In my head I’m still 18
I feel young and immature
But I’m also reminded daily
That is not the case
Where did the time go?
How did I get 5 years older?
The world keeps moving forward
But I want to stay in place
Just a little longer
Jun 13, 2021
Jun 13, 2021 at 1:23 AM UTC
Take me somewhere
Anywhere
I’m sure it’s better
Than this dump
Called my mind
I want to be free
from thoughts
That keep me up at night
From daily responsibilities
That occupy me
Sometimes I wish
I wasn’t selfless
Considerate and obedient
Maybe then I could
“Let loose” and fulfil
My heart’s desires
Jul 9, 2020
Jul 9, 2020 at 8:58 PM UTC
Let’s be strangers not friends
That way we don’t have to be intimate
That way we won’t worry about betrayal
That way we won’t have expectations
And won’t face disappointment
There’ll be no commitments
And no reason to be loyal
If we become friends we’ll get hurt
Imagine if we go further
So let’s be strangers, no intros necessary
Apr 28, 2020
Apr 28, 2020 at 3:55 AM UTC
I gave you power over me
You never knew you possessed
An unintentional gift I would say
You controlled my emotions
But you had no idea
I’m taking back that power
To get back in control
I can’t call it a gift
If you didn’t receive it
Feb 29, 2020
Feb 29, 2020 at 11:41 AM UTC
I could no longer
See you in reality
But I could see you
In my dreams
I had another one last night
It seemed so real
But I knew it wasn’t
You promised me it was real
Like a fool, I believed you
I found out you lied
When I opened my eyes
Aug 29, 2019
Aug 29, 2019 at 12:18 PM UTC
I’m thinking back to the past
I’m retracing my steps
Figuring out what happened last
How everything went downhill
Was it something I said or didn’t say
Was it something I did or didn’t do
Was it something I should have noticed
But was blind to
Things took a tragic turn
We were driving straight
But made an unplanned turn
There’s no way to get back on track
Still trying to figure out why we made that turn
Where did I ever go wrong
I’ve been in the darkness
Just trying to see the light
What should I have said
What should I have done
Where should I have gone
Where did I ever go wrong
Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 6:17 PM UTC
She was living strong
On the outside
But she was broken
On the inside
He was trying to heal her
From the outside
That way she would change
From the inside
Her soul was broken into fragments
On the inside
It began to reflect
On the outside
Trying to heal her broke him
On the inside
Now he’s trying to be happy
On the outside
They will gather the fragments
Of their souls
Put them back together
And become whole again
Aug 14, 2019
Aug 14, 2019 at 11:19 PM UTC
The chair I sat in, broken
The glass I drank from, broken
The light bulb in my room, broken
The window I look through, broken
The mirror with my reflection, broken
The wall I had up, broken
Now my heart, in pieces
Because of promises you couldn’t keep
I wanted to keep having faith
But I should have known when to stop
Now my heart is broken
Just like the promises you made
Aug 14, 2019
Aug 14, 2019 at 11:13 PM UTC