I've been looking in the mirror recently.
I'm not sure I like what I see.
These big eyebrows? Yes.
That mole? Yes.
Brown eyes? Glasses? Yes.
Mine, mine, me.
But I swear there's something different in that mirror
That I just can't see.
That thing in my reflection?
It's really not me.
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 1:05 PM UTC
Silly, really.
Seven letters on a screen
Shouldn't mean so much to me.
Promise?
Jul 12, 2016
Jul 12, 2016 at 1:47 AM UTC
I want to cut myself
Away from everything.
Out of people's lives.
They won't notice;
They never do.
Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 5:50 PM UTC
Can we forget
Last night ever
Happened?
I don't want to
Feel it anymore.
I don't want to
Feel anything
Anymore
May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 7:12 PM UTC
I was bored
I was broken
So I tried what
You said works.
*Numb your skin
With ice so it doesn't
Hurt when you cut yourself*
My heart was a bird trying to
Escape my aching ribs and
I shook like a dead leaf
As I pressed the blade
To my skin, and it
Was so numb
It scared
Me
So
B
A
D
.
.
How could you ever bring yourself
To do that in the first place?
May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 7:10 PM UTC
A bird flew and it's head
Smacked into my window.
It tried again, and again,
As I sit in awe of its blind
Determination..
Silly bird, don't you know
The satisfaction of perhaps
Entering my room isn't
Worth the headache
May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 7:02 PM UTC
Last night you asked
What I was doing.
I didn't lie,
But I didn't tell the
whole truth.
May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 6:57 PM UTC
The blood is barely dry,
The blood is barely dry.
My arm is cut
And swollen pink
The blood is barely dry.
The blood is barely dry,
The blood is barely dry.
I draw a line
Right down my arm
The blood is barely dry.
May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 10:57 PM UTC
I got blood on your flannel,
It's seeping through my pants
And it's on my phone screen
I hope I stop bleeding soon
Before people can see it.
I don't want them to know
What I've been doing in the bathroom stall here at school.
I don't want you to know either.
I'm sorry
Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 1:40 PM UTC
I woke up with a thirst for blood
I woke up wanting to see that flash of silver
Followed by the beading red
I woke up with a thirst for my blood
If I give in I'll hurt you
I'm sorry I hurt you
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 8:54 AM UTC