I read how things happen
when one gets old
how things fall apart
maybe I should just get off the planet
But wait - I still have things to do
I'm just beginning to figure things out
sort of
I'm just beginning to heal
I love these sunny days
when the light comes inside
and illuminates different places
always playing with color
Jun 21, 2019
Jun 21, 2019 at 10:35 PM UTC
most men want
even need
to be appreciated
most women want
even need
to be valued
most **** sapiens
us human animals
want to be respected
we
try
our
very
best
there is usually
a reason
for a behavior
get to the reason
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 7:14 PM UTC
cry
no one hears
but the wind will blow
and carry your tears as they flow
over the years
the wind will blow
the earth will know
the earth
will
know
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 9:42 PM UTC
What is that look?
That thousand mile stare
Is it a look of wonder?
(Where is my father?
He's always been with me
Should I cry?)
I'm about two
My Aunt Mary is holding me
She's looking at me - with concern?
I'm not looking at her
I've got that stare
Has my life changed?
Forever?
In another photo - same time period
I'm told to hold a cat
I've put out my arms
the cat is plopped down
Poor cat
I look at no one
Not the camera
Not the people
They are all liars.
Jun 24, 2018
Jun 24, 2018 at 10:16 PM UTC
I passed him in the produce isle
on his face - the faintest smile
not too bright but slightly sly
as very gently he cradled a pie
I couldn't see what kind of pie
as quickly we passed each other by
I sensed he wanted to hurry away
with plans for his pie that very day
Nov 25, 2017
Nov 25, 2017 at 10:08 PM UTC
For a long time
I was angry with her
even trying to get rid of her
She'd pop up
at inappropriate times
with her odd behavior
Later I thought about
integrating and accepting her
making her feel welcome
Now - I ask her advice
After all - she's the one
who felt all the love
My parents were
kind and loving people
She's the one who knew them
She was already 3
when my mother told my father
to get lost
She was already 4
when my mother took off
to pursue another dream
So she knows life
from the perspective of confidence
and self worth
It's good I invited her in
and made friends with her
she helps me
She's the one
who showed me how
to let go
Mar 30, 2017
Mar 30, 2017 at 7:54 PM UTC
Let it go
like grains of sand
spilling through fingers
Let it flow
like a swift river
over smooth stones
Let it drift
like snow
on a windy day
Let it blow
like dust
in a swirling storm
Mar 30, 2017
Mar 30, 2017 at 6:39 PM UTC
long train passes
revealing the quiet
gray-blue bay
floating white cloud
but in the western sky
something dark brewing
she spreads her wings
riding the currents
wherever they take her
Feb 26, 2017
Feb 26, 2017 at 9:13 PM UTC
Morning bells
***
tea
flee
Or in an alternate universe
pea
tee
flea
Which could include
breakfast, golf, and a dog
instead of the bathroom
warm drink, and a walk
Either way
involves leaving the
comfy
warm
nest
Feb 24, 2017
Feb 24, 2017 at 5:59 PM UTC