I have now encountered my death
Im not actually dead
but everything inside of me is
Feb 12, 2020
Feb 12, 2020 at 1:05 PM UTC
I was happy all the all the time
because this boy was mine
now im sad because the boy is gone
he never loved me all
Feb 10, 2020
Feb 10, 2020 at 5:21 PM UTC
is there someone else who cries all night
or is it just me
is there someone else who could right a book of all their insecurties but couldnt make a page of things they like about themselves
or is it just me
is there anyone who doesn't wanna live but is too scared to die
or is it just me
Feb 6, 2020
Feb 6, 2020 at 10:20 PM UTC
my happiness
where are you
my will to live
where are you
a good life
where are you
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 12:34 AM UTC
im sad
but i smile
im not okay
but ill pretend to be for a little while
Jan 20, 2020
Jan 20, 2020 at 12:02 AM UTC
He say sorry
i said apology not accepted
he says sorry
i said apology rejected
cause is sorry isnt sorry in his mind
he'll still hit me time after time
so i know sorry is just a lie
when he says sorry he doesn't mean it
he just wants to make sure i keep his cruelty a secret
Jan 3, 2020
Jan 3, 2020 at 6:42 PM UTC
tools are used to fix things
but this tool has broken me
more specifically the man who hit me with this tool has broken me
over and over again
my mind keeps replaying it
the silver metal surface
the pain that had tears streaming Down my face
the bruises it left
Dec 31, 2019
Dec 31, 2019 at 12:10 AM UTC
with one blow I´m falling to the ground
but he forces me to stand back up
and hits me again
i fall to the ground
and the cycle repeats
Dec 18, 2019
Dec 18, 2019 at 5:39 PM UTC
i screamed when he hit me
he laughed picked up a new object
hit me again
i cried
he laughed
pushed me on the ground
kicked me
i stopped crying
he continued hitting
got bored
stopped hitting
whats funny is he only uses one hand
its amaazing what the damage of one hand can do
Dec 16, 2019
Dec 16, 2019 at 6:49 PM UTC