and my head pounds
my tears run
my body shakes
my words stumble
my mind races
my chest aches
my ***** spills
my wrists burn
my blood pours
and yet, you still think of me this way.
Dec 26, 2025
Dec 26, 2025 at 8:32 PM UTC
1. when i get my way
2. horrible decisions
3. people that hurt me
4. bad music
5. stupid films
Dec 21, 2025
Dec 21, 2025 at 9:22 PM UTC
i wake up with a nothingness on my face
i eat with a nothingness of my face
i go to school with a nothingness on my face
i go to classes with a nothingness on my face
i talk to my friends with a smile on my face
i eat with a nothingness on my face
i head back to classes with a nothingness on my face
i go home with a nothingness on my face
i spend my free time with a nothingness on my face
i practice my clarinet with a nothingness on my face
i eat with a nothingness on my face
i shower with a nothingness on my face
i fall into slumber with a nothingness on my face
i accept this routine with a nothingness on my face
Dec 21, 2025
Dec 21, 2025 at 9:01 PM UTC
you know we're done now
goodbye really means the end
and all the time we were willing to spend
it didn't really feel like ours anyways
i'm aware of our conclusion
we've both reached the finish line, sorrowful
our sweet relationship has taken it's toll
yet knowing you was greater than anything
i keep writing about you and our time
like some sick ****** an absolutely freak
i sometimes miss when the time was peak
i just knew it wouldn't last long
what you scarred me with will forever stay here
Dec 11, 2025
Dec 11, 2025 at 9:30 PM UTC
i've given everything i could
i wait for you to come back, it's not like you would
i choose not to move on, even though i should
the one person that left, made me feel understood.
Oct 15, 2025
Oct 15, 2025 at 5:16 PM UTC
what am i waiting for
that silly "something" to appear when it won't?
Sep 24, 2025
Sep 24, 2025 at 11:14 PM UTC
i hate being the one
you can no longer run to
hold me tight and grasp me firmly
such warmth felt so exciting
i hate being the one
you can no longer talk to
your jaw aching and tongue going numb
your voice was so surreal
i hate being the one
you can no longer cry to
pour your feelings out to me with deep trust
i miss being your aid for anything and everything
i hate being the one
you can no longer have hope in
every obstacle was just a piece of cake
i guess you didn't need me after all
i hate being the one
you no longer wish to love
every since that fateful, haunting sunday afternoon
the everything in me expired.
Sep 17, 2025
Sep 17, 2025 at 7:47 PM UTC
why do you attempt to save me,
when i have nothing else better to do than cry
so please, for the love of everything
let me die
all of these cold, heavy feelings
they're too much to bear, too much to hide
please, don't ask about them
just let me die
i loved every little name you gave me
everything you did, yet it was all a lie
don't try to comfort me now
let me rest, let me die
i did everything i could to keep you
everything i could to help myself stay alive
it's too much for me now, it's too much pain
with a goodbye, i beg for you to let me die.
Sep 15, 2025
Sep 15, 2025 at 9:30 PM UTC
slumber
oh how i wish to paint it golden
let me find peace in nothingness
find the missing amity i'm desperate for
slumber
always weeping without it
please come to me soon
i might go mad, keep me from going lunatic
slumber
i slowly fall into your arms
i trust you more than anything else
don't let me lose my wings when i hold your hand
slumber
you hold me even more tight than before
my bones numb and skin blue
quite the hostage, isn't it?
slumber
you ripped my wings off and took me under yours
it felt so much better, goodbye sweet joy
i now am dependent on something that worsens me, but i believe it's for the better.
Sep 11, 2025
Sep 11, 2025 at 8:34 AM UTC