It isn't the keys or the bottlecaps
adorned with some image of a deity, that makes me stumble.
Just this month.
Enough.
I've told you all there is to tell
back in place, the lovers helm,
a sickly visage of diner's guilt.
Just this once.
A front.
It isn't carrying things, or the weight I drag about
it's a wonder wheel of intent and purpose doubt.
you've told all there is to hide
back a step, the liar's guise,
an enfeebled glance that misguides
May 7, 2022
May 7, 2022 at 4:51 AM UTC
Enveloped in rapturous craze
Sweaty soul, gainless days
There we were again
like things had never changed.
Some old Soul Song plays
Grasp your wrist and fall into stasis
Because I couldn't please you, not then
But I still want to dance with you
Perhaps romance is not lost on us.
Wind down and tell me a funny story
There was one about your sisters folly
We go ahead and fall short of transparency
I idle along, expectantly
This can't be the end of you and me
as much as it needs to be.
Apr 21, 2022
Apr 21, 2022 at 5:13 AM UTC
Verse:
Head case, ending the story
color bleed head flip astronomy
frantic fantasy: a question
Pre Chorus:
Would the notes that were gifted mean anything?
Chorus:
I'd let you know that I love you, that I was sincere in my appreciation.
and if I collapse suddenly, I'm sure it's imminent sentimentality.
Well! Ok!
My guts are worn and ripped, my stomach drunk and stiff
Keep those thoughts to yourself, to yourself. (X2)
Mar 18, 2022
Mar 18, 2022 at 4:50 AM UTC
Someplace far North
there is prickly rain pouring.
Within a valley,
a sun soaked memory,
and warmth no longer lingering.
For these are the days I spend,
Gather and taste the endless ad nauseam.
Routine is ****** boring and nuclear
Twilight lust ****** soaring and unclear.
The silver lining in-between,
the ceremonial guillotine.
My head comes off clean with wonderous efficiency.
Feb 24, 2022
Feb 24, 2022 at 4:00 AM UTC
An entrance thief who gathers entry fees
Well unknown and shockingly clean.
Price gouge the lovely deep
Whole of anti anniversary.
Hip strut, floral shift
One swift reminder
Of how I'm not over this.
Good guys, stand up kids
Finishing last, and worshiping carelessness.
Jan 25, 2022
Jan 25, 2022 at 2:04 AM UTC
Thumb split, encroaching dead skin
Text message architect, you included
a memory within.
Imagery drought **** love eyes
emoji stressed forlorn insect thighs.
now without a doubt, you grasp on to
my worrisome tide full self
Indigo, doesn't know where to go, when blue is left to its initiation show.
Numb drift, welcoming dead thin
Draft notations, all intrusive
a daydream within.
Jan 25, 2022
Jan 25, 2022 at 1:38 AM UTC
Often I can't explain how it happens
How I get choked up at the initial glance we share, most days.
And yes, it's early, a morning happenstance. Too early to classify as pretense. This is my vulnerability bleeding through your loveliness.
Grabbing me close, no signs of release, a craned neck with silver chain, worn and cheap.
Scented flower child reaching to breathe, a thrift store tee shirt, sleep sized, you lent to me.
I don't want to die tonight, the tyranny of my dreams say otherwise.
At least we have December.
Coal mask breathing technique, the most uniform and unmatched fashion.
i just don't know what I'm-a-gonna do. if i dont find a cure for the january blues.
Jan 21, 2022
Jan 21, 2022 at 1:02 AM UTC
Wander through a dim and hollering room
this length of blaring and vital youth.
They aren't people tonight, they are wolves
hiding fangs behind masks that drool.
and all about them a feeling of depraved deception
insidious heat permeates the space and it seeps into my feet as I make my way across the hollering room.
And just at the moment I feel I've made a mistake, that I should not be here, that I do not belong, that a strange and imminent fate is afoot there is a
pause
all else is shrouded amongst the noise and haste and a solitary single angel enters my line of sight. If important things are so hard to say how can we not help but to get them out?
And is it true that things like this always happen for a reason?
Some questions I ask myself.
And I never got to hold your hair back when you became sick
I just held you there in a windswept freeze, ocean midnight breeze.
She smells like sunlight and blossoming summer flowers
and I want to be there. Right now, I just want to be there, far away from the hollering room.
Dec 20, 2021
Dec 20, 2021 at 1:45 AM UTC
and so you fell away introspectively
a cough and a cold shoulder
forehead press, and no kiss.
going forward half sincerely
the wet and one note weather
bed head stunned, enter no forgiveness.
Oct 22, 2021
Oct 22, 2021 at 12:51 AM UTC
Shadow deer incoming
upon azure hue sight
backmask their beauty fast
Oh, I know! the one about the empty myth?
we heard that one two weeks past.
Temezcal withdrawn
Mauve cycle, crass.
You've told me a thousand times
To hell with empathy tax.
Oct 10, 2021
Oct 10, 2021 at 4:23 AM UTC
