Do you mind if i hold your hand?
Do you mind if i hold you?
For a split second..
Do you mind if i just sit here and let everything else fade as i watch your lips?
Do you mind if i call you mine?
Do you mind if i just stare in anticipation, excitement and admiration of you.
The way your strong heart pulses and the way the your eyes sparkle.
YOU.
Yes, you.
Nov 20, 2015
Nov 20, 2015 at 3:40 PM UTC
I have waited for
seconds...
minutes...
hours...
days...
months...
years...
Just for you...
It didn't matter if the sun wasn't shining
Or that i was dying daily
Just to wait
Wait for you
But then I found u
And then I realized why
why second turned into minutes ..
why minutes turned into hours..
why days turned into months..
why months turned years
Because all of those time fragments were adding up to waiting to spend the rest of my life with u
God, it was worth the wait ..
And now..
I realize why they say "good things come to those who wait"
Because u are great, u are magnificent.
you are the matching set to me and my heartbeat
Everything that is YOU is marvelous
Babe, you fill me and spell me with your words flowing through your fingertips
Babe, you guide me with every word that drips like the sweetest honey from your lips
Leaving me to wait daily for more..
Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 3:35 PM UTC
U TEXTED ME : "Hey.."
out of all things to text me
What about a pathetic apology..
It wouldn't even have to be heartfelt
Just as long as i heard it
Just maybe i could've pretended to feel it..just like u did
I would've taken that over "Hey.."
But i didn't get a chance..
Again
Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 3:22 PM UTC
I wish sometimes that it would all go as planned
That I'd never fall for you again
That i would be shown as much effort as i give
I wish that you would stop being so barren
I wish that u would tell me, when, where, how to fix it
Because this ..
Whatever this is ..
Its driving me insane ..
To the point where worrying about u instead of me is normal
To the point where talking to u is like dragging a nail against a chalkboard
It becomes painful and obsolete
So ..
I'm ignoring u at the moment
Because even though i care..actually a hell of a lot more than you do..
I can't become obsolete too..
Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 3:16 PM UTC
For so long
Making excuses
Never knew that i could be independent
But i am
Or at least i' d like to think i am
But ready or not
I'm ready
Oct 22, 2015
Oct 22, 2015 at 3:41 PM UTC
If loving you was optional, I would've given it all up a long time ago.
Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 3:27 PM UTC
You asked me not to lie.
You said you wanted "truth"
But it wasn't my truth
You wanted a crippled version of "truth"
The kind of words that you imagined
The ones that you were "ready" for
So when I went to tell you my truth
I automatically became the liar.
I'm still waiting for some one to accept the truth!
My truth
The words that flow from my spirit, through my soul and out of my lips
And they'll love me the same or even more
Because telling the truth doesn't come in one way
It's some one's own version of a situation or moment
It's about there feelings inside of their morals
So share your truth and i shall share mine
And they dance together in the value of harmony
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 3:32 PM UTC
Body sore
Breathe hitched
Falling deeper and deeper
Into the darkness
Of whatever there is to fall into
Because it happened
I'm bleeding
From what?
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 3:25 PM UTC
Before the cool runs out and time stands still
I still feel things
So many things
The roar of thunder vibrates my body
Rain still makes me happy for some strange reason
I feel it in my feet
And yes, I still have have bottomless anger
My thoughts will forever spew out randomly
Bending over backwards just so that my breath can just fog the glass
Aiming to cause some kind of hectic light heartedness
Never have i Ever..
Never have i ever tried to make it swell
Never have i ever tried to pull my self too far
But i drown anyways
Never have i ever cared
But you bet i felt every part of it
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 3:19 PM UTC
Being in the line of fire, all by yourself is not pleasant
It is not fun. Or liberating.
It is tragic.
You are the beginning, middle, and end to your own story.
There is no "pause" button friend
Just a flood of eternity where you go from heaven to hell in the matter of minutes and sometimes seconds
But no regrets...because you DID want to be alone ,right?
You did want be alone with yourself
Because everyone else was a resounding noise
Or maybe a crowded background of space
and ...
Everyone was completely and totally irrelevant.
Even the people who needed more help than you did
People that had actual life -threatening problems
When you grunted about having too -warm coffee
and about not having a phone charger
But it was great while it lasted.
THE SPOTLIGHT
Now the lights fade and you're the only one.
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 3:43 PM UTC
