caroline-11Whisper

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AloneThe feelings and thoughts of being alone / how you open up to people about how you feel / But no one really understand me or what’s in my minds.
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Jun 19, 2013
Cruel WorldHello Cruel world / As I woke today feeling bad and hoping that today would be the day everything changed for me its get worse, the pain the feeling that I’m no good, I’m worthless and pathetic, unlovable and I was once weak now I’m weaker and full of pain for no matter how much I love and care for you. You don’t feel the same way about me and I know for sure now after today. You hate me and to be honestly I hate myself so much and really long for die so much and wish it would come. If only I was brave enough to end my life I know you and everyone would be so much better off with me. You don’t really care and let face it never really did why would anyone love a pathetic weak **** like me, my heart is broken, the blood is in my veins wanted to be released and how I need to released it now, it calls to me and longs to be release and i longs to released it , I can't fight it anyone the long to be gone and to release myself from society and this world is getting greater and greater.
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Jun 20, 2013
Dark CloudAs I woke up this morning with the dark cloud forming in my mind. / Telling me you’re a pain and useless, / Worthless, Nothing you ever do will be good enough for me or
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Jun 19, 2013
Depressed in my mindToday was hard depressed. / Depressed hit me like a rock with a dark cloud forming in my mind. / the dark cloud grows and tell me your worthless,
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Jun 17, 2013
DepressionI really wish I did not feel this like this but I do and I can’t help it, / I wish I could believe you when you say nice things about me and how I try so hard to believe you, the depression voice calls me again, telling me your weak and worthless, your not worth loving or caring about. My heart is broken again oh how I long for the hurt and pain to end, the desire to end my life grows again in me today,
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Jun 20, 2013
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