cassandra-nicole-pelkey
Most of my poems were written years ago - I've probably only written a few recently, trying to add more as I go. I want to start again, maybe this site will help with that, who knows :) xo / / All the poems/thoughts/art I posted is mine. / / The re-posted poems/thoughts/art are ones that I really loved or they struck a cord with me on a personal level. :) / / Hope you enjoy! / / Cassandra / xo :)
We all have the power.
We all have a say.
If we just stand up.
Stop all the bull ****
and just stand up!
Yeah, it's just sad is all.
So much we can do.
So much we have a say in.
To ******* change.
But everyone loves their some-what comfortable lives.
To take that wonderful chance.
We all have the power.
Every single one of us.
YES, YOU!
So yes it's sad.
We will probably destroy ourselves.
Too late?
Who ******* knows...
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 10:59 PM UTC
Tiny special sparks of life
footprints in the sand
waves and waves of swaying butterflies
dancing daisies
singing bees
the light in your eyes
I live for that
Sweet kisses late at night
you touch my lips
soft caresses
miniature goosebumps
the love in your eyes
I live for that
Silly gestures
making faces,
and poking fun
jokes, the odd quirky dance
the laughter in your eyes
I live for that
These days,
I live for that,
the passion,
the sparkle,
the enjoyment for life;
in your eyes.
Sep 5, 2014
Sep 5, 2014 at 12:31 AM UTC
Stars in the sky
the moon lights the way
the shadows fight to stay hidden
I walk slowly
no one left, but me
the wind catches my breath
as i reach the edge
the waves splash in anger
or maybe it's sadness?
an eagle flies above
is it mocking me?
one last look around
i take my final breath
and i float to the sea
it carries me gently
hushing me to sleep
my life flashes
and it's like i wasn't gone :)
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 10:29 PM UTC
what would you do if i disappeared?
would you cry?
laugh?
be angry?
would you even notice?
the sun doesn't shine anymore
why should I?
it wouldn't matter if I left
there's no spark in life
no light
no star
there's nothing anymore
why am I still standing here?
waiting for..
waiting for what?
a miracle?
a window to open?
what would you do if I disappeared?
nothing
because its just a hoax
its nothing to be serious about
nothing to worry your little heart about
because I am never coming home
everything's too sad
too lost..
it's a void
of nothing.
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 10:27 PM UTC
Make the wind blow
Till the end of time
I will love you
I promise you this
I will wait for you
Promise to wait for me
Please, dont float away
Just make the wind blow for me
And you will save me from myself
Forever and Always
Till the end of time
I will love you
Please, don't float away
Make the wind blow
And you will save me from myself
Always and Forever
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 10:26 PM UTC
♥
you're our sunshine, Sean
we miss your smile
and your amazing laugh
you kept us on our toes
laughing
and good times
always moving
and having fun
you're our sunshine, Sean
amazing and unforgettable
never to be forgotten
never far from our thoughts
and always with a place in our hearts
you're our sunshine, Sean
the one to make us happy when we were sad
the one to help us when we needed it
and the one to listen when we spoke
you are always there
you're our sunshine, Sean
we miss you and we love you
♥
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 10:25 PM UTC
i am alone
falling to pieces
no one to catch me when i fall
no one to see me as i am
no one to be there for me
no one to ask if i was okay
my actions judged
my thoughts confused
i stand on my own two feet
with more baggage then is needed
ready to fall
emotionally unstable
a girl who loves
a girl who feels
a girl with emotions
never understood
free
what good is that?
when you have no one
broken and used up
sad and frustrated
crying on the inside
no one can see
no one wants to
she has her head up high
but she's still dying
ignoring it
and pushing people away
it's all she's good at
safer, more secure
she wants to fly
to go away
far far away
to a better place
a place of peace
unknown
i am alone
forever and always
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 10:24 PM UTC
I sit to think about it all
Eyes wide open, ready to fall
At any time, ready to give up
Almost gone completely
Slowly fading, smaller and smaller
The world i gave up on
People who gave up on me
I sit to think about it all
And i wonder,
With my eyes wide open
Who gave up on who?
Was it me?
Or them?
Will i ever truly know?
So, i sit back, and wonder
Will i make it?
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 10:23 PM UTC
i am so alone.
everything seems so out of reach.
im lost.
you can never find me.
it happened so fast.
i never saw it coming.
always looking for comfort.
do i even know what that means?
im lost.
everything's bottled up inside.
if i take it out on you, im sorry.
will it be like this forever?
or will i find that "perfect" somebody.
i feel like im insane.
always alone with my thoughts.
i need someone to share these things with.
i need someone who will care.
i need someone who will love me for me.
everything feels so cold.
fragile and in pieces.
im messed up.
who would want this?
i wouldn't.
unstable and insecure.
speaking my own mind.
even if it's not wanted.
will i be strong?
can i stand it?
or will i crumble down alone?
i wish i knew.
it would save a lot of grief.
then i wouldn't have to guess.
i wouldn't have to cry.
i wouldn't have to punish myself.
i wouldn't be so out of control.
and i wouldn't be so scared.
the things just pile on.
no warning signs or flashing lights.
BOOM, and its just there!
i have lost what little control i have.
will i ever get that back?
or will i wither and die?
alone and afraid.
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 10:22 PM UTC
a flame
melted gold
an angel
sweet as sugar
above us all
an explosion
orange spark
lights so perfect
the dark, a void
practice makes perfect
I have practiced the art of making everything impossible for myself
I have successfully made my life a living hell for myself, and for God only knows how many others
I have deep regret for many things that have happened in my short life
It will just get worse
practice makes perfect
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 10:20 PM UTC