 9:41 PM UTC

Me Too

I see his face every night before I go to bed. That’s why I’m so tired. I can’t sleep because the nightmares make me toss and turn. I just want it to go away; I want my memory erased.

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When you told me it was over I still had hope I had no idea that it was the end of something that just got started When you told me it was over I felt my stomach cave in I felt a sword slide through my chest When you told me it was over I cried I collapsed as I read a text message where you said why It took months to recover from your electronic words Finally today I have erased you from my life No longer do I hold onto the words that you have said How you loved my eyes and that we should lay together in bed You said that you felt warm, calm and safe when you were in my arms So why did you ever leave them and go out into the scary world Why did you go and hurt me just because you were hurting Yes put yourself first, but there are nicer ways to say goodbye Cold glances from across a room of silence was all I got But today I burned the house you build in my head I tore it to shreds You took how good I was to you for granted Buying you random gifts and opening the car door Just know you might never find someone like me again Someone who would only ever support you and hold your hand All I wanted to ever do was hold your ******* hand Was it that hard to believe that someone could love you Was it hard because you are so broken I was the glue, but you didn’t know that I was strong enough to hold you together All I ever wanted was for you to open up And all you ever did was shut me down and close me up Out of order Out of service When I got very sick you weren’t there When you were upset I was always there You claim to be so caring, but it’s all in your head You don’t know the first thing about love and what a shame I said If you did you would have noticed the scars on my arms And the bruises all over my body You would have seen how my smile fades so quick And heard all the fake laughs All you cared about was yourself So thank you for leaving me I hope you get better soon I hope you learn to treat your next girlfriend with love and respect

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Jan 29, 2018

Jan 29, 2018 at 11:13 PM UTC

Closure of a Closed Door

When you told me it was over I still had hope I had no idea that it was the end of something that just got started When you told me it was over I felt my stomach cave in I felt a sword slide through my chest When you told me it was over I cried I collapsed as I read a text message where you said why It took months to recover from your electronic words Finally today I have erased you from my life No longer do I hold onto the words that you have said How you loved my eyes and that we should lay together in bed You said that you felt warm, calm and safe when you were in my arms So why did you ever leave them and go out into the scary world Why did you go and hurt me just because you were hurting Yes put yourself first, but there are nicer ways to say goodbye Cold glances from across a room of silence was all I got But today I burned the house you build in my head I tore it to shreds You took how good I was to you for granted Buying you random gifts and opening the car door Just know you might never find someone like me again Someone who would only ever support you and hold your hand All I wanted to ever do was hold your ******* hand Was it that hard to believe that someone could love you Was it hard because you are so broken I was the glue, but you didn’t know that I was strong enough to hold you together All I ever wanted was for you to open up And all you ever did was shut me down and close me up Out of order Out of service When I got very sick you weren’t there When you were upset I was always there You claim to be so caring, but it’s all in your head You don’t know the first thing about love and what a shame I said If you did you would have noticed the scars on my arms And the bruises all over my body You would have seen how my smile fades so quick And heard all the fake laughs All you cared about was yourself So thank you for leaving me I hope you get better soon I hope you learn to treat your next girlfriend with love and respect

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When I lay in my bed the first thought in my head is, "I wish I was dead." Trust me you are better off without a crazy girl that has lost control of everything she knows. My dead weight slowly sinks farther and farther down in the sea. Where the bottom is just out of reach. I can no longer see, for I have fallen blind. Lost consciousness, nowhere to go. Slowly spiraling out of control.

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Oct 12, 2017

Oct 12, 2017 at 12:19 AM UTC

me_1

When I lay in my bed the first thought in my head is, "I wish I was dead." Trust me you are better off without a crazy girl that has lost control of everything she knows. My dead weight slowly sinks farther and farther down in the sea. Where the bottom is just out of reach. I can no longer see, for I have fallen blind. Lost consciousness, nowhere to go. Slowly spiraling out of control.

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and I can't stop seeing you in my dreams every night you walk into my head I dont know how to make you leave so sad will be the day but you already forgotten me so why can't I forget you too

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Oct 1, 2017

Oct 1, 2017 at 10:35 PM UTC

her_12

and I can't stop seeing you in my dreams every night you walk into my head I dont know how to make you leave so sad will be the day but you already forgotten me so why can't I forget you too

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She was the sun and I was the moon I tried my best to keep up but she kept on moving She didn't have a moment to stop and breathe I chased after her trying to catch a glimpse of her beauty She stumbled but always pushed forward I followed her running around the Earth She didn't have a moment to stop I fell in love with her and with the chase

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Sep 4, 2017

Sep 4, 2017 at 9:51 PM UTC

her_#11

She was the sun and I was the moon I tried my best to keep up but she kept on moving She didn't have a moment to stop and breathe I chased after her trying to catch a glimpse of her beauty She stumbled but always pushed forward I followed her running around the Earth She didn't have a moment to stop I fell in love with her and with the chase

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