
In the corner of a curved ally sat a man with weathered hands and a guarded frame.
Beside him, a black dog rose as I neared, echoing the man’s hungry smile
Orange obdurate eyes tracked me footstep by footstep.
My pulse quickened and my feet surged me forward
Eyes front, I did not stop to look back
Not because I believed all dogs to be inherently vicious
But because I knew that dogs
-like men-
could be made into monsters.
. ~ .
When I ask myself if it’s worth it to slow and take the chance
The answer is always no.
Jul 6, 2016
Jul 6, 2016 at 10:47 AM UTC
She and I were like stripped broken wires
When you twisted us together
We shot sparks from raw ends
~.~
I'm sorry you were always the one to get burned
Jun 16, 2016
Jun 16, 2016 at 1:09 PM UTC
do not misunderstand
I am not trying to claim the cliche
That time heals all wounds
Because it doesn't
It only puts out the fire
So that you can learn to heal them yourself.
May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 11:59 PM UTC
26 hours ago
My friend told me she was waiting
“Life” she said
“Never seems to calm down,
And I’m waiting, just waiting, for it to just even out”
I looked at her and I stopped
It was like those words had opened something in me
And some wild wisdom poured into my brain
Something I had never before understood
“Honey” I said “Life is never going to even out,
Life is a series of ups and downs
And you and I just have to get better at riding the waves"
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 2:47 PM UTC
My healing began
Six months into my recovery
When I tattooed a monarch on my arm
And tried to ignore the irony
That what I had chosen to protect myself
Was something so laughably fragile
But what people don't understand
Is that monarchs are migrational
They may only live six months
But they travel over 3,000 miles
All the way from Canada to Mexico
And back again
They see more in those six months of life
Then most humans do in a lifetime
They live
So maybe my butterfly
Wasn't about protection at all
Maybe it was just my decision to live.
Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 10:29 AM UTC
I curl up in March 21st
Like a renegade lost at sea
finally reaching the shore
Some days it had felt
Like the waves would never stop
Like they would always be
Crashing over me
Again and again
Until I ceased to get back up
Others were calm
Numbly floating in the currents
Letting the ocean take me
Too tired to fight
And every day
I thought about it
And every day
I think about it
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 12:12 PM UTC
I have become one with the Sea
the waves my brothers, my sisters
and the Moon my guiding light
She puts air into our lungs
and we breathe together
in and out
creating tides,
creating life
Nov 24, 2015
Nov 24, 2015 at 12:42 PM UTC
But I am made of circles
And you are made of squares
And maybe we were never meant
to fit together
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 10:03 AM UTC
My stomach, my heart, my mind
are all lost in a sea of maybes, of what ifs
And the possibilities swirl around me
as butterflies erupt from my ribcage
and flowers take their place.
Everything needs roots to grow
but you are not roots
barely even a seed
yet there you are, my barely seed
settling somewhere in the earth of my soul
keeping me lost in this sea
dancing with chances
flirting with unformed ideas.
There is something in me
that urges me to shore
yet here I stay swimming
holding on to something
some way, some why
holding onto the thought
that I think you might be my maybe
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 9:51 AM UTC
Perhaps the sun-kissed wanderings of an Old Fool
will reach us the way the Summer Wind does
Touching our souls
and stealing away the Lovers kiss
which while playful and passionate
holds no grounds in reality
but is born and settled
in those fleeting emotions
made giddy by sunlight and time off
His travels ramble the way their love does
there is no purpose, no destination
only the right now
and perhaps these Young Summer Lovers
This Timeless Old Fool
are meant to teach us something
about the right now
about life and moments and destinations
before we are all wrapped up
and swept away by the Summer Wind
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 9:50 AM UTC