carlisle0208 - Hello Poetry

7.19.15 I've never quite trusted in love, so I can't offer an explanation to you as to the reason why, the reason why that when I saw you I experienced heart palpitations I couldn't then. Multiple individuals ask why i'm attracted to you, They don't ask that in a negative connotation, it's just we are Polar Opposites, Night and Day, Introvert and Extrovert, Optimistic and Pessimistic. Though I never seem to be able to conjure an explanation, So I just smile.. Though here I am at 6:28 in the morning racking my brain attemping to fathom my thoughts and feelings, vigorously scribbling them onto the paper. ****** Hell! I can't understand them, I can't offer explanation, I don't need it for them, I don't need it for myself, I need it for you Because I can’t explain it. So I'm left mumbling the words into your ear, Praying to a God that I'm not sure exists anymore, That you believe me when I say, I love you.. Well yes and no... I love you. I love you. .... No, I'm in love with you. That’s the only explanation. I am submerged in the idea of love. 8.21.15 (5:43 in the morning) I should have known the second your brown eyes glanced into mine. Opposites attract, Even my 3rd year science class taught me that. Opposites charges attract, and make pure energy.. I saw you, and from my heart, emitted pure love. I love you. Though throughout this month I've began learn... Pure love, isn't easy.

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Aug 21, 2015

Aug 21, 2015 at 5:44 AM UTC

Opposites Attract?

7.19.15 I've never quite trusted in love, so I can't offer an explanation to you as to the reason why, the reason why that when I saw you I experienced heart palpitations I couldn't then. Multiple individuals ask why i'm attracted to you, They don't ask that in a negative connotation, it's just we are Polar Opposites, Night and Day, Introvert and Extrovert, Optimistic and Pessimistic. Though I never seem to be able to conjure an explanation, So I just smile.. Though here I am at 6:28 in the morning racking my brain attemping to fathom my thoughts and feelings, vigorously scribbling them onto the paper. ****** Hell! I can't understand them, I can't offer explanation, I don't need it for them, I don't need it for myself, I need it for you Because I can’t explain it. So I'm left mumbling the words into your ear, Praying to a God that I'm not sure exists anymore, That you believe me when I say, I love you.. Well yes and no... I love you. I love you. .... No, I'm in love with you. That’s the only explanation. I am submerged in the idea of love. 8.21.15 (5:43 in the morning) I should have known the second your brown eyes glanced into mine. Opposites attract, Even my 3rd year science class taught me that. Opposites charges attract, and make pure energy.. I saw you, and from my heart, emitted pure love. I love you. Though throughout this month I've began learn... Pure love, isn't easy.

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If we measured success in miles know she has the potential to travel the galaxy

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Aug 18, 2015

Aug 18, 2015 at 4:54 AM UTC

15w.

If we measured success in miles know she has the potential to travel the galaxy

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In the past he's held his heart upon his dress shirt's sleeve cuff. He'd offer someone hand and along with his heart too, only to end with a broken heart to subdue. So today, he rolls up his sleeves, He guards his heart in case of thieves. So today, he loosens his tie, For he does not want a repeat of last year's July. He's seeking for a more casual type of love One where the emotion of seas won't be so rough.

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Aug 14, 2015

Aug 14, 2015 at 3:46 PM UTC

This Morning...

In the past he's held his heart upon his dress shirt's sleeve cuff. He'd offer someone hand and along with his heart too, only to end with a broken heart to subdue. So today, he rolls up his sleeves, He guards his heart in case of thieves. So today, he loosens his tie, For he does not want a repeat of last year's July. He's seeking for a more casual type of love One where the emotion of seas won't be so rough.

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I open my sketch book, flip through the tattered pages I flip halfway and examine the page's contents. 8.9.15 Oh god.. She makes me... Happy. -S.B.R Upon flipping through the notes, I notice she is embedded in many, before I ever noticed I was in love. I don't have the best luck when it comes to love, though I find myself writing ****** love songs about her. 7.16.15 (4:24 A.M) "Oh god, her beauty leaves me with lack of words, when I see her smile the rest of the world is blurred..." -S.B.R She gives me hope love is worth it, ****** hell if her smile doesn't send my heart in a fit. But like I said, I don't have the best luck with love so however it ends, I make sure make sure to write this last letter. Dear God, MAKE SURE she's happy.. -S.B.R

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Aug 12, 2015

Aug 12, 2015 at 4:52 AM UTC

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I open my sketch book, flip through the tattered pages I flip halfway and examine the page's contents. 8.9.15 Oh god.. She makes me... Happy. -S.B.R Upon flipping through the notes, I notice she is embedded in many, before I ever noticed I was in love. I don't have the best luck when it comes to love, though I find myself writing ****** love songs about her. 7.16.15 (4:24 A.M) "Oh god, her beauty leaves me with lack of words, when I see her smile the rest of the world is blurred..." -S.B.R She gives me hope love is worth it, ****** hell if her smile doesn't send my heart in a fit. But like I said, I don't have the best luck with love so however it ends, I make sure make sure to write this last letter. Dear God, MAKE SURE she's happy.. -S.B.R

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A smile plays upon my face when I think of how one day my cells will have regenerated and your tainted touch will no longer linger across my skin. Unfortunately, the tainted memories are seared in my brain will haunt me until the end of my days.

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Aug 1, 2015

Aug 1, 2015 at 3:22 AM UTC

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A smile plays upon my face when I think of how one day my cells will have regenerated and your tainted touch will no longer linger across my skin. Unfortunately, the tainted memories are seared in my brain will haunt me until the end of my days.

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Just know that the text message on your screen only says "Hi.".. It doesn't say "Welcome back, I missed you so much!", I'm being civil, I'm doing what's right for me. I'm not inviting you back. I won't let you destroy me again. Not again. God **** No.

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Jul 28, 2015

Jul 28, 2015 at 10:53 PM UTC

Hi again.. I guess.

Just know that the text message on your screen only says "Hi.".. It doesn't say "Welcome back, I missed you so much!", I'm being civil, I'm doing what's right for me. I'm not inviting you back. I won't let you destroy me again. Not again. God **** No.

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I once figured you were the feeling in my chest from the music's kick drum, Now I just realized that you were the most ******* twisted lyrics. That had the ability to invoke the most chaotic emotions and rip apart my **** heart. I looked into your eyes as I lit the cigarette between my lips and swayed my hips to the drums beat. You pulled it out from my mouth, kissed my cheek and said. "It'll **** you, I can't have you gone. It would **** my heart" Every **** day of the week, You told me smoking would end me, You snatched the cigarette and extinguished it, And as you did I noticed the bad taste in my mouth. I gave it up for you. I gave it all up for you. but now, Your eyes dart to me, I reach in my pocket, And grab a cigarette, I turn away, And light it up. I smile as I walk away One can't die if they're heartless. You were wrong, it was not your heart slain, yet mine. I notice a bad taste in my mouth, though it's not invoked by the filter between my lips. It's invoked by the dreaded memories of your red lip stick smudged along my collar and lips. I glance back and catch a glance at your eyes. but I won't extinguish my cigarette though I will extinguish my unrequited love, just like you extinguished my cigarette.

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Jul 28, 2015

Jul 28, 2015 at 4:27 AM UTC

Ashes of an Old Love

I once figured you were the feeling in my chest from the music's kick drum, Now I just realized that you were the most ******* twisted lyrics. That had the ability to invoke the most chaotic emotions and rip apart my **** heart. I looked into your eyes as I lit the cigarette between my lips and swayed my hips to the drums beat. You pulled it out from my mouth, kissed my cheek and said. "It'll **** you, I can't have you gone. It would **** my heart" Every **** day of the week, You told me smoking would end me, You snatched the cigarette and extinguished it, And as you did I noticed the bad taste in my mouth. I gave it up for you. I gave it all up for you. but now, Your eyes dart to me, I reach in my pocket, And grab a cigarette, I turn away, And light it up. I smile as I walk away One can't die if they're heartless. You were wrong, it was not your heart slain, yet mine. I notice a bad taste in my mouth, though it's not invoked by the filter between my lips. It's invoked by the dreaded memories of your red lip stick smudged along my collar and lips. I glance back and catch a glance at your eyes. but I won't extinguish my cigarette though I will extinguish my unrequited love, just like you extinguished my cigarette.

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These nights have been Hell to get through, they have been ever since I last talked to you. What do I do? I'm feeling immensely blue. and Jesus Christ every thing reminds me of you.. Even my feelings described by this ******* hue, because as you know it's the color of your eyes.

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Jul 28, 2015

Jul 28, 2015 at 4:19 AM UTC

Jesus Christ

These nights have been Hell to get through, they have been ever since I last talked to you. What do I do? I'm feeling immensely blue. and Jesus Christ every thing reminds me of you.. Even my feelings described by this ******* hue, because as you know it's the color of your eyes.

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I swear to God, She thawed the ice which jailed my heart, now I can love... Now I can love her.

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Jul 28, 2015

Jul 28, 2015 at 3:59 AM UTC

God ****

I swear to God, She thawed the ice which jailed my heart, now I can love... Now I can love her.

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Maybe that's my problem, I'm a paradox, I'm so ******* ready to commit. Though I cannot even commit to which lyric I want tattooed on my skin, I can't commit to cigarettes, I can't commit to where to eat... Though if there is one thing I can commit to, It's her... I can tell you 20 of her favorite songs, and her favorite lyric phrases I complied for the mixed CD for her. I can tell you her favorite color, and why that's so. I can tell you her aspirations, Her dreams, what a certain slang of hers means. Though despite all of that, A commitment issue is what it seems, because I don't think she could ever commit to me...

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Jul 20, 2015

Jul 20, 2015 at 8:16 PM UTC

Commitment Issues? Maybe that's my problem..

Maybe that's my problem, I'm a paradox, I'm so ******* ready to commit. Though I cannot even commit to which lyric I want tattooed on my skin, I can't commit to cigarettes, I can't commit to where to eat... Though if there is one thing I can commit to, It's her... I can tell you 20 of her favorite songs, and her favorite lyric phrases I complied for the mixed CD for her. I can tell you her favorite color, and why that's so. I can tell you her aspirations, Her dreams, what a certain slang of hers means. Though despite all of that, A commitment issue is what it seems, because I don't think she could ever commit to me...

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