my
only
wish
for
you
is
that
you
get
exactly
what
you
deserve
Mar 6, 2020
Mar 6, 2020 at 6:59 PM UTC
we’ve been dating a year and a half.
she said she wanted a break.
it’s ******* breaking me.
May 30, 2018
May 30, 2018 at 11:40 PM UTC
it's crazy what a year and a half can do.
one minute i'm digging a hole,
ready to toss myself in and give up on you.
on us.
and the next minuite i'm back down on the ground.
only now i'm planting beautiful flowers over the grave of what we used to be.
i buried you deep in that soil.
i'll admit i still water it.
i still keep the weeds out of it.
but winter is coming,
and all i know is that i won't be there for you when it's cold.
just like you weren't there for me.
Dec 10, 2017
Dec 10, 2017 at 9:56 PM UTC
I kissed bottle after bottle
trying to forget how you tasted
next thing that I knew,
man, I was f^cking wasted.
Standing on a table
screaming at the ceiling
like "why the f^ck aren't you here",
and "why'd you f^cking leave me?"
Bottle after bottle
turned into shot after shot
but I can't forget you
no matter what.
I've read all the books
and I've seen all the "how to's"
but not one of them has helped me
get over you.
I'm trying to move on
and I'm trying to be happy
but no matter what I do
I still feel in love with you.
Dec 4, 2017
Dec 4, 2017 at 6:23 PM UTC
this is all i know:
i love you like a flower. together we've planted the seed of love, and i can't wait to watch it bloom and grow with time. i know you can't grow without sunshine and rain so i'll be here for the happy days and the sad days.
Dec 24, 2016
Dec 24, 2016 at 11:06 PM UTC
before I met you I planted seeds
of self love in my heart
slowly growing,
slowly learning to love myself.
you made the seeds in my heart sprout
into beautiful flowers
that I had no idea I was capable of growing
so when you left
you picked through them
and took what you pleased.
you picked through my garden
and left me with seeds.
Nov 29, 2016
Nov 29, 2016 at 1:15 AM UTC
i burned the notes you wrote me
just to watch the flame
The paper crumpled and fell apart
just like I did when you left.
Nov 29, 2016
Nov 29, 2016 at 1:14 AM UTC
*I hope you see me in your dreams
and I hope it ******* haunts you.*
Oct 25, 2016
Oct 25, 2016 at 12:00 AM UTC
cause every night you know I lay awake,
don't you?
and every night I need an escape.
it's true.
and every night it's hard to take.
but
it's just another pill to swallow.
and I
wake up next to empty bottles.
i miss you.
i don't ever know if I'll ever see tomorrow
so I
take one for the team
and I
lay awake and watch you dream
cause girl I love you laying next to me.
push the hair out your face;
I'll never get tired of your make up on my pillowcase.
me & you together
it's a forever thing
Oct 24, 2016
Oct 24, 2016 at 11:52 PM UTC
I ******* miss you.
There. I said it.
I hope you're happy to know,
if you came back,
I'd pick things right up where you left it.
Jul 7, 2016
Jul 7, 2016 at 7:41 AM UTC