You wanted me to be tiny like you
The compliments you gave out in the beginning
Dried up and soon nothing I did was enough for you
I went out of my way to help you the first time
After that, you took my help for granted, made me do it over and over again
You acted helpless to guilt me, and the truth is you didn’t want to help yourself
When I tried to stop, you left a hurtful letter, out in the open, very well visible, on the kitchen table
Yes, I know you lied about the fact that you wrote the letter for your eyes only
Yes, I know you wrote the letter to hurt me and manipulate me
That’s when I should have left you, but I was too nice, I was too naive
I did most of the cooking, and you did most of complaining about the food
You started to control the way I dress, you wanted me to dress the way that was acceptable to you
You also didn’t want me to be with my friends
You belittled the work I did to chase my dream
If I work for my dream, I would grow, and you didn’t want that
You needed me to be tiny, so you could control me
I couldn’t let you manipulate me into being tiny like you
I have a dream I can’t possibly achieve if I’m tiny like you
I can’t let that happen
That’s why you are not in my life
Jul 1, 2020
Jul 1, 2020 at 9:46 PM UTC
Here I am,
Dancing with the devils
All of them,
So desperate, so desperate
Here I am,
Dancing with the devils
Letting them deceive me,
Because I want to see their true faces
Here I am,
Dancing with the devils
Looking into their eyes, into their homeless souls
Here I am,
Dancing with the devils
Looking into their eyes, into their homeless souls
They think they can make a home in Hell,
None of them know
Hell wasn’t built for them
Hell was built for refugees of Heaven
For freedom, to be away from the devils carrying out Heaven’s deeds.
Here I am,
Dancing with the devils
To take a good look at everything Heaven doesn’t want to show
Jul 1, 2020
Jul 1, 2020 at 9:43 PM UTC
Disgusting
Unpleasant
Rotting
Selfish
Materialistic
Disrespectful
Weak
Desperate
Rude
Arrogant
Controlling
Racist
Deceitful
Verminous
Jul 1, 2020
Jul 1, 2020 at 9:42 PM UTC
Why are you teaching them
We hate each other
Why are you teaching them
Their country doesn’t care about their health or education
Why are you teaching them
Their worth is judged by how much they produce
Teach children to feel
Teach children to love
Teach children to forgive
Teach children to learn
Teach children that they can tell
How truly alive they are
By the state of their heart
Jul 1, 2020
Jul 1, 2020 at 9:41 PM UTC
Kissing *** left and right
Feeding on the weak, feeding them sweet nothings
Makes you wonder if they can mean anything truly sweet
Kissing *** up and down
Feeding on the weak, feeding them fake respect
Makes you wonder if they can truly respect anything
Jun 27, 2020
Jun 27, 2020 at 6:45 PM UTC
Who’s our leader?
The one who has the most money!
Are they compassionate?
I don’t know but they are rich!
Jun 27, 2020
Jun 27, 2020 at 6:41 PM UTC
Feeling insecure?
That’s no reason to gossip about the others and be rude
Feeling two-faced?
That’s no reason to blame others and be rude
Have no self-respect?
That’s no reason to disrespect others and be rude
Have crippling self-doubt?
That’s no reason to doubt others and be rude
Rude to yourself?
That’s no reason to be rude to the others
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 4:20 AM UTC
I’ve always wondered what your intention was
You see, the intention is what makes all the difference
I know now that you intended to trap me
To make me behave as you wish
You tried to learn about me so you could figure out how to control me
Your words that gave me hope, you said them to trap me
I don’t think you ever meant to stay loyal to your words
How is anyone supposed to trust you when your words mean nothing
You like to own things; you’ve shown me that
You are so proud of all the things you own
Do you understand that I am not a thing?
I am a conscious person
You are so used to control; it was like second nature for you to try and trap me
But you see,
You have no right to trap me, to control me, to have power over me
You have no right,
Because I am mine and mine alone
Do you understand?
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 4:19 AM UTC
All I want
Is for my friends and family to be safe
I want to protect them
From all the sorrows they feel
A lot of what I’ve felt from this world
Is rotten
The rot spreads, to anything that is nearby
All I want
Is for my friends and family
To be away from the rot in this world
All I want
Is for this world to stop rotting
Because my friends and family
Live in this world
All I want
Is for this world to stop rotting
All I want
Is for this world to heal
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 4:18 AM UTC
Everybody acts like they do no harm
At the sight of the truth,
We say no that's not mine that's yours
What a showmanship
Gaslighting 101 should be a gen-ed course
Professor preach to me, watch out for the ones you care for
They will burn you alive
They will laugh while you turn into ashes and tears
All in the name of love,
I'll sin like a saint and bless like a sinner
Funny seeing you be upset with me
For not carrying your weight anymore
It was never mine to carry, and I don't mind you being upset
Because you never stopped to think,
oh, she's crushing under the weight,
I should carry my share
I'm not here for your convenience
I'm here to die we all are
All my best friends are losing their innocence
And I miss our innocence
Very much, very much so
All in the name of love,
I'll sin like a saint and bless like a sinner
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 4:18 AM UTC