I’ve had a lot of trauma,
A lot of pain
too much regret
I’ve tried to be a good person
At the end of the day I’m just a bad credit score with debt
I’ve been objectified, categorized, forgotten and misunderstood
No matter how much good you do some people will never see you as good
I love who I love and I’d die for my blood
Their names sparkle in my mind no matter how much they drag them through the mud
Oct 11, 2024
Oct 11, 2024 at 5:52 AM UTC
Just a rock slide coming down the mountain side
We said hello and then we said goodbye
They said it wouldn’t hurt but that hurt more than the lies
When we said goodbye it felt temporary..
I finally know you now like I said I would
That first time I took you out on the 14th of February....
I knew for sure I would know you again
I knew for sure I could love you again
May 4, 2021
May 4, 2021 at 5:44 AM UTC
I’m so grateful you aren’t the man of my dreams
The you I dream of can be pretty mean
The man of my dreams exploits every insecurity
He taunts me
He lacks everything and anything that could resemble maturity
He lies and he cheats all while laughing in my face
Showing off the new girl on his arm
He treats me as if I am a walking mistake
I am so **** grateful you aren’t the man of my dreams
Apr 23, 2021
Apr 23, 2021 at 12:51 PM UTC
Following closely behind the red Honda carriage with our princess inside
The winding road doesn’t shield us from her shine
Sharing a smile so far from home
Let me call you my king and I’ll build you a thrown
Anywhere we go on this globe
I’ll find you a kingdom and we’ll call it home
Mar 26, 2021
Mar 26, 2021 at 8:51 PM UTC
No stress forget those fools because we got our cigarettes kokos and juuls
The nicotine makes my brain less mean
Frantically searching for my Juul while you call me a fiend
Got your koko in your hand because your an organized man
**** it lets get me some smokes
They taste so good but they make me choke
Mar 26, 2021
Mar 26, 2021 at 8:49 PM UTC
I like my wolves in wolf clothing
I saw you in your sheep clothes
But I also saw the wolf in your eyes
I helped you break free
From this fake haven of rat races
I herded you in with no contemplation
Mar 25, 2021
Mar 25, 2021 at 11:17 AM UTC
You made your bed and then your bed caught fire
I saw the flames where you slept and I called you a liar
Living for nothing more than your own vain desire
You lived a life of lust and deceit
If you live a reincarnated life it will be a pitiful repeat
It’s was always going to be a sad defeat for all the lives of the girls who’ve ended in your cars back seat
Mar 25, 2021
Mar 25, 2021 at 1:28 AM UTC
I can’t remember the last time I cried
Until now nobody ever made me feel like a prize
I mirrored his intense feelings and that made me think it was so **** real
I never knew you could learn to love slowly and naturally
Every time I see you I feel better about us
Every time I leave you I feel real trust
Is this how it feels to love a man and not a boy?
He was the last one I will ever let treat my heart like a toy
Jan 21, 2021
Jan 21, 2021 at 3:29 PM UTC
It’s never been so easy to be alone
They used to beg to see me now they beg me to stay home
I won’t return your calls or your texts or your knocks at my door
Social interaction has always been a chore
Thank you covid-19 for providing me some peace
Thank you for this terminally ill social release
Jan 21, 2021
Jan 21, 2021 at 2:46 PM UTC
You took bodies and minds that were not rightfully yours to take
It’s dreadful knowing you still walk this earth
Wondering who else has unwillingly felt your hands at night makes my heart hurt
Jan 21, 2021
Jan 21, 2021 at 2:38 PM UTC