chaz-merger
American
I am new to writing. Most of the pieces written were from a very dark time in my life. I cant understand if you do not like any of it. Frankly its not on here for you. Its just here for expression. However, thank you for taking the time to actually read it. For that, I do appreciate it.
your kiss is my sin
your touch is my release
our bare skin together as one
love and lust
a vicious combination
the two of us together
baby let us be
let our bodies run wild
let our emotions run free
be mine baby
be mine
Aug 21, 2011
Aug 21, 2011 at 3:07 AM UTC
Stepping away from the edge of sanity I leave from that thin line
Which side did I venture from? Which side did I venture to?
My heart races as my thoughts creep in
Thoughts of a dark desolate place that I try so hard to bury
Continuously they sneak up on me time and time again
There is no use to suppress these tormenting images that cloud my head
Yet I believe it is time to break free from the shackles of my void of a mind
This vortex of darkness has plagued me for too long
Reality and my dreams have become clouded with doubt
For I cannot determine the difference between what is real and what is not
It is time to take control of my own mind
Save me from myself
No longer shall I let my past haunt my dreams
Haunt my reality
It is time to let go of the burden that I have created for myself
The past is behind me now, time to let go
That is not who I am, that is not what I am to become of
There is hope for salvation in my mind
Not from “god”, but from myself
From the void
Aug 13, 2011
Aug 13, 2011 at 1:13 AM UTC
A void abandoned, but not alone.
Followed but not leading.
On a journey to nothing and coming from nowhere.
Many people in contact.
But only my thoughts for company.
Yet my company is wearing thin.
Aug 11, 2011
Aug 11, 2011 at 11:42 PM UTC
That's all this is, my thoughts from my mind by this pen onto paper. Not one of these words will matter a bit to anyone but me. My mind is racing through my brain. What is it that i write about? The funny thing is I don't even know for myself. Its a void filled with not one legible piece of trash. Scraps basically. Malevolence, violence, hatred, it fuels the fire inside my veins. So full of rage I must find an escape. Drugs are of no use any more to ease the fury, and death is to easy of an escape. No one yet has any idea of this sickness, this plague. I'm sure if you're still reading you don't even understand. Someday everyone will. Everyone shall succumb to its call, its cry out for release. But all in all, these are just some of the scraps that clutters my brain. Filling my void of nothing, of no one.
Aug 11, 2011
Aug 11, 2011 at 11:39 PM UTC
Cant shake the vicious thoughts my mind procures.
Death, misery, vengeance.
The stench of blood fills the air.
Loss of control, my mind murders for me,
Aug 11, 2011
Aug 11, 2011 at 11:27 PM UTC
Why does it seem like everything is coming down around me?
Why does it seem like I'm the one to break the fall?
No excuse for action, severed from a world that's grey.
Everything so paranoid, don't know where I've been for days.
Some people lie to find out, so they pick and choose.
Some people just don't like the truth.
Aug 11, 2011
Aug 11, 2011 at 11:21 PM UTC
The structure of lies you've built around you,
Forged with your words of deceit.
They shall be the tomb to surround your grave.
Your words will not protect you now,
For they shall be the judge and jury.
Your torment is beginning.
To be left entombed, you, your mind, and a void of nothing.
Desolate and alone.
Aug 11, 2011
Aug 11, 2011 at 11:14 PM UTC