catherine-paige
American
I'm a bit of everything. Predictable in that you might see it coming but rare in that you may never know why. I want to leave a mark but not on the world. In hearts, in memories. I want to change the way people experience things, even if the people i change are few in quantity. / / What you see here are some of my inner workings. the moments where theres so much rattling round in side that i must purge it out to move on. My worries, hopes, dreams, fears, insecurities, philosophies and theories. / / Read with gentle eyes and a soft soul. You're reading me. Honest and unclothed by pretense or defenses. Be kind.
stardust and choas
our cups are so full of where we come from
so bright and vast
so destructive and breathing of adventure
expanding collapsing
our own mini histories repeating and refining
until we create something
something bright enough to revolve around
Sep 27, 2011
Sep 27, 2011 at 1:43 AM UTC
moon scars in my right hand
your royalty in my left
even when you're gone
it feels like you never left
moon scars in my right hand
your hand in mine
even though you've gone
it's like you're with me all the time
Aug 15, 2011
Aug 15, 2011 at 12:53 PM UTC
the way you make me brave
but yet we're never brave enough
always dancing around the fire
ignited between the two of us
we found three words to replace
the three words we can't yet say
but that embodies the dull ache
that lingers because of our distance
currently content with what we are
though we confide the want of more
the ability to hold and be held
to make new and outshine the old
though our time is nigh
it isn't in the nearest future's nights
so we sit and sigh, lean and lie
waiting for flames to reach new heights
Aug 15, 2011
Aug 15, 2011 at 12:46 PM UTC
you only come around when you need to lean
and you lean on me with your broken heart
no matter how much i wish i could
i cannot leave you to heal alone
do you tell them all of your love
is it a lie to make me linger
or is it gift to hard for you to give
something you've not really done before
are they your way to **** the time
the way to distract yourself
writing of and for you is mine
a way to remind myself
Aug 15, 2011
Aug 15, 2011 at 12:39 PM UTC
can you breathe in
can you breathe out
when everything once turned in
becomes completely turned out
can you carry on
without losing what you're worth
gaining value along the way
can you resist the urge to break
Aug 15, 2011
Aug 15, 2011 at 12:22 PM UTC
i set you free like a good heart should
but you just run to be trapped in someone else
your hand on her back
your steps in time with hers
all i wanted was to share everything with you
ad though you say you want the same
you constantly run away
making these thoughts feel forbidden
when you're in time with her
my name is never on your lips
i just hope that my love still resides in your mind
somewhere hidden from the rest
that when your loyalty isn't the question of heart
that it belongs to mine
that when none of their hearts beckon your name
that you return to mine
Aug 15, 2011
Aug 15, 2011 at 12:14 PM UTC
so tell me was it my fault
or was it yours
because I said I wasn't sure how to love
didn't think I had ever felt that before
or was it your greedy heart
gluttonous for seconds, thirds and fourths
Aug 15, 2011
Aug 15, 2011 at 11:29 AM UTC
these attachments to you and your heart
they wring me out and into these thoughts
your interest feels waning and fickle
anything that amuses you seems to steal it away
every heart around you
seems to feel like competition
the best of them and the best of you
bringing out my worst
you're not really mine
my words don't hit your heart quite right
so my mouth fills blood
from biting my tongue
Aug 15, 2011
Aug 15, 2011 at 11:25 AM UTC
you are always welcome to come find me
not that, to you, I ever was lost
even if you tried to hide
I know just where you reside
I'd knock on the door of my ribcage
from the shelter of my heart you would shout back
"I've gone away, but not astray.
I'm just learning to fight the day."
Aug 15, 2011
Aug 15, 2011 at 11:02 AM UTC
teeth in the flesh
like toes in the sand
I just never want to let you go
hand on the heart
like a key in a treasure chest
I just want to have all you are
don't run from me
don't run from me
Aug 15, 2011
Aug 15, 2011 at 3:43 AM UTC