
casey-leann
Hello Poets. I'm awake, writing and drawing every night... now I'm looking for some feedback. Writing poetry is one of the only untainted passions I have left as I continue to stumble my way through the institution of collegiate schooling. Please read, enjoy, respond, and critique... good and bad, I'll still be here. Every night. Cogs turning. / Love, Your Ever-Friendly Night Owl
All things were together. The mind came and arranged them.
–Anaxagoras
We have placed you here and you there.
You have a name and a group.
Do not stray.
To choose is to judge.
To understand is to label.
Out of Chaos we have borne you
And your clones,
And the clones of these clones.
What once was a jumble of harmony,
Is now a sectioned map with directions
And a compass to point right or wrong
Everything was given to us as one,
We have chosen to understand.
Feb 13, 2012
Feb 13, 2012 at 5:31 PM UTC
Here is where you fought the neighborhood bully,
Where your mother braided your hair for the first time
And your beloved dog ran away.
Here is where your children played children's games like "Mother May I"
And your brother begged for money
And you played cards and drank lemonade on murky summer nights.
Here is where it rained and snowed and shined and repeated.
Here is familiar.
Here is home.
The paint is chipped and the railing is rusted,
But you know.
You know that Here is okay.
Just as much as Here knowns your touch.
Your oils chipped that paint,
Your shoes caked that grime,
And your oxygen filled that space.
Here knows.
Your footsteps and your fingerprints are sensed
Within the pulsation of a crumbling foundation.
Stone, brick, and cement
Sturdy as glass.
You shatter.
Step by rotting step
from your heels to your head
you explode
under the cataclysmic pressure of Here.
Your eyes sharpen, jutting out.
Your hands tense, bursting into slivers of thorns
pin pricking spines of painful ruptures.
You climb on sticks of legs
Screaming in all directions for escape as you body mirrors your mind.
You climb the dilapidated stairs,
Chipping white paint,
Scraping the corners of nostalgia.
Here was familiar.
Here was home.
Here knows in flashes
Of children running,
Toddler in toe, bustling,
A life worth remembering.
But inside Here...
A There
Of broken wood and slipping plaster pieces dusting
With too much deep engraving to be picked up, dusted off, and placed anew,
Too public,
Too private.
A There so near to Here,
Yet too far from you.
You know.
For Here you stay exploded,
Fracture in fear
Of a There that's far too close.
Dec 1, 2011
Dec 1, 2011 at 3:30 AM UTC
Vertiginous
Loss of brain
Can't quite focus
In this ****** of ecstasy
Climaxing
Her pink body on top of mine
Metallic clangs and
Plastic bangs
We connect
Cupping her hips
we meld our metals
together.
Together we sit
Fitting leg in leg
Arm in arm interlocking
Her body on top of mine
The smell of her plastic
grazing my seat
Her bottom, underneath
stained with gum and disregard
I keep
Upon my lap
the tickle of her back
set a distance from my own
a way to come closer
pink on pink metal on metal
we sit
together.
Together we are proud
Publicly alone
Embracing in Totality
Windows close around us
Fits of Dysfunction
The Wonky Garbled Mess
Fading to Chaos
to nothing...
blackened dizziness
of unreality
as we sit
encircled
embracing
forever
alone
together.
Dec 1, 2011
Dec 1, 2011 at 3:30 AM UTC
I've been crossed for far too long...
my liver is black,
my lungs are green,
and my fingers are white.
Its time for me to sober up
from liquor, **** and hope.
Dec 1, 2011
Dec 1, 2011 at 3:27 AM UTC